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Suicide Discussion

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LookingOverTheEdge
I took my SN yesterday. Willing to answer questions
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185
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24K
Deleted member 65988
D
P
Is a heroin od painful or unpleasant? What if it’s mixed with benzos?
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3
Views
543
Slasher
Slasher
L
Venting No one understands
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7
Views
688
absolomonisgone
A
D
Benadryl Dosage for Small to medium hallucinations
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6
Views
656
sleep4eternity
sleep4eternity
Dreaming Freedom
Venting i wanna escape
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5
Views
765
Readytogo246
R
Renv1o_
Venting unworthy
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4
Views
461
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Renv1o_
Method No method available
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9
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1K
Eternal Sleep!
Eternal Sleep!
ikilog
Discussion Finding body
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3
Views
921
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
tiredofthinking
Driving to Mexico for N
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5
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1K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
ShinyScissors
Discussion Your last song before you CBT
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24
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1K
Lasuba
Lasuba
N
The final curtain
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25
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1K
Slasher
Slasher
M
Venting i see no way out
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4
Views
891
Slasher
Slasher
nomotels1443
Venting the endless loop
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6
Views
548
Slasher
Slasher
VanillaCake
Method Bad posture and partial hanging
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0
Views
689
VanillaCake
VanillaCake
R
Hello
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9
Views
692
carac
carac
helicoptero
  • Question
Help What little things would you like to do if you were to CTB in a couple days/weeks?
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14
Views
645
absolomonisgone
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L
Story Just got back from the border. The N is real.
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16
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2K
Goodgirlryeo101
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Ambivalent1
What if we've already ctb and don't know it?
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11
Views
953
Goodgirlryeo101
G
readytogotomorrow
I just bought everything needed for the SN method
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4
Views
487
readytogotomorrow
readytogotomorrow
ge0rge
some thots on suicidality and community
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19
Views
932
absolomonisgone
A
Willthishelp?
Nitrogen with dive masque
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0
Views
301
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
SomethingsOff
Alright- this is it. It has to be. (My plan)
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7
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1K
SomethingsOff
SomethingsOff
D
Hyperkalemia/Hyperkalemic Paralysis
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0
Views
364
DarkWillow22
D
BBY
Venting I am so done
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6
Views
568
Goodgirlryeo101
G
tiredofthinking
Where to buy sn ?
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0
Views
407
tiredofthinking
tiredofthinking
D
Venting Random monday thoughts
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2
Views
664
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
helicoptero
Venting I'm honestly tired of everything, CTB soon
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9
Views
984
helicoptero
helicoptero
A
“Animal” by Miike Snow
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0
Views
480
angelicisight
A
gatzby128
How can you be certain?
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5
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Venting I assumed that things would get better, I was wrong.
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5
Views
581
Forever Sleep
F
tiredofthinking
Tired of being me
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5
Views
762
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
neverwashere
Venting I might attempt again tonight
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5
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
deadmanwalkin
Goodbye ctb tonight
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12
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
R
Resource I just received meto
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0
Views
612
random123kid
R
Spook97
  • Question
Help What CTB methods could I use to ease worry about inadequacy or pain?
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4
Views
641
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
cyanide ctb tonight
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16
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AllFoxedOut
Venting Mass shooters are evil but sometimes I get mad it's because of them I can't buy a shotgun and blow my brains out
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7
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1K
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Ultracheese
Venting Is the feeling in my stomach normal?
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7
Views
778
helplessufferer
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A_good_username
Method Do y’all know a method that isn’t gonna leave permanent damage if I get “saved”?
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5
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1K
lotus11
lotus11
A
I’m an Animal
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0
Views
412
angelicisight
A
0X1LoveStay
I don’t know. I just don’t know. Please help me.
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8
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1K
CellarBoy
CellarBoy
Nights
  • Question
For admins and staff, do you care about your anonymity?
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6
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1K
Nights
Nights
I
It’s my time
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24
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1K
heavyeyes
heavyeyes
Nights
  • Question
Venting I'm a bad person and i definitely deserve everything that's happening to me
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18
Views
1K
Goodgirlryeo101
G
CTB Dream
Venting Not sense any self
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2
Views
414
notahappygirl
N
Weebster
Anyone else frown upon teen suicide?
Replies
68
Views
5K
tetra
tetra
thethatsitboy
  • Question
Discussion If you have no assets, would you consider taking out a loan for a trip or some other purpose and then ctb?
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10
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1K
Forever Sleep
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Sluggish_Slump
NSFW whoever plans to CTB via hanging , how long should you be fasting beforehand ?
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13
Views
3K
Escapee
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EmpressDean
Help Benzos
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2
Views
678
befree
befree
P
Story Has anyone had a sign in their life that they should leave this world, as a hint that nothing will go in the right direction in the rest of their live
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20
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2K
lawlietsph
lawlietsph
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