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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
terminalending
Jumping in front of a train
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13
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1K
fatguy
fatguy
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the nature of warnings
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0
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305
itsallpointless
I
S
The people who have committed the worst crimes have the freedom to leave peacefully.
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5
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946
missingpeace
M
CTB Dream
Help Close space
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0
Views
328
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
plushjuggybandit
Venting I can't live in a world where I have to work
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30
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2K
Pinkliquid12
Pinkliquid12
Inferno
Did anyone else experience weight gain while on antipsychotics/antidepressants?
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36
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1K
jarebear2001
J
Catching_the_bus
Method Is Wellbutrin a viable method?
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3
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895
Catching_the_bus
Catching_the_bus
Darkover
it will always be better to never exist than be alive
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14
Views
980
SamTam33
S
P
Venting I want to live in a world where it's perpetually evening 🌆
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9
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756
cristaleyez
cristaleyez
DeathToSpiesSMERSH
How much is SN usually?
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16
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1K
Tartuffe
T
blueecat
Discussion does anyone else's mind work like this?
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4
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918
Archness
Archness
exhaustedanonymous
Venting sh relapse & the money i was saving for my ex & me, but not me
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0
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271
exhaustedanonymous
exhaustedanonymous
Source Energy
Started getting ready for soon ctb
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4
Views
432
Source Energy
Source Energy
KatyushaHanging
Venting Just letting it all out.
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3
Views
383
peacesoon
P
stilhavinightmares
Help Next week is it. Thoughts on plan?
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23
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2K
ctbsurvivor<3
ctbsurvivor<3
KatyushaHanging
Story Do things ever feel fuzzy?
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2
Views
482
KatyushaHanging
KatyushaHanging
its-about-time
Reason not to put SN in capsules
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3
Views
696
novem
novem
E
Powerless
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1
Views
286
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Method viable alternative nitrite salts that are more readily available than SN
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0
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626
NoahJuan
N
Ineedtodie
From 1 to 10, how lonely do you feel?how socially alienated and judged? How much you're suffering in silence?
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25
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1K
BBBB
B
BlackWednesday
The choice is out of my hands now
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11
Views
810
Mthom2
M
D
Anyone else having these issues
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10
Views
456
downndone2
D
devian
Discussion what did you expect your life to be when you were younger?
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15
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566
ghosty2187
ghosty2187
Misery99
Help Which would be the quicker way to die? Hanging or suicide by Carbon monoxide poisoning?
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11
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1K
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
I
Making my epilepsy worse?
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5
Views
712
exhaustedanonymous
exhaustedanonymous
touhoufan
overdosing? F/N information???
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3
Views
509
touhoufan
touhoufan
E
Everyone's desire
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0
Views
205
eternalbliss22
E
Fulminare
I’m an idiot who drank SN impulsively
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119
Views
13K
aleph_zero
A
insomni_yak001
has anyone gotten SN from dd?
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11
Views
909
Tartuffe
T
G
Help I Want to CTB, but I am scared of the afterlife
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14
Views
2K
Secrets1
Secrets1
Rational man
I lost my fear of death when I accepted that all life ends.
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11
Views
667
TAW122
TAW122
T
Has anyone successfully gotten N in Mexico or Peru recently?
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4
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1K
lionetta12
L
CTB Dream
Venting Refuse live
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5
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1K
Winry
Winry
mushroomhive
Venting i want to kill myself tonight, but i have NO methods
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6
Views
854
TAW122
TAW122
Ghostofthepast
My life is awful
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4
Views
373
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
rail.tracerr
Venting I can't keep doing this relationship.
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4
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1K
rail.tracerr
rail.tracerr
_Skyn
Assisted suicide
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3
Views
734
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BlackCatTalk
Venting Thanks
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3
Views
361
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
  • Poll
Discussion If you had a baby by accident now, would you feel obligated to stick around at least until the kid reaches his 20s? Poll
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25
Views
862
evientually
evientually
J
Has anyone gotten Azide?
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4
Views
688
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
4
Mixing poisons ? Can they cancel eachother out? Oak
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6
Views
402
4nsm
4
H
SN without benzos
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14
Views
961
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
bluville
i dont want to die but what else am i supposed to do?
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12
Views
821
Fl4u
Fl4u
Lonerzepam
Help Paramax (metoclopramide with paracetamol) SN
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9
Views
945
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
S
Venting I got rejected from a university course. I’m tired. I feel so worthless, like life is giving me signs I’d be better off dead.
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4
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2K
wr3ck3d
wr3ck3d
D
Mixing....
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2
Views
303
downndone2
D
mrkillmyself
Venting I don't know how to avoid suicidal thoughts.
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11
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1K
stermc
stermc
4
  • Poll
Did you expect yourself to end up suicidal?
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51
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2K
WitheringBird02
WitheringBird02
Ryojix
Old addictions.
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0
Views
255
Ryojix
Ryojix
A
CTB by injection
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6
Views
521
CringeNihilism
CringeNihilism
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