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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
amelis
Venting No one wished me a happy new year :')
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23
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1K
anxious_depressive
A
Anna.
Help sources for SN please
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0
Views
350
Anna.
Anna.
spectraltease
Help Want to ctb but have a partner what I love
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11
Views
1K
Lifeless mindset
Lifeless mindset
clawsofperdition
Rant
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1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
I would rather kill myself than stay dependant on my parents. Does anyone relate ?
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35
Views
2K
Green Destiny
Green Destiny
O
'There's really nothing to celebrate anymore'
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1
Views
408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting No function
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1
Views
453
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting new year and bad feelings
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2
Views
427
spectraltease
spectraltease
Rational man
2023 ...Thank you everyone.
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14
Views
920
Enemy of Evolution
E
Drakkamora
What Did I Actually Intend To Do
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1
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Method Nitrogen/inert gas megathread
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37
Views
10K
softline
S
S
Was supposed to be tonight...
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5
Views
537
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BitterlyAlive_
Venting CPTSD is suicide fuel
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19
Views
2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
D
One-year anniversary of my CTB attempt
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1
Views
443
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rational man
Support for the sick is inadequate!.
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2
Views
453
whatevs
whatevs
I
So i guess 2923 is inevitable
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6
Views
636
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AbandonedGirl
Sodium nitrite in Serbia?
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3
Views
925
amelis
amelis
O
Lab to analyse N
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18
Views
1K
help56
H
Tintypographer
I feel the only purpose to life is to be a number to justify things
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3
Views
526
TakeMeBack07
TakeMeBack07
M
  • Poll
How Did You End Up Here?
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0
Views
252
myownpetvirus
M
Gaga786
Story My Story
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3
Views
623
Gaga786
Gaga786
B
I'm angry that my family destroyed my life to the point where I now have to ctb
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14
Views
908
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
A
Help How an earth can SN be 'food grade'?
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19
Views
2K
diyCTB
D
Catlovergirl
Method Preparing to catch my bus guys by sn. Going later to get some items
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22
Views
3K
tilly17
T
FuneralCry
Venting Do you hate the fact that you’ve managed to exist for this long?
Replies
37
Views
2K
lionetta12
L
nil243
Venting Blind suicide prevention is truly a cruel practice
Replies
5
Views
851
lionetta12
L
MellowAvenue
Discussion Has anyone here ever made an attempt that they knew would fail?
Replies
17
Views
841
lionetta12
L
E
Its time
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8
Views
777
damaged_soul
D
Ineedtodie
Venting Barely holding another day
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0
Views
317
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
suicidalpushpop
my failed suicide attempt
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6
Views
1K
suicidalpushpop
suicidalpushpop
WorthlessTrash
Venting Here's to having made it to the end of 2022....
Replies
18
Views
1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Judy Garland
Can't go through with it.
Replies
25
Views
1K
Wasabi
Wasabi
ksp
  • Poll
if Nembutal is available, would you take it now or later?
Replies
28
Views
2K
damaged_soul
D
I
Constant failure posts but keeping the faith in the method
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45
Views
2K
Banshee
B
I
Oxy instead of benzos
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1
Views
377
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
ManWithNoName
Discussion 2 Questions: Can sunlight trigger CTB? And why is Spring a common time of year for those who CTB?
Replies
12
Views
1K
nothappy2behere
nothappy2behere
Akinano
Help Any one know how to get SN in Japan?
Replies
6
Views
1K
Akinano
Akinano
BeansOfRequirement
Story NYE dudes
Replies
1
Views
437
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
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if you had 10 million right now would you still consider CTB?
Replies
69
Views
3K
Blue_mist
Blue_mist
borderline-feline
Venting Afraid of the future, but can't bear to break a promise
Replies
12
Views
669
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
J
Method Collection of pills, what will do the trick?
Replies
12
Views
2K
jrumbles
J
P
Discussion Amitriptyline and propanolol with SN?
Replies
4
Views
517
tilly17
T
Ineedtodie
Venting Imagine having cancer eating every cell of your body and everybody telling you to man up...
Replies
14
Views
886
damaged_soul
D
Mofreeko
Method Video showing effects of hypoxia
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11
Views
2K
littlelady774
littlelady774
NormaJeane
New Year´s Day is the deadliest day of the year
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12
Views
930
damaged_soul
D
mistersinister
Venting There's only wageslave jobs (janitor, warehousing, construction, retail, secruity guard) available as a 5'5'' TRM 3.5 ethnic
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2
Views
531
omlet
O
N
help- how to know if link is to be trusted?
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11
Views
930
DeepDespair101
DeepDespair101
Empyress
Discussion do you think people in society feel innate pressure to hide themselves if theyre not "normal"?
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11
Views
1K
Givenuponlife
G
disabledlife
New Year 2023
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1
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
d e a d
Help Help with survival instinct
Replies
6
Views
734
tilly17
T
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