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Suicide Discussion

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the_path_of_sorrows
Alcohol makes my suicidal ideation worse.
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4
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556
Lo Priest
Lo Priest
azukigirl
Venting there's nothing and no one
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4
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385
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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  • Question
Method Ritalin OD, would it work?
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1
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838
DepressedChemMajor
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thalasabin
I feel suicidal everyday
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17
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629
doomdoll
doomdoll
Water-Lily
The girl who’s too much
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8
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607
Spiritual survivor
Spiritual survivor
doomdoll
cant wait much longer
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0
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299
doomdoll
doomdoll
notori
Help Hydrogen Sulfide Help
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6
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663
Shunya
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plain_jane
Anyone else struggle with guilt from feeling inadequate as a lover
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2
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312
Leavesfromthevine
Leavesfromthevine
TheLastGreySky
Hanging from a Doorknob? *Read for explanation*
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0
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496
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
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T61?
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10
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991
CursedReality88
CursedReality88
obei
Help What can happend if I tell this to my mother?
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2
Views
452
obei
obei
a_carbon_based_life
Does anyone have any info on what using SN is like
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0
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298
a_carbon_based_life
a_carbon_based_life
FireFox
My own relatives even organised for me to be abused and almost were successful in getting me abused
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8
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516
Morte
Morte
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Help I am gonna take a bunch of tylenol before i sleep
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9
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1K
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Was hanging painful in your experience?
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2
Views
651
Nobody1
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A
Venting I am tired of fighting
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0
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286
Aplev
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A
Ctb soon
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9
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922
Abbydrea
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Help Anyone have the lastest- 2023 version of The Peaecfullpill Handbook The Essentials (eHandbook or Print Edition) pdf file?
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19
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2K
peacetoall
peacetoall
MeowTheFlemishCat
Venting You're not meant to be happy, you're meant to survive
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7
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525
Spike Spiegel
Spike Spiegel
I
im confused
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5
Views
403
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
T
Venting Self sabotage
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9
Views
659
ThatStateOfMind
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LunaRose
My Due Date
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8
Views
776
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
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Venting My friend attempted CTB yesterday
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0
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402
gethsemane
G
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Mexico for N
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4
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645
peacetoall
peacetoall
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Help Experience with Benzos?
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12
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1K
Alessa
Alessa
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Help Uncommon case 1
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5
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1K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
asian.neet
looking back at your past self compared to today would you tell your past self to CTB?
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33
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1K
Specific_Milk
Specific_Milk
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Tomorrow morning is the day
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13
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1K
doublecupj
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Navi
Venting People just can't seem to leave me alone.
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2
Views
401
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
asian.neet
Venting FEEL LIKE SCREAMING SO I WILL SCREAM HERE.
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3
Views
394
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
justaghost_
Method Zopiclone OD.
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6
Views
737
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
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I love to do it the way AJ did in Sopranos
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0
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297
SpaxeZ
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S
Discussion Does anyone else get really nostalgic when you’re planning to ctb?
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19
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2K
SpaxeZ
S
S
Jumping
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11
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1K
sundown12
sundown12
FuneralCry
Venting Existence only ever causes unnecessary pain and problems
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2
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420
Latubmen
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hermestrimegistus
Suicidal alcoholics?
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6
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416
F@#$
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ForgottenAgain
Discussion Can one really become insane?
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10
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815
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
BoyInTheBox
Discussion I'd prefer being kidnapped rather than ctb
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4
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512
BoyInTheBox
BoyInTheBox
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What would you say the pain levels are for the following methods? 0 is not painful, 10 is the most painful
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3
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468
Forever Sleep
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notori
Venting I want it to end now
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2
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Thinking of ctb this weekend
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1
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304
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost_my_soul
Selfish people
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2
Views
322
CrystallicEyes
CrystallicEyes
Pardoe84
SN surival
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0
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321
Pardoe84
Pardoe84
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where to find somewhere high enough to jump from?
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0
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331
romeinjuly
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Iwashereonce
why are AEs not otc in the US?
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0
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278
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
hoppy
Method Obtaining N2 tank without car
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9
Views
873
casual_existence
casual_existence
leavingthesoultrap
Help Anyone recently oredered SN to Ontario Canada? how did it go?
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0
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281
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
ijustwishtodie
Venting For me, I can never see myself willingly choosing life over wanting to be dead
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2
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404
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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Venting Well, the final straw happened
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4
Views
643
Dot
Dot
EternalPain
I care too much and I hate myself for it
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0
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261
EternalPain
EternalPain
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