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Suicide Discussion

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suicidalpushpop
my failed suicide attempt
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6
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1K
suicidalpushpop
suicidalpushpop
WorthlessTrash
Venting Here's to having made it to the end of 2022....
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18
Views
1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Judy Garland
Can't go through with it.
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25
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1K
Wasabi
Wasabi
ksp
  • Poll
if Nembutal is available, would you take it now or later?
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28
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2K
damaged_soul
D
I
Constant failure posts but keeping the faith in the method
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45
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3K
Banshee
B
I
Oxy instead of benzos
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1
Views
403
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
ManWithNoName
Discussion 2 Questions: Can sunlight trigger CTB? And why is Spring a common time of year for those who CTB?
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12
Views
1K
nothappy2behere
nothappy2behere
Akinano
Help Any one know how to get SN in Japan?
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6
Views
1K
Akinano
Akinano
BeansOfRequirement
Story NYE dudes
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1
Views
459
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
T
if you had 10 million right now would you still consider CTB?
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69
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3K
Blue_mist
Blue_mist
borderline-feline
Venting Afraid of the future, but can't bear to break a promise
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12
Views
709
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
J
Method Collection of pills, what will do the trick?
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12
Views
2K
jrumbles
J
P
Discussion Amitriptyline and propanolol with SN?
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4
Views
555
tilly17
T
Ineedtodie
Venting Imagine having cancer eating every cell of your body and everybody telling you to man up...
Replies
14
Views
939
damaged_soul
D
Mofreeko
Method Video showing effects of hypoxia
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11
Views
2K
littlelady774
littlelady774
NormaJeane
New Year´s Day is the deadliest day of the year
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12
Views
950
damaged_soul
D
mistersinister
Venting There's only wageslave jobs (janitor, warehousing, construction, retail, secruity guard) available as a 5'5'' TRM 3.5 ethnic
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2
Views
561
omlet
O
N
help- how to know if link is to be trusted?
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11
Views
987
DeepDespair101
DeepDespair101
Empyress
Discussion do you think people in society feel innate pressure to hide themselves if theyre not "normal"?
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11
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1K
Givenuponlife
G
disabledlife
New Year 2023
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1
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
d e a d
Help Help with survival instinct
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6
Views
790
tilly17
T
disabledlife
New Year's Eve, and New Year 2023.
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17
Views
906
Givenuponlife
G
byebyered
Venting It’s too early for this shit
Replies
1
Views
469
CowsAgainstCapitali
CowsAgainstCapitali
TheCrowCalls
DarkNet?
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0
Views
399
TheCrowCalls
TheCrowCalls
N
Here is why I think the "rate your suicidal thoughts thread" is so important
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4
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1K
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
WorthlessTrash
Venting Stupidest thing
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4
Views
556
Wannagonow
W
alliebear
Passingtherainbow
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1
Views
395
Pentobarbital_Plz
Pentobarbital_Plz
CTB Fella
“When I discover who I am, I’ll be free.”
Replies
4
Views
480
Soulless Angel
Soulless Angel
in pain
Taking SN now
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37
Views
5K
whitefeather
whitefeather
StrangePossum
Discussion Gathering materials even if you're not sure about CTB yet
Replies
7
Views
540
onceuponadec
onceuponadec
T
My SN regime
Replies
8
Views
703
jessisme
J
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion Dream world
Replies
9
Views
732
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
illvoid
Venting Hello, still alive.
Replies
4
Views
699
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Good bye everyone
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26
Views
2K
Uk2023
U
W
sn in croatia
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1
Views
473
amelis
amelis
D
Anybody else waiting on N
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18
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Discussion to fade away silently
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6
Views
554
donealready
D
Sasel
Buying D's N from Japan?
Replies
8
Views
1K
onceuponadec
onceuponadec
Squiddy
Discussion Does anyone else go from "I wanna ctb so bad" to "life, let's kick its ass!" in a few minutes to hours?
Replies
48
Views
4K
Forever Sleep
F
Sonder
Hello, may I bother you for a moment?
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8
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1K
SeeminglyFine
S
drainganggggg
anyone else have bpd?
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12
Views
883
Tired and Done
Tired and Done
P
I'm looking for a partner in Japan
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2
Views
482
patanjali
P
Someday_Somehow32
Help The moment in my life that should have been the happiest meant nothing to me
Replies
6
Views
747
tilly17
T
Ineedtodie
Venting When you can't hide the pain...there is really nothing to fear to feel ahamed of(toxic shame) yet this pain doesn't seem to stop...
Replies
4
Views
462
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
L$D
Help Does anyone here want to CTB while having younger siblings?
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5
Views
564
patanjali
P
L
Spent Christmas alone but had to lie
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11
Views
733
looseye
looseye
tinkatonshammer
How long did it take for you to go from being a lurker to a member?
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34
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1K
patanjali
P
T
  • Question
Resource PPH SN Page 211 resource on 22 SN deaths
Replies
1
Views
885
Jadzia
J
Helplessturtle79
Method Gunshot suicide and risk of failure
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5
Views
2K
RW__Asher23
R
M
Crazy range of emotions before attempt
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9
Views
802
Hystearical
Hystearical
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