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Suicide Discussion

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OneDayMaybe
Goodbye/CTB thread [SN + dom + ibu]
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33
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3K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
disabledlife
Since it is more and more difficult, even impossible to obtain N. It is a pity that it is not possible to make it yourself!
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13
Views
918
unnormal9
unnormal9
disabledlife
Word of French actor Alain Delon, disgusted by this shitty world.
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7
Views
2K
Teikoku
Teikoku
D
SN Dosage Recommendation
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4
Views
792
blackhawk2000
blackhawk2000
huntergirl14
the universe
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4
Views
1K
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
CTB Dream
Venting No 2nd chance?
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1
Views
448
Holu
Holu
Archness
Consideration
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3
Views
506
tams
tams
ekat
The Blue Whale Challenge
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3
Views
694
C:\
C:\
P
Story Live Stream Suicide
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13
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2K
yusso
yusso
D
Any news from K.L.?
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11
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2K
ReluctantSeeker
R
C
Peaceful way out
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8
Views
863
MyLifeIsANightmare
MyLifeIsANightmare
milk is sweet
Method about to take sn
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2
Views
837
ThisIsGoodbye
ThisIsGoodbye
Vexin
Venting I feel stupid and lonely i wish dying was easier
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6
Views
550
nosoul
N
L
Reliable SN source US
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0
Views
426
Life is overrated
L
N
Help SN from CCS, what does the 69.00g/ mol mean?
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2
Views
435
nosoul
N
U
Discussion Does a lack of privacy irl increase your desire to ctb ?
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2
Views
438
Lxions
Lxions
Rainork
Venting So fucking sad (a poem)
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3
Views
460
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
Aelana
What type of knot should I use to secure my rope?
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4
Views
634
LeonardChurch
L
U
Venting There isn't a word for the type of torment I feel everyday.
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6
Views
662
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
O
books or personal excerpts about the last straw? (As far as making that final decision)
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0
Views
393
offbalance
O
OnceThougtTwiceDone
I want to die but I want to finish my projects.
Replies
7
Views
525
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
axxxu
Life only feels good when I think about ctb
Replies
1
Views
369
AshClouds
AshClouds
meatfleshprison
Help So many questions, so little time. Please help.
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1
Views
517
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
M
Venting Hi, I'm new. I'd like to vent about my life. (CW: Rape/Homophobia/Ableism/Abuse)
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13
Views
1K
Meretricious
Meretricious
thereisnomeaning
I have no friends, haven't had any for years, and it's just lonely
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15
Views
1K
ilovedeftones
ilovedeftones
S
Is my SN still OK to use??
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8
Views
2K
headcase95
headcase95
SpiderLink
Discussion Thoughts on encouraging suicide and what isnt
Replies
6
Views
979
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
R
copd best method? SN seems like no? But.. any idea?
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0
Views
427
RW__Asher23
R
disabledlife
Who wants CTB because of being short men or women? To be short?
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4
Views
1K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
Ryemi
Venting Help
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13
Views
2K
SorrowfulDrugUser
SorrowfulDrugUser
S
Question
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12
Views
2K
felswr62
F
CandyK__
Method Grand CTB
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8
Views
1K
CandyK__
CandyK__
L
How is it evil?
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5
Views
986
Lavander 230
Lavander 230
H
  • Poll
Discussion Were you under the impression that CTB is easy before becoming suicidal? Poll
Replies
11
Views
799
Heavenbound
H
O
Venting Witnessing someone trying
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4
Views
679
Catastrofe
C
CTB Dream
Repet sffer
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2
Views
910
BroodingBleu
BroodingBleu
N
I would like to spread awareness about suicidality
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3
Views
513
loopdaloop
L
T
Venting I’m in immense emotional suffering
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1
Views
665
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ScottPilgram
Bipolar Disorder and saying goodbye
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18
Views
1K
theboy
theboy
L
Discussion Probably Going to CTB Next Tuesday or Wednesday
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16
Views
2K
Letgo
L
B
Venting Who’s crazy? Us or them?
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10
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
chr74
Example Partial Hanging Position
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5
Views
3K
chr74
chr74
FrostedHoax
Normal People
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7
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1K
CloudyNight
CloudyNight
L
Help I need some crucial information regarding inert gas method
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4
Views
1K
justastranger
justastranger
Catching_the_bus
Need information about SA (sodium azide)
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3
Views
1K
justastranger
justastranger
Emptied_soul
Method How good of a method is mixing Benzos and alcohol?
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1
Views
848
that smell
that smell
I
Discussion How to make sure i go through with killing myself and which method to use
Replies
1
Views
552
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StaticCryBabye
Help How could i stop backing out from my suicide attempts
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6
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
  • Question
Can someone tell me where to buy Sodium Nitrite in EU?
Replies
6
Views
901
Disaster
D
C:\
NSFW I just embarrassed myself so hard
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8
Views
2K
C:\
C:\
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