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Suicide Discussion

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Pg.964
Help Dissociation or just zoning out?
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3
Views
423
Pg.964
Pg.964
N
My life is a torture simulation
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1
Views
524
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
CTB Dream
Venting Do 0
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2
Views
480
noname223
N
B
No sense of direction
Replies
9
Views
633
Celerity
Celerity
EternalShore
Venting Vagueness Required
Replies
9
Views
509
EternalShore
EternalShore
cyanlove
Discussion Question for people who have failed attempts
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26
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
K
I'm an idiot
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1
Views
441
Kit1
K
Water-Lily
Once a failure….always a failure….
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0
Views
348
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
I can't beat it
Story This year is coming to an end, let's summarize it
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27
Views
1K
Deleted member 65988
D
Darkover
what did we do to deserve this
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10
Views
419
Deleted member 65988
D
leavingthesoultrap
I am grateful that suicide is an option
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11
Views
874
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
I can't beat it
Story Do you hate yourself?
Replies
18
Views
675
ouf
ouf
H
Help Not understanding charcoal burning instructions
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10
Views
1K
greatgooglymoogly
greatgooglymoogly
penguinl0v3s
Help Sourcing benzos
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0
Views
352
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Giovannino224
Method Trying to figure out the best way
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1
Views
529
Praestat_Mori
P
BasePl27
Venting Why are we living in what feels like the worst possible present imaginable?
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12
Views
828
Gonnerr
G
M
  • Poll
Discussion Why do we call it "CTB"?
Replies
7
Views
658
murun_b
M
azo
  • Poll
Discussion Are you a promortalist?
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12
Views
1K
Yakui
Yakui
Foxykaavn
Discussion Goodbye gonna CTB
Replies
9
Views
696
Gonnerr
G
Falseunderworld
Venting Still here, failed
Replies
7
Views
576
gbi2
G
PrisonPlanetBreak
  • Question
Help SN Cyanosis
Replies
6
Views
709
Deleted member 65988
D
A
Bad person
Replies
3
Views
566
loopdaloop
L
リンさん
Venting I’m a walking disappointment and my family would be happier if I died
Replies
4
Views
479
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
W
If N fails, do I need to go to hospital?
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2
Views
410
DeadHead
D
nightmare_moon
  • Question
Discussion Fun hypothetical
Replies
2
Views
322
enstarve
enstarve
Bad-luck
Venting My friend thinks I am self harm
Replies
4
Views
460
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
H
Venting Method
Replies
1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Boller Bryant
Venting I should end everything here, before it gets worse.
Replies
1
Views
351
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life is evil and meaningless.
Replies
1
Views
425
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
How I got here
Replies
1
Views
429
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Help Not sure how
Replies
3
Views
385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
The desire to avoid pain is a strong force that keeps you alive in this world
Replies
3
Views
364
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Help Think I'm going to CTB tomorrow
Replies
5
Views
793
dggtscccvfd
D
Aim
Help Airport + Sn + luggage scan
Replies
2
Views
563
Aim
Aim
Darkover
Planet Earth is prison. (Hell)
Replies
2
Views
400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ashe
Venting Contemplation
Replies
4
Views
402
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EyeBeyond
My sn arrived 🔥
Replies
2
Views
509
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
traumer
Venting I don't understand how this works
Replies
18
Views
763
traumer
traumer
G
Help How to make my parents hate me?
Replies
10
Views
741
Sylveon
Sylveon
LeavingEarly
What would be your last thoughts before ctb?
Replies
47
Views
2K
sensenmann
sensenmann
S
I really need a sure way out
Replies
9
Views
821
hopeless08
H
lovechaos
Discussion Everything is Fake and Ugly and Werid
Replies
3
Views
418
lovechaos
lovechaos
Abyssal
Venting I am going to open up to my loved ones.
Replies
6
Views
486
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Water-Lily
Does anyone else feel that suicide is an appropriate response to trauma you’ll never fully heal from?
Replies
16
Views
936
Regen
R
Ninja_Master
Partial hanging at home
Replies
1
Views
617
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
Boudika
Help I have made my final decision and intend to ctb this Friday. What would be worth thinking about before drinking SN?
Replies
3
Views
531
Boudika
Boudika
horrible
Help is partial hanging on a closet door wise?
Replies
2
Views
518
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
Bad-luck
Help question about partial hanging
Replies
1
Views
441
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
SoulofSteel
Not really depressed but still want to ctb
Replies
0
Views
294
SoulofSteel
SoulofSteel
U
Venting College wouldn't have mattered. Truth is I would've ended up dropping out, still it would've been better to go
Replies
3
Views
383
real person
real person
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