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Suicide Discussion

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ssadbrownie
Help Having problems with cbt by hanging
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1
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761
Iwillhavepeace
Iwillhavepeace
MeltingBrain
Discussion Undiagnosed/misdiagnosed disease stories .
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0
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331
MeltingBrain
MeltingBrain
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The wave has passed but I still want to die. What should I do?
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4
Views
454
Big Cat
Big Cat
134340
Venting i am violently addicted to weed and it has fully ruined my life
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2
Views
538
iwkmlol
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jellie
Venting love is making me crazy
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6
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493
R_N
R_N
FuneralCry
Venting Death would be a relief
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9
Views
786
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
revolutionnaire23
Venting He's such a liar
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3
Views
523
Iwillhavepeace
Iwillhavepeace
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Survival instinct
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25
Views
3K
iwkmlol
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FireFox
I was someone who really wanted to live
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17
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
B
If only
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0
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305
bigfishlittlefish
B
WAITING TO DIE
Staying alive for others.
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7
Views
489
Some place nice
Some place nice
ClockWorks
  • Question
Obtaining SN in Arab Region?
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5
Views
829
daydreams
daydreams
Amyend88
Venting F*** OFCOM
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6
Views
893
dernieresolution
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TheShyOne
Hate life
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2
Views
371
ripberman
ripberman
D1byRam3n
Venting Afterlife
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3
Views
463
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
rakanmain
Venting Too scared of the future because of social anxiety
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0
Views
295
rakanmain
rakanmain
FireFox
All I wanted was to be loved and the world instead gave me a lifetime of humiliation, disrespect and rejection from men
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0
Views
430
FireFox
FireFox
ToTheEgress
Venting If I don't succeed I will certainly end myself come summer
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1
Views
391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
immankay1950
Help N in South America
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0
Views
375
immankay1950
immankay1950
Toobrokentofix
Vent Why am I STILL here? 😡
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2
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
immankay1950
Readily available drugs for peaceful ctb?
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2
Views
420
immankay1950
immankay1950
K
just venting
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7
Views
392
chronicpain123
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5
  • Question
What’s the consensus on ordering a hit on yourself through the DarkNet?
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3
Views
515
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
yeahokbuddyboy
Discussion how will you send your note to your significant other
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8
Views
596
kilowatt
kilowatt
L I F E T O L O S E
Would running away from home be a better option or not?
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3
Views
385
L I F E T O L O S E
L I F E T O L O S E
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Discussion Question about people who shoot their brains out to ctb
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3
Views
493
Mistiie
Mistiie
piddincir
Discussion “The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.” thoughts on this?
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17
Views
708
dancesponge
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immankay1950
SA SN
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0
Views
311
immankay1950
immankay1950
MythicalGriff
Venting I'm falling apart and I don't know what to do
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11
Views
715
MythicalGriff
MythicalGriff
P
Help What thread is this? help
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0
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319
Podlerman
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Ichigo
Venting social anxiety
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4
Views
461
springleaf
springleaf
lili
Would self inducing seizure or serotonin syndrome work as a method?
Replies
2
Views
462
lili
lili
Akanea
Help Any luck with getting SN delivered to western Europe recently?
Replies
16
Views
2K
immankay1950
immankay1950
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide is a relief rather than such a terrible tragedy.
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13
Views
950
Hystearical
Hystearical
FloraKilter
Making a blood donation before CTB
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2
Views
427
uncat_
uncat_
weonaestupida
Tired of me
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1
Views
359
rosenwasser
rosenwasser
imsocold
Discussion Are you going to intentionally destroy or leave some of your things before you go?
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6
Views
526
Tired_Dreamer
Tired_Dreamer
FuneralCry
Venting Does the summer weather make you wish to ctb even more?
Replies
48
Views
2K
ToTheEgress
ToTheEgress
MiMif
Do you ever feel like edgy for being suicidal?
Replies
11
Views
572
LonelyStarrySky
LonelyStarrySky
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide is something relieving, it’s self care
Replies
4
Views
618
Solo
Solo
Mistiie
How to prevent throwing up of morphine?
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3
Views
431
piss
piss
M
Help will this work
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2
Views
375
moon123
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donehere24
Is reagent grade SN good enough to CTB?
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2
Views
443
Deleted member 65988
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byebyeblondie
Discussion I just can’t anymore
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10
Views
690
Hevn
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Waiting for death
I’m trying my best but it’s fucking tough living a life without purpose or dreams.
Replies
4
Views
485
stoiccactus
stoiccactus
FlyAwayHoney
Anyone order SN from M*C source before?
Replies
3
Views
612
Wistful
Wistful
I
The river in my city is in flood. I'm considering going in tonight but I am scared.
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5
Views
496
illAF
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yeahokbuddyboy
Venting I want to go but I keep getting delayed
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0
Views
305
yeahokbuddyboy
yeahokbuddyboy
LucifersIntrovert
Discussion Life question
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4
Views
420
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
ripberman
Discussion Did this start early for you, and why? I don't understand it myself.
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9
Views
499
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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