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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
true-ending
Venting i feel so selfish for wanting to die
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5
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584
CheekyPhobia
CheekyPhobia
_smile_
Police Visit from SN Purchase
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43
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4K
CheekyPhobia
CheekyPhobia
punkarmadillo
May explain SN issues
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3
Views
456
punkarmadillo
punkarmadillo
Unattainable666
Venting AS TIME GETS CLOSER I GET ANGRIER
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3
Views
382
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ThePollinator
I'm so tired.
Replies
4
Views
361
Slark
Slark
Sea Turtle
Help SN from Ukrainian website “YMA”
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1
Views
485
CheekyPhobia
CheekyPhobia
sad_dude
Venting Ah shit here we go again
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4
Views
486
CheekyPhobia
CheekyPhobia
アホペンギン
I’m so excited
Replies
11
Views
842
Mxverick
Mxverick
Dkelwoow
Venting I don't know what to do
Replies
8
Views
767
Dkelwoow
Dkelwoow
GiftedCabbie
  • Question
Help Zofran plus Meto
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0
Views
368
GiftedCabbie
GiftedCabbie
javie33
Venting Im fucking pathetic
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0
Views
363
javie33
javie33
Agon321
  • Question
Help expiry date (domperidone)
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2
Views
445
Agon321
Agon321
whyyoulooklikethat
Thoughts on moving out and family
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1
Views
320
OrphicEnd
OrphicEnd
VoidGirl
Discussion If you had unlimited access to anything, what would be your dream CTB method ?
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276
Views
17K
ctvunny
C
P
Help Questions regarding CTB by hanging
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4
Views
843
PracheenKaal_00!
P
corgiee
ways to self harm without cutting or leaving big scars?
Replies
14
Views
1K
medipoison
medipoison
CTBookOfLife
Thoughts On Tantacrul's Video
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1
Views
948
Touhou
Touhou
greyblue_bian
Venting Hi, guys. *VENT*
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2
Views
387
dialogos
dialogos
Wyldfyre4948
Irony of the world
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2
Views
334
Forever Sleep
F
N
Seroquel OD
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3
Views
917
befree
befree
luks
trouble acquiring firearms?
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1
Views
400
Suspect_Device
S
W
Help Testing 3ish year old SN from reuputable vendor (Colour blind!)
Replies
15
Views
1K
dialogos
dialogos
RainLover
Does water temperature matter when drinking SN?
Replies
3
Views
531
CW36
CW36
shosan
Discussion your thoughts on my wanting to ctb
Replies
5
Views
833
Already Gone now
A
FuneralCry
Venting When you hear that other people have ctb does it make you feel sad or do you envy them?
Replies
32
Views
2K
Katakuri19
Katakuri19
P
  • Question
What part/place of/in the head is best to shoot?
Replies
8
Views
821
CW36
CW36
StaringIntoAnAbyss
Method Is it possible to partial hang with a strap ?
Replies
5
Views
743
CW36
CW36
Wants-To-End
Finally Got all my CTB Meds – Needed some Final Opinion on my CTB Method
Replies
6
Views
2K
Wants-To-End
Wants-To-End
FireFox
So many women die never fulfiling their potential because of the trauma of sexual assault
Replies
1
Views
473
Larysa
Larysa
TheHuman
Venting I'm So Tired Of Everything
Replies
5
Views
884
RainLover
RainLover
TheRottingContinues
Help Bleeding from back of neck after attempt
Replies
4
Views
680
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
IreRIOT
2 month plans, what to do?
Replies
2
Views
494
RainLover
RainLover
cjb
I’m scared, hopeless, and lonely
Replies
3
Views
555
RedLightMoments
RedLightMoments
Already Gone6
Help Should I act on this window for amitriptyline and propranolol?
Replies
3
Views
856
KarmaBus
KarmaBus
junesloy
God i hate saudi arabia
Replies
7
Views
683
Suspect_Device
S
U
Venting I sincerely, truly hate myself
Replies
0
Views
395
ultrasharpy123456
U
ChantDuCygne
  • Question
Method CTB with opioids?
Replies
0
Views
439
ChantDuCygne
ChantDuCygne
SolomonKado
Discussion Taking care of others in the end
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7
Views
586
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
F
Wish i never existed
Replies
6
Views
506
didntmeantohauntyou
didntmeantohauntyou
ChiseHatori
Up and down, then down again.
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0
Views
327
ChiseHatori
ChiseHatori
idontexist88
considering methods
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16
Views
1K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
H
Help Brain damage from practice hanging?
Replies
6
Views
2K
HopelessAbandonment
H
7thundercloud
Venting Dealing with gender dysphoria and distractions
Replies
2
Views
436
ablationaaa457
A
Choba
Venting Why do I live
Replies
3
Views
433
Hystearical
Hystearical
plasticbomb
Venting Dreaming about suicide.
Replies
6
Views
782
plasticbomb
plasticbomb
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
Venting Tired
Replies
0
Views
330
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
namida
Discussion teen suicides.. how did they do it?
Replies
17
Views
2K
Sapphire
Sapphire
S
Leaving forum
Replies
23
Views
1K
WaitingAllMyLife
W
U
Venting Most people to me like caracals
Replies
0
Views
342
ultrasharpy123456
U
Sheepgobaa
Venting Broken at the core
Replies
1
Views
378
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
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