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Suicide Discussion

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stareoffintospace
Not sure if I should take this chance to recover.
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5
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412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
deadwinter
Venting I don’t know
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1
Views
469
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StaticCryBabye
Help Only four more days till my ctb
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6
Views
744
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
bipolar22
Venting humans
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7
Views
625
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
New plan
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1
Views
422
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
loopystarvedartsist
i’ve decided to CBT
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4
Views
567
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
DesolateWhisper
New member to the site....anybody else new to this?
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13
Views
578
DesolateWhisper
DesolateWhisper
E
Cannot withstand the thought to work every day with no freedom
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12
Views
649
endless_pain
E
Hihihehehuhu
Anyone tried to starve themselves to death ?
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9
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1K
thatlatealready
T
S
Legit uses for buying SN
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2
Views
484
Sammie_com.sanrio
Sammie_com.sanrio
Parsley
What would be ideal CTB partner you?
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20
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1K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
sheepgirl
How do I get metoclopramide?
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1
Views
542
chr74
chr74
finishLana
SN EU
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0
Views
438
finishLana
finishLana
F
Discussion Anyone have experience with ECT?
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9
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1K
feelingtrapped
F
W
I bought SN from IC successfully; they delivered it to me in Germany. Now are there sources for antiemetic that deliver to Europe?
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7
Views
733
DerBipolarBär
DerBipolarBär
EDMisgood
Need Help With Getting Rid of The Extrinsic
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2
Views
429
Forever Sleep
F
FireFox
Drowning is the perfect way to make a suicide look like an accident
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12
Views
2K
Forever Sleep
F
CTB Dream
Say anything not know wat say
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2
Views
453
charlotte_
charlotte_
E
SN from IC
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179
Views
20K
NoHone
N
Proxycake
Venting Circles
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0
Views
466
Proxycake
Proxycake
senzim
Painless method needed ASAP.
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6
Views
995
Dot
Dot
Iwashereonce
Catching the bus is like the ultimate psychedelic trip
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7
Views
886
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
moffi32
Suicídio é doença?
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2
Views
386
moffi32
moffi32
N
Can you put backup SN drink into a little plastic bottle?
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3
Views
658
warriorofeld
warriorofeld
Ambivalent1
How likely is it that ctb is how you pass the test of life?
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12
Views
1K
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
-Raven's Night-
Venting why it was not me who died at the university????? (from Dark, my intrusive thought)
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4
Views
814
mayirestinchaos
mayirestinchaos
mangonoid
Venting drowning, with no sight of land
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6
Views
604
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
K
Can’t decide on best way to leave body behind
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5
Views
988
StandardOtter
S
G
Pneumonia
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4
Views
463
WorthlessCoward
W
Pancake
I don’t wanna do this to my mom
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15
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1K
WorthlessCoward
W
aminend
Four fatal cases of sodium nitrite suicidal ingestion, scientific article
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3
Views
1K
soontobedone
soontobedone
Sparr0w
Help People who got (or failed to get) a meto prescription, what did you tell your doctor/GP?
Replies
24
Views
2K
jolongone
J
10000DaysTooMany
Discussion Do Suicide Notes Help?
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19
Views
968
MrBrownUpsideD
MrBrownUpsideD
CTB Fella
Do you think suicide is "selfish"?
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33
Views
2K
Soutaiseiriron
Soutaiseiriron
Archness
Venting self
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0
Views
351
Archness
Archness
failed life
Hypothermia tomorrow
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4
Views
717
Gonnerr
G
M
South Park Season 3 Episode 8
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2
Views
553
MrBrownUpsideD
MrBrownUpsideD
L
Method Hypothermia (might be stupid)
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4
Views
974
failed life
failed life
M
My brain is telling me to go to the hospital but I can't stand the thought of being put on antidepressants again
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8
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1K
nosoul
N
FuneralCry
Venting The thought of falling asleep forever really is something that is beautiful to me.
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11
Views
1K
leavingsoon99
L
bunn1bel
CCS down?
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11
Views
2K
bunn1bel
bunn1bel
Random__Lover
Method Less painful method to ctb?
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6
Views
1K
vaguebluur
vaguebluur
ChildrensITV
Discussion In what state will you leave your family and friends?
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8
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1K
Archness
Archness
Ineedtodie
Assuming you're in a dreadful situation and suicide is the only idea that gives you confort..How do you cope with being alive?
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33
Views
2K
scar
scar
T
do I have the wrong SN
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10
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
S
How do I help my girlfriend come to acceptance when I die
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4
Views
572
DeathToSpiesSMERSH
DeathToSpiesSMERSH
PlasticFace
Help I'm being monitored
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16
Views
1K
Aisley
Aisley
Sammie_com.sanrio
HELP
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11
Views
527
Sammie_com.sanrio
Sammie_com.sanrio
F
Venting The perfect ending.
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2
Views
490
momdontcryplease
momdontcryplease
molassesmorasses
Venting Just tried to CTB with hanging---SI took over, cried on the forest floor, here I am again.
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8
Views
1K
The Howling Void
T
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