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Suicide Discussion

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greywings
Venting Needed to say that not being able to comfortably talk about this IRL is hard.
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4
Views
525
Wishing2di3
Wishing2di3
WaitingToGo
Venlafaxine - anyone have issues with it
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18
Views
854
chr74
chr74
W
Ready to buy my SN
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0
Views
372
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
W
thouxan
Method Planning to attempt full suspension, what could go wrong?
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14
Views
2K
Ticket 2 Heaven
Ticket 2 Heaven
dra1ncoreslwt
  • Question
Help chemical poisoning, how painful is it?
Replies
8
Views
2K
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
Dark Moon
Stuck and can't change my situation, isolation and ctb
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5
Views
1K
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
A
Discussion Self-loathing and harm
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7
Views
892
Already Gone now
A
oooobeeeeii
Discussion Do you plan on ctbing this year?
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10
Views
695
cwsyf
cwsyf
BabyCamus
Method Could someone point me towards good partial hanging resources?
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5
Views
1K
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
cwsyf
Oxy
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0
Views
372
cwsyf
cwsyf
N
Venting Panic attacks and losing sanity
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2
Views
463
downndone2
D
H
Need link
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2
Views
446
huhhhhh
H
meatfleshprison
Venting Feeling hopeful about my death.
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4
Views
868
man_in_red:)
man_in_red:)
Z
Method Meds I can overdose with in my country
Replies
2
Views
633
Rumi
Rumi
buzzkill
Venting no matter how hard I try, it doesn't get better
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2
Views
868
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
C
I've ordered it. I hope I get it in my hands.
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3
Views
424
Letgo
L
Covalite
Help I think i found a way to get SN in the US
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21
Views
1K
protecttransyouth
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oooobeeeeii
Venting Please, does anyone else realize this???
Replies
1
Views
530
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Sad scared worried
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7
Views
829
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Feeling less suicidal and less depressed but there is a huge BUT....
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3
Views
591
nosoul
N
mcrmybeloved
Venting Feeling less than almost everyone for being mentally ill
Replies
1
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shinobu
methods an stuff
Replies
4
Views
542
Shinobu
Shinobu
L
Springtime
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3
Views
692
SoftWorries
S
S
Help Looking SN or opioids/barbiturates ship to UK
Replies
6
Views
975
swimmer
S
nettyslip
Venting accepting??
Replies
2
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
melodrama
Venting Unable to feel happiness.
Replies
2
Views
459
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StarFaded
Fading away and losing who I am as a person
Replies
5
Views
530
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Memento
Venting Feelings of Hopelessness and the Hell of Growing Up in a Cult.
Replies
4
Views
560
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rumi
Question about Benzos
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0
Views
315
Rumi
Rumi
oooobeeeeii
Discussion Do you plan on doing anything specific before you ctb?
Replies
4
Views
475
{ixo//}
{ixo//}
CTB Dream
Want leave all
Replies
6
Views
513
Unending
U
CTB Dream
Lose faith all human
Replies
3
Views
801
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Method I’m very unsure about this
Replies
13
Views
2K
Disaster
D
emptymiku
my tics are driving me crazy
Replies
3
Views
445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wastingpotential
Venting constantly pushed back
Replies
2
Views
452
bigdog
B
M
Story DXM Trip Providing Motivation To CTB
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0
Views
444
MATZsemantics
M
RainAndSadness
Anyone wants to talk in DMs?
Replies
35
Views
2K
WonderfulWeatherDIE
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birdofafeather
Venting Relapsing after 6 months clean (CW: SH)
Replies
2
Views
463
Hystearical
Hystearical
disabledlife
CTB in a peaceful way, Taiwanese method.
Replies
0
Views
705
disabledlife
disabledlife
vaguebluur
NSFW I ended my life and got resuscitated twice..
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51
Views
6K
bigdog
B
Weebster
How do you deal with feeling irrelevant as you get older?
Replies
29
Views
1K
bigdog
B
B
SI
Replies
0
Views
386
bigdog
B
tomoki
Method what type of ammunition to use for a cbt with a 12 cal shotgun
Replies
8
Views
1K
that smell
that smell
Insomniac
you can't change anything.
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15
Views
1K
buzzkill
buzzkill
L
IC/EM
Replies
6
Views
2K
roadtogo
roadtogo
molassesmorasses
Discussion What is one thing that sends you spiraling into immediate despair/static/hopelessness/etc.?
Replies
26
Views
1K
Zegers
Zegers
CTB Dream
Venting Hard breath
Replies
6
Views
990
Archness
Archness
Lxions
  • Question
is recovery possible for everyone?
Replies
40
Views
3K
BasqueClown
BasqueClown
BleuBox
Method I want to lie down and see the sky as I go
Replies
4
Views
1K
BleuBox
BleuBox
Foxes
Method My SN stat regime
Replies
18
Views
2K
Proper Overdoser
Proper Overdoser
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