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Suicide Discussion

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dmdmdm
Venting Forcing myself to CTB
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6
Views
690
roxx
roxx
seho_j
Breaking up
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3
Views
405
outlook56
outlook56
loterius
Wishes to do before you end yourself
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42
Views
2K
Darkover
Darkover
dmdmdm
Method Hyperventilate passing out
Replies
6
Views
1K
dmdmdm
dmdmdm
sillyygirl
what is the most effective way to ctb?
Replies
11
Views
933
sillyygirl
sillyygirl
Zaragoza
Venting Is there an escape?
Replies
1
Views
506
EternalShore
EternalShore
obei
Discussion Why the hell do my benzos not work anymore
Replies
8
Views
518
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Method Practiced hanging a couple minutes ago
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13
Views
1K
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
夜
Method Is flunitrazepam od effective for ctb?
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2
Views
552
Darkover
Darkover
S
Anyone know about wolfsbane/nightshade?
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7
Views
600
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
A
Venting It's finally coming to a closure
Replies
4
Views
523
Miss Anthropy
Miss Anthropy
リンさん
Venting I’m so, so tired constantly and people just don’t get it
Replies
5
Views
435
Old Friend
Old Friend
bubblingwaterz
Help Writing this on a dark bathroom floor
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14
Views
1K
Archness
Archness
FuneralCry
Venting Do you also hate it when people speak about existence in a more positive way?
Replies
18
Views
1K
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Theforeverblind
I hate myself so much that i dont deserve ctb
Replies
3
Views
408
ohmbasa
O
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Discussion Scared of the hereafter + other thoughts
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4
Views
537
リンさん
リンさん
lwlaiet8887
Discussion Who else has made peace with their death?
Replies
5
Views
646
PracheenKaal_00!
P
Suicidal Ideation
Venting why does every once important person in my life destroy me?
Replies
6
Views
701
HAL 9000
HAL 9000
S
Want to die most of the time, but sometimes i feel alright.
Replies
5
Views
426
manuel1056x
M
R_N
The end is nigh
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18
Views
2K
voyager
voyager
alivefornow
Discussing suicidality with others
Replies
7
Views
436
R.F.
R.F.
E
Supportive Organisations/Charities?
Replies
2
Views
479
experimentee
E
A
Am I just a coward?
Replies
3
Views
373
Ampersand713
A
platypusfan
The loneliness will kill me
Replies
8
Views
806
bluebus
B
Is0lated
Discussion What are you gonna do before you CTB?
Replies
5
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
V
recently abandoned and suicidal
Replies
10
Views
802
Baldwin IV
Baldwin IV
Is0lated
Is double suicide allowed?
Replies
4
Views
633
Is0lated
Is0lated
MatrixPrisoner
Less SI or Stronger Will Power?
Replies
6
Views
413
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
O
Kenneth Law of EscMode is charged with 12 additional counts, one person who CTB'ed was only 16
Replies
8
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
sussybaka
Help Height for jumping?
Replies
1
Views
689
bluebus
B
E
Venting Why even try anymore
Replies
1
Views
406
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Innereye
Venting Holding myself back from contacting friends
Replies
3
Views
426
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ikadasui
Opened my rent portal to see an extra 80 dollar charge
Replies
2
Views
427
Worndown
Worndown
bre_ad4leo
Method hey im back
Replies
5
Views
1K
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
CTB Dream
Venting Torture
Replies
1
Views
367
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
Life is a biggest joke
Replies
3
Views
556
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life's just a cruel torment
Replies
1
Views
335
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
girlwithflaxenhair0
Venting How do you say goodbye?? + mostly a vent
Replies
5
Views
574
girlwithflaxenhair0
girlwithflaxenhair0
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
SI threatening my plans
Replies
5
Views
648
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
etrnllxid
Venting Sometimes other users reasoning puzzle me.
Replies
16
Views
784
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Letthisallbegone
Help The way out
Replies
3
Views
457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
spooky0-0
Venting The reason I joined
Replies
2
Views
418
PracheenKaal_00!
P
A
CTB in next 24 hrs
Replies
11
Views
1K
avaruus
avaruus
huntergirl14
i want to jump
Replies
1
Views
344
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ayaneechan
Goodbythread
Replies
13
Views
888
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
whisperjump
Venting my cat is missing. i dont know if i can do this anymore
Replies
31
Views
2K
limerent
limerent
zieziewazie
Venting they can’t be surprised at this point
Replies
0
Views
348
zieziewazie
zieziewazie
C
Good methods for CTB
Replies
9
Views
4K
Leeroy14R
Leeroy14R
ayaneechan
Easu would he a safe place
Replies
2
Views
454
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
ButterToast
Sudden wave of sadness in the middle of a good day
Replies
3
Views
397
ButterToast
ButterToast
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