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Suicide Discussion

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sundown12
Buying F in Russia
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9
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1K
ooglah
ooglah
Nirrend
Probably beginnig my last week
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8
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1K
Nirrend
Nirrend
E
Question for you?
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5
Views
485
Endoflifecomestoall
E
M
A note for those worried about ordering stuff online and having packages intercepted by nosy family, siblings, roommates, etc...
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0
Views
611
MetroTransit
M
1000winds
anyone worried about leaving dirty laundry before ctb?
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17
Views
911
Forever Sleep
F
S
Is anyone else off their meds? Does it make you more or less stable?
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12
Views
525
lachrymost
lachrymost
ikadasui
Venting Born just for the singular purpose to be miserable
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6
Views
491
Hystearical
Hystearical
A
I started to open up; in diary.
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0
Views
286
akirat9
A
xkidx
where to get sn in europe
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3
Views
471
hopeless77
H
O
Two days.
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32
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2K
chaosandquiet
chaosandquiet
tiny_dancer
My last Thanksgiving
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7
Views
499
tiny_dancer
tiny_dancer
Hollowillow
I can't sleep since 3 days...
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6
Views
480
Outandproud
Outandproud
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Chewing gum or drinking alcohol prior to SN?
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3
Views
428
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Squalo
fear of reincarnating.
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36
Views
2K
akirat9
A
I
Please let me die
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15
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1K
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
T
Story Diary #1
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2
Views
454
Made4TV
Made4TV
Un-
You can't be happy.
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22
Views
1K
BGooG
B
F
why fast before taking SN?
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6
Views
990
Made4TV
Made4TV
M
Can’t stop thinking about shooting myself in the head
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20
Views
1K
Sad_Sack
S
Darkover
  • Poll
should we nuke the world and be done with it
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29
Views
1K
mojabaka
M
Nekohime
Venting Overthinking about my insignificance :(
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10
Views
803
its-about-time
its-about-time
B
New Member SN/IC?
Replies
2
Views
530
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
lifeisadream
Venting Newish on here - depressed suicidal rant
Replies
11
Views
701
GlassAlwaysEmpty
GlassAlwaysEmpty
J
Venting Drunk
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2
Views
537
jitendrabagaria786@
J
stupidrat
Method Thoughts on OD
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3
Views
896
sundown12
sundown12
Anthagonos
Amitriptilyne failures?
Replies
4
Views
777
wljourney
wljourney
AllAboard
Suicide is Selfish
Replies
21
Views
1K
Lifeaballache
L
On Replay
Venting Where can I go
Replies
1
Views
519
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jumper Seoirse
Discussion Why it will be better to have assisted suicide
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4
Views
514
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jumper Seoirse
Discussion How great would this be, blog from the PPeh, yes it made me smile
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4
Views
540
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
farakini
Venting We’re just pawns to something bigger than us
Replies
18
Views
1K
actual_fox
actual_fox
evey8112
Does anyone else's mind play games with them too?
Replies
3
Views
383
lifeisadream
lifeisadream
disabledlife
I see a post, suggested in my news feed, on Facebook, that hurts me, to the point of pushing me to CTB
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15
Views
1K
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
DarknessAtNoon
Anyone else just waiting for something really bad to happen to give you motivation to CTB?
Replies
23
Views
1K
tisoxi9801
T
R
Help anyone change their mind about ctb every 10 minutes?
Replies
12
Views
743
RickSanchez2022
R
A
Venting Death is expensive and lonely.
Replies
14
Views
1K
lifeisadream
lifeisadream
On Replay
Venting Gun but no SN
Replies
5
Views
568
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
yourrealname
should i wait?
Replies
2
Views
502
Shiny
Shiny
xkidx
where can i get sn in europe
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0
Views
242
xkidx
xkidx
HermitLonerGuy
Thinking of drowning myself in the deep ocean.
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5
Views
837
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
Darkover
Etomethazene Fentanyl replacement
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1
Views
674
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A
Help I bought this sn but the seller says it's not 'toxic'. Do you think it will work?
Replies
23
Views
2K
Ant457
A
On Replay
Method CO Success
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0
Views
715
On Replay
On Replay
1000winds
my 48hr sn plan
Replies
7
Views
968
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Interaction form of damage
Replies
2
Views
442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
tser1073
The day is finally coming closer...
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1
Views
353
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Euphoric after decission to CBT
Replies
16
Views
702
lionetta12
L
A
Help Looking at myself and the world around me.
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0
Views
291
Another Day Empty
A
D
Venting leaving my cat
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13
Views
742
Sick of it all
S
S
Olanzapine as AE for SN
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1
Views
443
lionetta12
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