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Suicide Discussion

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blank_slab
Venting Why do i think about dying in gruesome ways
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5
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603
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
Everybody_yells
Venting The irony of expressing love to someone when they are dead as opposed to when they were living, makes me laugh!
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9
Views
660
TooConscious
T
counting-out-time
i think i'm dead and living my living my second life right now.
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4
Views
499
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
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  • Poll
Discussion Is CTB selfish / cowardly?
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18
Views
781
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
アホペンギン
Help told a friend about my suicidal ideation, hope he doesn’t tell anyone else. I need advice, please.
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4
Views
537
d3c96524be95
D
D
Venting Is now the time?
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5
Views
393
deletedaccount30982
D
Efilismislife
Tourniquet success&night2
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17
Views
2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Does anyone have access to PubMed?
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0
Views
318
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
bedhead_baby
Venting Could you be happy if someone really saw you?
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10
Views
590
lonelywander
L
wastingpotential
Venting my cats
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11
Views
566
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
L
Method Cable Tie or Zip Tie thoughts?
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6
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2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
J
Is there a way to know if it’s the right type of sodium nitrite by drinking a little bit?
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5
Views
655
Deleted member 65988
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TDF
Venting This divorce has killed me
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3
Views
480
itsjustit
I
Walilamdzii
So tomorrow I will have the opportunity to buy
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14
Views
870
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Thisgirlwantstosleep
Jumping tonight, have access to the 8th floor
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7
Views
620
theboy
theboy
sliceOfBasil
What firearm to get?
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6
Views
886
alonely
alonely
ctb-soon
Humorous last words
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3
Views
467
imustgo
imustgo
W
Help Advice with Full Suspension Hanging Using 3/4 Manila Rope!
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2
Views
628
Crono
C
Old snake
Venting Why are some people so Ignorant?
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5
Views
765
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
M
Help Well I’m back. Again. Narcissistic former boss refuses to give me a reference
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3
Views
420
madbananas
M
degreesoflewdity
plans if i dont end it
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2
Views
379
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
hunterfla
SUICIDE BY COP...kinda
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14
Views
978
todienomore
todienomore
ctb-soon
Booking a suicide like a dentist appointment
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3
Views
523
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting Feel trapped inside my sick mind
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1
Views
401
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
Being casual about a suicide attempt
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3
Views
471
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Help Pease HELP
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19
Views
1K
sorrowful
sorrowful
Voidly
Is it normal to want to escape?
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8
Views
585
HouseofMortok
HouseofMortok
Ambivalent1
Those with unfilled wants: is it comforting to know that your wants stem from being human and after death you won't be human anymore?
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12
Views
564
lachrymost
lachrymost
ApparentlyNot
Venting I don't want to be suicidal
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4
Views
529
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
For those who acquired N in the USA, how long did it take you from beginning your search to receiving legit N?
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7
Views
873
tropicalrain
T
wristcutangel
Venting backed out last minute.
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4
Views
966
busybee
busybee
K
Help How and where to commit
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3
Views
687
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
oldfritos
What "risk factors/warning signs" do you have?
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3
Views
508
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Dead Already
Loneliness and Guilt
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1
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting If I’m gonna kms anyway, it shouldn’t matter, but it still does……
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8
Views
665
Cute_&_Loving
C
preoppostmortem
Venting mixed feelings about therapy
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1
Views
404
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
fruitvampire
Venting The only thing stopping me from CTB
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4
Views
472
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CrazyDiamond04
Biding my time.
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3
Views
705
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Wyldfyre4948
Venting People absolutely suck
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6
Views
480
Fktw0rld
Fktw0rld
Terrible00
Venting Unexpected. (long post)
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2
Views
415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cactusflower
Calling the authorities
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2
Views
432
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
S
Discussion Favourite suicide songs?
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37
Views
3K
Shattering
Shattering
Rocinante
Venting Death is the only thing I have to look forward to
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4
Views
778
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Help Help
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3
Views
513
EmptinessAwaits
E
Unattainable666
Discussion EEOC Complaint
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0
Views
364
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
sincerely dead
The pain is too great, I have no words
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8
Views
863
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sometimes.sometimes
They hang up on me
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10
Views
571
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Elle
My time is up
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14
Views
912
Elle
Elle
h4yate
waiting instead of doing it myself
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2
Views
382
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
synthcadia
Venting just thinking first thing in the morning
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0
Views
329
synthcadia
synthcadia
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