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Suicide Discussion

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leftdreaming
CTB tonight
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47
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DarkDg21
DarkDg21
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The obsession with avoiding physical pain and having access to the "perfect method"
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20
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2K
Message In A Bottle
Message In A Bottle
cyuj
Help My CTB Plan
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4
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916
cyuj
cyuj
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Failure to hang
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15
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2K
tommynyc
T
G
Venting Why does everything have to be so obvious with me
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0
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390
ghostpersonthing
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Help overdosing question
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2
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505
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Bobert_Beniro
tell me why it will be 100% ctb?
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5
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547
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
AZcardinals
Different Methods.. nicotine, visine, SN
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1
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535
Letgo
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The world is already fucked up
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4
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866
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AZcardinals
Resource Grieving Mama that desperately Needs Opinions, advice, help ASAP PLEASE, PLEASE 🙏
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19
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2K
betternever2havbeen
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readytogo28
Need help
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6
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522
Deleted member 31858
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I'm not hopeless about my future, I know that I can become great but I still want to die.
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6
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767
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g56f32Z4n8#uExEuU*@
bone bags
ctb spotify playlist
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6
Views
676
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
Riverz
Venting I’m so sorry for the lack of care on this thread.
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0
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450
Riverz
Riverz
Ineedtodie
Tomorrow will be my last day feeling ashamed
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5
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563
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NeverEndingPain
Any members choosing hanging?
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48
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5K
stoiccactus
stoiccactus
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Discussion DAE feel entrapped here like a rat in a cage?
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5
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AZcardinals
SN sources for U.S
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0
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318
AZcardinals
AZcardinals
InsatiableEmptiness
A bit of an update on my grandma's funeral
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1
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377
CentreMid
CentreMid
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Discussion Just ordered my SN
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1
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489
AZcardinals
AZcardinals
HopefulSleep
Discussion Thoughts on combining tourniquet method with sn?
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8
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744
Kerrtu
Kerrtu
frogboi
Venting Sometimes I don’t even want to kill myself I just want to be caught in the act of doing it.
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6
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868
humaneyes__
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C
Venting I gaslight myself into believing that life is wonderful
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0
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416
curiousbeing
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counting-out-time
A rant about reset buttons on computers
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1
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409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Kenneth Law - can i help?
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2
Views
719
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
SpiderLink
Help No one hears me out
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4
Views
465
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
Discussion What is important to you?
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20
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2K
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
Alwaysconfused
Help Ways to harm myself?
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1
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468
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
SpiderLink
Discussion Do u want to get better or do u not want to?
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30
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2K
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
Unwr!tten
Would You Still CTB if you had this option?
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29
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1K
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
crimsonpool
Venting stuck alive with no method
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4
Views
549
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bone bags
Venting do any of you also emotionally eat?
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23
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839
Challu
Challu
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Human Approved Ways to Die.
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18
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1K
Specific_Milk
Specific_Milk
frogboi
Venting I can’t get suicide out of my head
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7
Views
482
Ontwon
Ontwon
Menschenmühle
Venting Self-hatred
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4
Views
441
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
light.house.71
Venting When you reach out for help and mental health practitioners ghost you
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5
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499
just_so_done
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Venting The more that I think about it the more I realize it was always gonna be this way
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2
Views
410
Challu
Challu
JazzyJohn
Quick and painless
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1
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504
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting In a world filled with endless agony and torment, only death is truly beautiful
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10
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1K
Ontwon
Ontwon
CTB Dream
Venting No brain no post
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4
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492
Ontwon
Ontwon
WaffleWoman
Venting I told my mother
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16
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1K
Forever Sleep
F
U
Venting If you can believe it, reading all these posts reminds me of the times I wasn't suicidal
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4
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439
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CrappyMJ
I feel betrayed
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3
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410
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
WokenDier
buy 1,4 b or something in india
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5
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551
WokenDier
WokenDier
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Story My mother told me to kms
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24
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2K
blue_muse
blue_muse
floaxed
Discussion Why do you want to go? Do you really have no hope for the future?
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40
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2K
blue_muse
blue_muse
C
where to but sodium nitrite
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7
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1K
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
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Pain without painfulness: an interesting article
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4
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505
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
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Spiritual preparation before ctb
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1
Views
469
Pluto
Pluto
tomoki
failure of my ctb
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13
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1K
inmyhead
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