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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Daxter_87
Discussion We have been conditioned to feel guilty for having "negative" thoughs, emotions, outlooks, etc.
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5
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486
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Darkover
Venting random rambling
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1
Views
380
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
_Minsk
Quitting job, any good reasons to state why without naming ctb but also not going full on lying?
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5
Views
552
Octopixie
Octopixie
Busridin'26
Discussion Living to die or dying to live?
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3
Views
443
Forever Sleep
F
J
Help Reason for ordering Domperidone online.
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5
Views
718
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
R
Help Legal benzos
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9
Views
2K
Remus88
R
scarletstarlet
Is it still possible to get SN in Canada?
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1
Views
403
Darkover
Darkover
Darkover
life inside these machines is a unwanted burden
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2
Views
727
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
R
UK dnm user's
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0
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378
Remus88
R
Busridin'26
Discussion Good morning and some thoughts on comfort while planning to CTB.
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5
Views
924
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
Owl_07
Doubt about SN purity aquarium test result
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4
Views
669
Owl_07
Owl_07
lament.
Discussion Conversation with a friend
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5
Views
558
Forever Sleep
F
angelk
por que tengo miedo de ctb, si la alternativa es seguir sufriendo
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9
Views
1K
yetep30736
Y
R
Discussion (VIDEO) Officers ruining womens CTB plan and getting labelled as 'heroes'
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4
Views
893
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
WaffleWoman
Venting Tempted to tell my mother
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7
Views
629
Jolene79
J
platypusfan
Venting Struggling lately
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8
Views
918
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Sleepless night
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4
Views
511
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
live evil
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8
Views
823
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Venting I wish I could just stay miserable
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6
Views
862
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Daxter_87
Venting Just another useless moron, but there won't be any mini-mes
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4
Views
959
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BurntMilk
Please Help
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1
Views
455
befree
befree
I
Venting I want to ctb but i do want to give life a chance
Replies
8
Views
732
gotomrg
gotomrg
KOWO
Venting Aftermath daydreaming
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1
Views
470
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting Venting
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3
Views
333
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LunarLakes
Venting How Things Have Been
Replies
7
Views
508
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Venting This sucks ass
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3
Views
689
gotomrg
gotomrg
sometimes.sometimes
im done
Replies
11
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
wishing OD was easier.. i just keep staring at pill bottles
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2
Views
525
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
This might be the end.
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22
Views
1K
HerculePoirot
H
charlottewilts
Venting how do you live with the knowledge your mother genuinely thinks you're evil?
Replies
7
Views
533
Baron
Baron
J
Help Can't seem to get partial hanging to work
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7
Views
2K
squirley
squirley
J
OD options
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2
Views
417
Jolene79
J
Yamillie
Venting im sick of here..
Replies
12
Views
1K
Yamillie
Yamillie
S
Checking
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0
Views
390
seaspray
S
SpiderLink
Discussion What do you hate more? (Feeling too much or nothing at all)
Replies
14
Views
1K
downndone2
D
Busridin'26
Venting Does anyone else kinda hate human functions?
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12
Views
1K
Bastet
Bastet
J
Ddmaph protocol modifications
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2
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
P
Horrors Lazuli
Venting The running-out-of-money vent
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16
Views
1K
qsocdu
Q
SuicidalOrganism
Is it true that anxiety will refrain you from eating?
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3
Views
433
SuicidalOrganism
SuicidalOrganism
sincerely dead
Help (very long; massive tw) Could CTB, could wait. I hate that so much of it heavily depends on this situation. Thoughts?
Replies
9
Views
2K
Techef
Techef
bevutifulsorrow
Breaking my silence
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6
Views
1K
bevutifulsorrow
bevutifulsorrow
C
Everyone just wants you to dance to their tune
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1
Views
388
SuicideGrandEst
SuicideGrandEst
InaudibleEcho
Venting It’s a cycle
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0
Views
424
InaudibleEcho
InaudibleEcho
J
(united kingdom) sn
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4
Views
730
BunnieUhOh
BunnieUhOh
savoytruffle
Venting reached out only to be shot down
Replies
8
Views
698
Archness
Archness
Stargazing:<
Story First time cutting
Replies
11
Views
1K
DeadPool360
DeadPool360
That's Not Me
Venting One more disposable vent that will be lost among so many others
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10
Views
1K
That's Not Me
That's Not Me
D
Ways to have a 50/50 chance?
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8
Views
957
azo
azo
V
Tiktok makes me suicidal
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20
Views
1K
yellowtin42
Y
D
Told friend I was feeling like CTB, they ghosted me
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22
Views
1K
yellowtin42
Y
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