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Suicide Discussion

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Ambivalent1
Is ctb nerve wracking for everyone?
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7
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581
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Darkover
Why am I put on earth? I never chose this life or any life. What if I never wanted to exist? I feel like we’re forced into existence.
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12
Views
1K
leavingsoon99
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F
  • Poll
Discussion Are you deeply depressed or suicidal when you are asleep? Poll
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12
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1K
Praestat_Mori
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J
SS@l#nite Australia
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4
Views
546
Mx_Pathetic
Mx_Pathetic
5
Discussion What keeps me from killing myself?
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6
Views
611
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
itsyaboimio
Venting honestly whats wrong with me
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3
Views
907
itsyaboimio
itsyaboimio
C
Venting Homesick
Replies
1
Views
336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sillycatforever
Venting I am stuck.
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6
Views
652
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Ever push the idea of ctb into the future because you believe "future you" will be different than current you?
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8
Views
468
Fe(IV)
Fe(IV)
Busridin'26
Method SN worries.
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2
Views
628
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wildflowercloud
Suicide preparations
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9
Views
783
wildflowercloud
wildflowercloud
hanax.
Venting i’m running out of patience and i’m slowly losing whatever sanity i have left.
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8
Views
538
hanax.
hanax.
fated to die
why is it so hard to starve to death
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4
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2K
outrider567
O
LunarLakes
I Ruined Everything
Replies
2
Views
420
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
CarambaAlbum
Venting Anytime my FP is gone for more then a day I get suicidal
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2
Views
429
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
TDF
What if I can’t do it
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4
Views
757
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
ThePollinator
Help Should I quit my job before catching the bus?
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10
Views
804
liljeep
liljeep
TDF
Everyday at 730pm, I have just overwhelming despair and just want to off myself without getting all the things I want done first
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5
Views
447
TDF
TDF
S
I'm So Alone!
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5
Views
490
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
5
I just bought 500 grams of SN. Is this the right stuff?
Replies
7
Views
627
soontobedone
soontobedone
wristcutangel
Venting dissonant.
Replies
1
Views
715
ctb★prince
ctb★prince
JustNeedAdvice
Need help to CTB - Advice on methods and also religious fear
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8
Views
789
JustNeedAdvice
JustNeedAdvice
endlesSquid
Venting I'm so fucking tired of being alone.
Replies
10
Views
712
day
day
Rachel1864
Venting
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3
Views
397
Rachel1864
Rachel1864
jaycantlive
Why am I like this?
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0
Views
315
jaycantlive
jaycantlive
SolomonKado
CO final questions and thoughts
Replies
4
Views
459
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
ctb★prince
Venting friend romance and 3rdwheeling
Replies
5
Views
463
ctb★prince
ctb★prince
Aries
Nembutal/pentobarbital and phenobarbital
Replies
14
Views
945
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
TheLakesKrueguer
Help How to get the strength to cut myself?
Replies
4
Views
1K
TheLakesKrueguer
TheLakesKrueguer
Koppite
Resource Fuck Exit International.
Replies
21
Views
3K
k1w1
K
S
i guess homelessness is a way to combat SI
Replies
10
Views
912
Torabol
Torabol
K
Venting anyone else here borderline?
Replies
14
Views
944
temporal_anchorite
temporal_anchorite
Q
Do you find it's harder and harder to ctb as you getting older?
Replies
6
Views
470
loopdaloop
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delusionalgirl
Venting Broke down today
Replies
5
Views
520
90starve
90starve
Caspi.kherson
CTB via gun by travelling to different country?
Replies
7
Views
1K
Obvious
Obvious
Meretricious
Ideal Way Out?
Replies
7
Views
2K
jwordz
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zipperstuck5171
  • Question
Method Is this too much?
Replies
13
Views
1K
Aisley
Aisley
FuneralCry
Venting Do you really wish to not exist?
Replies
23
Views
1K
liljeep
liljeep
sensenmann
Discussion Does being suicidal makes you feel powerful?
Replies
9
Views
780
PinkyStat
PinkyStat
oldfritos
Help Buying a gun after medical mj
Replies
4
Views
640
lifeisbutadream
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tazzmaniandevil
Venting straight up not having a good time
Replies
0
Views
300
tazzmaniandevil
tazzmaniandevil
I
Venting Nothing going for me
Replies
16
Views
873
istheretrulyalife?
I
illmissmydogthatsit
Tinnitus put the nail in the coffin
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36
Views
3K
alexit
A
L
I think I'm ready to do this.
Replies
48
Views
6K
suicidalloser
S
S
begging my abuser to kill me already
Replies
19
Views
1K
suicidalloser
S
javie33
Venting Why me
Replies
3
Views
417
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Busridin'26
Venting End of day check in.
Replies
2
Views
347
zipperstuck5171
zipperstuck5171
L
Does posting here help you bother others less with your mental suffering or even suicidal thoughts?
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10
Views
431
thrutrekfinaly
thrutrekfinaly
drownll
Discussion Complex suicide involving drowning?
Replies
3
Views
864
saddestbunny
saddestbunny
goodbyemylove
SN Method, please, help.
Replies
1
Views
450
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
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