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Suicide Discussion

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MillieXIO
Venting Dad wants to kick us out.
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4
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599
supermonkey12
supermonkey12
E
Euthanasia Plan Ready
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11
Views
891
supermonkey12
supermonkey12
Rational man
The forum saved me from ctb 2 Years ago!.
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6
Views
691
Rational man
Rational man
HopefulSleep
Help Can I chew gum while fasting for sn?
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18
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1K
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
S
Got Cancer. How Will This Affect Taking SN?😮
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12
Views
1K
stage4johnny
S
EndJstifiesTheMeans
I really want to try but..
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18
Views
953
Forever Sleep
F
ihugcactuses
  • Question
Method i don’t know which method to choose
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16
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1K
ihugcactuses
ihugcactuses
searchingpeace
Dad, only family and friend, now dying of cancer
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21
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1K
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
Gurbangulite
Hype me up.
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5
Views
510
Octavia
Octavia
front of me
  • Question
Fall 2022 movie / 147 hours movie
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0
Views
302
front of me
front of me
yoomi
Discussion How would you get back at your abuser for traumatizing you?
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27
Views
857
CW36
CW36
Toy
Venting I caved
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3
Views
410
Toy
Toy
immrw
anyone else just so very lonely
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56
Views
2K
saddestbunny
saddestbunny
venin
Who would like to CTB, like this second?
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37
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1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
lili
Really want to go, anyone want to talk?
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14
Views
840
HighOctane
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EndJstifiesTheMeans
I want to try again but i need your advice
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7
Views
543
lillmonix3
lillmonix3
ihugcactuses
  • Question
Method Suffocating . does this seem viable??
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9
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
ninevoltheart
Venting relapse
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0
Views
335
ninevoltheart
ninevoltheart
angel_cries
Help CTB options in Japan
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8
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
S
Lamest failed ctb attempt?
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1
Views
453
loverula
loverula
M
What happens when hospitalized?
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9
Views
484
brokeandbroken
B
front of me
Share your Experiences of dehydration
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2
Views
686
front of me
front of me
daydreamer52
Discussion How was your closest ctb attempt and what made you fail?
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18
Views
1K
John Ryder
John Ryder
L
Deep South
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38
Views
2K
Suspect_Device
S
FuneralCry
Venting How could anyone prefer life over the true relief of death?
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23
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
imjusttired
Selfharm pics down?
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5
Views
1K
lillmonix3
lillmonix3
N
  • Question
Discussion You felt fear? What did you do?
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0
Views
325
no use
N
Chara
Discussion Can someone make a pro-choice anime?
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7
Views
655
lillmonix3
lillmonix3
D
I'm not sure if this is the right place, my first introductory post
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5
Views
419
sensation86
sensation86
yoomi
  • Question
What made you want to CTB?
Replies
14
Views
706
angel_cries
angel_cries
asiht
The methods that I'm most considering, and their efficacy
Replies
3
Views
954
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
unHumam
Eating disorder?
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16
Views
947
Gaga786
Gaga786
U
Choice
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1
Views
340
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
M
If you managed to obtain N abroad...
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6
Views
533
Sapphire
Sapphire
anhedonicNfoggy
Hard to feel at peace
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3
Views
328
tora
tora
tpboy
How do you know when it is time to die?
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4
Views
491
Suspect_Device
S
ChronicPain23
Risperidone and SN method
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4
Views
757
John Ryder
John Ryder
venin
What are your dreams?
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24
Views
594
Suspect_Device
S
lamentos
Venting Am I too much or too less?
Replies
2
Views
431
SaltySuh
S
Keppy
Method Drowning in Sea or Pool?
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11
Views
1K
FindingHome
F
katyhere
My goodbye thread.
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43
Views
3K
fortaptimørket
fortaptimørket
Gloomislost
Story My first "attempt"
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27
Views
2K
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
A
Does anyone know how to CBD with over-the-counter drugs that don't require a prescription?
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8
Views
1K
Worndown
Worndown
F
Scaring and pushing past the pain
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4
Views
379
CW36
CW36
EndJstifiesTheMeans
  • Poll
Defamation
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2
Views
373
Forever Sleep
F
TorturedSoul999
Is my reason for wanting to CTB foolish?
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9
Views
738
sirenangelbby
sirenangelbby
W
I feel empty.
Replies
3
Views
352
CW36
CW36
M
I've wasted so much time
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3
Views
398
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Takamagahara
Did you feel better when you feel as if you made a firm decision to CTB?
Replies
7
Views
616
FindingHome
F
tweaka2x
Method Over The Counter
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22
Views
3K
befree
befree
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