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Suicide Discussion

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Remanant
Help Does anyone know how to make cyanide from apple seeds?
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1
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536
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Sunoo
Can bulimia lead to an early grave?
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6
Views
496
fwompie
fwompie
born2win
What does SN (tech grade) means? I bought this online it says 99.9% purity.
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20
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2K
riellending
riellending
mind_split
Discussion …I cant..
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4
Views
464
mind_split
mind_split
12_Years_Late
Update: My attempted trip to find N (UNSUCCESSFUL)
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6
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1K
Sid19
S
killme78
Venting cant ctb due to feeling stuck
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6
Views
912
Bruce
Bruce
T
When did you know?
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10
Views
704
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
dogemn
  • Question
Help CTB with amitriptyline?
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5
Views
506
ae300
A
phoebonebe
CTB by antifreeze?
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9
Views
915
kjfables
kjfables
NotToBe
Method Ordering cylinders and having them shipped from online?
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3
Views
509
outrider567
O
S
Is it better to die from co2, or co (from a car?) Which is least painful? PLEASE HELP!
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7
Views
552
SadShroomie
S
offtoseethewizard
SN alternatives?
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1
Views
467
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
minoumyheart
Help overdose on many heart medications possible?
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9
Views
587
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
evachka
Help CO in a tent
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14
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1K
evachka
evachka
Misfortunete
Venting I don't want to be here
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1
Views
389
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
T
Discussion fictional character and suicide
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8
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824
AshClouds
AshClouds
S
I wasted years on an idealistic idea, my only regret is not committing CTB sooner.
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1
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319
Namensjemand
Namensjemand
A
Help Partial hanging.
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6
Views
762
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
S
need advice on my method
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6
Views
660
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
C
No country has N?
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12
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1K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
ringo99
Venting Finally had it out with my worthless pos father (it felt GOOD)
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0
Views
306
ringo99
ringo99
demitriusmigsysvotf
Discussion How to write a "final" note?
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10
Views
847
Despondent_Fondant
Despondent_Fondant
Busridin'26
Venting Another pain filled sleepless night.
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5
Views
470
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
colorlesshue
Venting venting
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0
Views
282
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
snowcloud9
Methyl Nitrite?
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3
Views
408
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
sulk
  • Question
ctb with 50 apple seeds
Replies
18
Views
1K
dumbgirlonline
dumbgirlonline
serah
Help razor blades
Replies
2
Views
534
SadShroomie
S
C
Venting What if it always was my fault?
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2
Views
346
Baron
Baron
lament.
Help Information or Experience about Shallow Water method?
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3
Views
512
ifeelsobad
I
static
looking for a game or a way i can practice ctb
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2
Views
412
nucleosidal
N
nightlygem
What gun is this?
Replies
16
Views
663
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
Busridin'26
Venting Another pain filled sleepless night.
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0
Views
352
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
glitterypearls
this is the worst thing of being suicidal..
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10
Views
773
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
colorlesshue
Venting hurt you again (venting)
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1
Views
365
TheRottingContinues
TheRottingContinues
mittymittens
Help Do I Have the right to feel upset at my ex best friend?
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1
Views
339
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
AllThePsychMeds
Venting Asking for help was the worst decision of my life
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26
Views
2K
jussrav
jussrav
sserafim
Do you think that your suicide would be tragic?
Replies
76
Views
3K
neverwashere
neverwashere
U
For those who attempted partial suspension and failed, why did it fail?
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3
Views
466
neverwashere
neverwashere
Levanter
Venting My parents don't love me
Replies
9
Views
1K
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
dogemn
Help Can't find any more sources for SN, what now?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Nefer
Nefer
callmeskin
website access
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3
Views
400
callmeskin
callmeskin
R
SN without an antiemetic
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2
Views
449
readytogetout
R
an_alias
Discussion Anaphylaxis
Replies
2
Views
472
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
lillmonix3
Crash in the car
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4
Views
510
virgilwalks
V
johnwatterson
  • Question
Venting Is My Reason Justified?
Replies
45
Views
2K
lwlaiet8887
lwlaiet8887
neverwashere
Venting Confessing my sins.
Replies
0
Views
382
neverwashere
neverwashere
DeecyTee
I wish I could be murdered
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5
Views
553
wanttodie
wanttodie
abcz
Help
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3
Views
324
ifeelsobad
I
misukiimikki
Help is this normal?
Replies
10
Views
558
crxssedho3
crxssedho3
crxssedho3
survival of the fittest and ctb
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0
Views
360
crxssedho3
crxssedho3
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