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Suicide Discussion

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NSFW My relationship with my Dad is my main issue.
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9
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sayire
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icecrunch
Method carbon monoxide
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6
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
mkitsune
Venting SN source lost
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5
Views
606
jemetire
J
K
losing my fp of almost two years (bpd)
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11
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1K
Worndown
Worndown
venua
Help Advice on coming to terms with the idea of suicide?
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7
Views
672
azo
azo
singularity3
Method Planning my CTB (drowning)
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2
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926
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
Neuromancer
I never asked to be alive. Did you?
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4
Views
554
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Bloody Bad Poet
  • Question
Friends stepping in
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4
Views
719
Worndown
Worndown
BustOrBust
Venting TW ed, pa/sa, and feeling hopeless
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4
Views
771
Yuta32
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mazzy
Venting Just a sad thought (slightly nsfw)
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0
Views
445
mazzy
mazzy
former forum user J
Is it better for my family if I was dead or alive?
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0
Views
385
former forum user J
former forum user J
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Story realized my mom entrusted me to help ctb if ever necessary
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2
Views
606
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
Is suicide a personal choice
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5
Views
854
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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More reflection.
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9
Views
901
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Train vs drown
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5
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1K
mlcs
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I’m scared but I don’t wanna live anymore
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3
Views
626
Praestat_Mori
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MeltingBrain
Venting Starting the day with negative motivation .
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3
Views
529
Forever Sleep
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cherrysoda
Venting Ready
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4
Views
685
dory
dory
whs
Help How do I subtlety hint to my significant other that I'll ctb
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1
Views
553
bbveevee
bbveevee
K
Help mental block
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1
Views
462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
junesloy
Everyone i knew hated me
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4
Views
513
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
Venting I feel like a pussy
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6
Views
676
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
normalgirl
Venting why is life so unfair
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3
Views
810
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Braindead Atheist
My last thing
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1
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621
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ongoing_trainwreck
Method Complicated, what do you think?
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15
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2K
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
S
Venting update on previous
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1
Views
425
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Olanzapine as an antiemetic
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8
Views
1K
N0FWayIneedtogo
N0FWayIneedtogo
L
Just quit therapy and am feeling more at peace
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2
Views
421
lopsidedcrawdad1
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Darkover
Venting government
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0
Views
337
Darkover
Darkover
AresCohere
Story Update with the Therapist
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3
Views
605
AresCohere
AresCohere
hag
Method Man CTBs by jumping up into Delta jet engine
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3
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
therealmoses
Help I nees to die, like, rn.
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3
Views
668
Worndown
Worndown
Lamentice
Venting I'll never escape.
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3
Views
453
SoftWorries
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AresCohere
Venting Every Night a Sleepless Night
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1
Views
341
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Water-Lily
I dont want to talk to anyone...
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0
Views
334
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
soontobedone
The right words...
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6
Views
402
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
soft-flower345
Help Am I broken because I love easily?
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4
Views
522
stage4johnny
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whs
Story I give up
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3
Views
683
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ChildrensITV
I know taking my SN is the right thing to do for me. All I need is one evening of not giving a fuck about anyone else.
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7
Views
1K
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
G
Is about 16-19 hours alone enough for my method?
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1
Views
597
Valky
Valky
rainwillneverstop
I lost the IC source
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18
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1K
NoHorizon
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mcp9090
Help I can’t find SN in France
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8
Views
970
mkitsune
mkitsune
PlasticFace
Venting Failed. Again.
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14
Views
2K
Unknown21
Unknown21
lights_are_on
Venting Browsing this site at a family dinner rn
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4
Views
733
jemetire
J
CTB Dream
Venting Die person
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2
Views
542
Praestat_Mori
P
phantomisgone
Discussion Struggling to Take a Leap of Faith
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2
Views
463
Forever Sleep
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normalgirl
what is afterlife
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23
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1K
Praestat_Mori
P
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Discussion Do you want to kill yourself because of mental or behavioral problems?
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12
Views
791
Forever Sleep
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Should I put SN in the fridge?
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7
Views
863
befree
befree
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Method For USA based folks - supposedly you can get insulin at wlamart with no prescription.
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14
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2K
Orbitc
Orbitc
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