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Suicide Discussion

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Venting I just tried the night-night method, and tried it without bean-bags too. It didn't really work out, unfortunately.
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5
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524
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Another rambling rant about how hopelessly I am suffering
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5
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372
d3c96524be95
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Story what hope do i have?
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1
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337
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bpdblackout
Only reservation is the potential for me to have a child. Selfish?
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34
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1K
Truth1234
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Ghostofthepast
My life story
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3
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304
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
Tricondyla ledouxi
I have a sensitive stomach, not when it comes to vomiting but when it comes to diarrhoea. I want to do the SN method
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5
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345
releasespieces
releasespieces
ughnvm
what happens if air enters vein?
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4
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392
ughnvm
ughnvm
eg0deathf0rsure
Nearly getting admitted with no suicidal ideation
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11
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566
d3c96524be95
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looking_for_peace
excuses for ordering Domperidone? (AE)
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3
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334
looking_for_peace
looking_for_peace
D
Gonna self isolate again
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8
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388
Bardo
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bluem00n
Method Psychogenic Suicide
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28
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3K
Professor K
Professor K
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Death Penalty Cocktail, thoughts?
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13
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1K
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
feels_like_rain
Suicide jokes
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9
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510
Dot
Dot
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Olanzapine OD
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6
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884
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
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SN without AE: Chance of success?
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5
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599
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
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Sn failures
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42
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4K
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Anyone else give up on buying an AE? It’s just too much, I’ve tried it all. Online consultations, websites, everything.
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0
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263
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
Anyone who has ordered 50g SN from IC, did the parcel fit through your letter box?
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17
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1K
looking_for_peace
looking_for_peace
epic
Story My SN has arrived
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6
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629
sheepgirl
sheepgirl
-Raven's Night-
Venting don't fucking kick me into the bottom when I'm trying to climb up
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1
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334
-Raven's Night-
-Raven's Night-
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Help Can’t get sleepy or drunk anymore
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1
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326
jodes2
jodes2
TapeMachine
Discussion Silly Things We Worry About?
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3
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305
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
8
Worried about impulsivity but also about time
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3
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303
88124540
8
CTB Dream
Cruel monkey
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4
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385
jodes2
jodes2
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Venting I did all that work just to commit suicide
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2
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446
downndone2
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mushroomhive
Discussion does anyone else dread the potential of an afterlife?
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30
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1K
itsallpointless
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I asked chatGPT about sodium nitrite
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19
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1K
suisuiforum
S
Q
Venting I'm going to do a CTB this morning.
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6
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820
sadDaysAhead
S
6
Help What type of rope is recommended for complete or partial hanging?
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3
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412
mafuyu
mafuyu
Tricondyla ledouxi
Why is SN easier to obtain than ae ? 😭 when will IC start selling AE?!
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9
Views
380
releasespieces
releasespieces
Tricondyla ledouxi
If you do the SN method without ae but you drink 2, 25g glasses, will it work?
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0
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280
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
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How would you rate CTB methods by percentage?
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0
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283
fayth2567
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S
Venting (Note to self)
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3
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333
jamie_
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excitingly_ctbidal
Venting i don't even feel that miserable, yet i wish someone would drive me to end it all
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3
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323
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
SomethingsOff
Do you ever feel stupid wanting to CTB
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7
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313
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
Tricondyla ledouxi
Help! Trying to do online assessment for meto but every site requires an ID verification with your address!!
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4
Views
275
Aya&Dazy
A
emptybox
Propranolol OD or SN, what would you choose?
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1
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330
jodes2
jodes2
FireFox
Going missing is the absolute worst here is why
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0
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339
FireFox
FireFox
borderline-feline
I want to be forgotten.
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9
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391
ephemerality
ephemerality
nembutal
anyone struggling with borderline?
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11
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443
theboy
theboy
IndyAna
I'm tired. Partial hanging help
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5
Views
451
Hopefully a helper
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Lonerzepam
Story A random stranger I've met cried when I told him I was going to ctb
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13
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1K
DesireDeath
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kittypanova
Help help??? relatively time sensitive
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7
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414
lost_soul83
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L
Venting I’m happy but then why do I still wanna kms?
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8
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676
bpdblackout
bpdblackout
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Discussion Why are millions of people CTB ??
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5
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398
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
F
Discussion Can suicide be psychotic AND selfish?
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3
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348
hellispink
hellispink
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Wanting to join my partner in death
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4
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445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
0Minx0
Venting Feeling like shit
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3
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336
TransMagical
TransMagical
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Venting Sometimes I think that CTB is my destiny, does anyone relate?
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10
Views
443
Source Energy
Source Energy
J
Method Changed mind about method from SN to nitrogen
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6
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2K
Source Energy
Source Energy
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