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Suicide Discussion

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puella
Venting I'm worthless
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8
Views
691
puella
puella
CTB Dream
Hard get word
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2
Views
401
noname223
N
zeldalover
I didn’t fucking wait
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4
Views
624
iii
I
N
Irony
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0
Views
298
none_of_your_biz
N
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
My attempt failed and now I'm back up here
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16
Views
756
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
AliceinNeverland
Anyone wanna pm?
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3
Views
394
nessun_nome
N
B
Now the real question is should I kms now or wail till gta6 comes out?
Replies
18
Views
835
HouseofMortok
HouseofMortok
Specific_Milk
Venting Feeling like shit for not going through with plans
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1
Views
378
UKscotty
U
S
Help I can't take action, to be free
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1
Views
377
Reuthry
Reuthry
sincerely dead
Is there any part of you that hates SaSu?
Replies
44
Views
3K
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
Anonymoususer1234
Venting No Financial Future
Replies
2
Views
453
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
N
Venting I actually dont want to die
Replies
4
Views
660
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
AnonymousRobin
Discussion Smart watch SN
Replies
73
Views
5K
Orbitc
Orbitc
E
Yin/yang
Replies
4
Views
495
Endoflifecomestoall
E
D
What would you prefer?
Replies
19
Views
597
UnwindingStar
UnwindingStar
puella
Venting Today was supposed to be my last
Replies
3
Views
704
girl2910
G
Sleeper System
Discussion CTB vs. Natural Death
Replies
7
Views
634
girl2910
G
hesitation=marks111
Venting Loosing confidence that I can successfully pull this off.
Replies
3
Views
586
Praestat_Mori
P
G
Venting Want to ctb but afraid of someone I'd left behind
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0
Views
299
GawrChan
G
Versailles
Story I've been here for 3 years now.
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2
Views
548
Kit1
K
CouldaHvBeenARock
How will you prepare at the end?!
Replies
5
Views
637
HollowDrop
HollowDrop
AtomicWaffles
Venting It hurts so bad and it’s not getting better.
Replies
2
Views
434
AtomicWaffles
AtomicWaffles
UnwillingSavior
Discussion What's the story behind your PFP?
Replies
59
Views
2K
girl2910
G
Depressed Cat
Story Mother sues Meta & Snap for suicide of 11-year-old girl
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15
Views
2K
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
O
How do you know if you’re genuinely hopeful or that’s just SI?
Replies
1
Views
321
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
K
SN and stimulants
Replies
0
Views
265
Kay_Philosopher
K
R
The VAD organization in Switzerland is like a false dream, you can never VAD
Replies
3
Views
494
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
B
Do you also wanna ctb due to psychiatric drugs?
Replies
14
Views
654
bonkers570
B
PrettyPotato
Help first will problems
Replies
9
Views
1K
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
Darkover
Imagine an instant, painless suicide was available to everyone...
Replies
2
Views
467
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
jaycantlive
Venting I'm so alone
Replies
1
Views
307
figurehead
figurehead
flightless bird
Do you ever think about breaking into a pharmacy?
Replies
16
Views
912
dinosavr
dinosavr
uwantedangel
Help BPD, disabled and just ready to go
Replies
8
Views
921
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
ceriseange♡
How are you?
Replies
13
Views
871
Return2themoonlight
Return2themoonlight
Darkover
The world is like a ride in an amusement park
Replies
0
Views
259
Darkover
Darkover
Janine
Help Sn from source B..s?
Replies
0
Views
363
Janine
Janine
vanilladust
Maybe hope isn't lost? Or it is?
Replies
13
Views
717
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
F
Sources to motivate my CTB journey
Replies
6
Views
433
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
rancidforever
most common phrase after a failed attempt?
Replies
3
Views
422
marina
marina
prettycvnt
Venting Useless
Replies
4
Views
396
prettycvnt
prettycvnt
sundown12
Venting scared to ctb
Replies
8
Views
738
Reuthry
Reuthry
FuneralCry
Venting It’d be such a relief if Nembutal became accessible
Replies
0
Views
370
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SanguineShark
I don't think I deserve love
Replies
17
Views
736
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
AliceinNeverland
Just made my order for SN, should have it by tomorrow
Replies
9
Views
557
hopeless08
H
C
Anyone from the UK want to be cbt friends?
Replies
8
Views
889
matt1968
M
raindrops
Soon I'll be ready
Replies
1
Views
516
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lookoutbelow
Goodbye again sorry everyone.
Replies
47
Views
4K
moggedtodeath
moggedtodeath
B
Venting 5 more Months and I’m gone :)
Replies
2
Views
423
Reuthry
Reuthry
FuneralCry
Venting Existence should come with an off switch
Replies
7
Views
650
DinoDaAltaTCPCacaRt
D
nofxkkingbody
Method 19, no job. no car. what do i do
Replies
22
Views
2K
Forever Sleep
F
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