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Suicide Discussion

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bluegodism
i feel less pain, less agony as the day approaches.
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6
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391
bluegodism
bluegodism
Sleeper System
When a movie scene speaks to you...
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0
Views
334
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
ChronicPainExistent
Going to hang myself from a pull up bar in the shower. What knot to use?
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5
Views
1K
carac
carac
lu15007
Venting Nostalgia is a torture
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7
Views
842
knux
knux
Lookingtoflyfree
The planning is giving me life, ironically
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3
Views
416
Lookingtoflyfree
Lookingtoflyfree
CemeteryPet
What can you do with prescription sleeping meds?
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9
Views
681
CemeteryPet
CemeteryPet
turbomightbegone
Venting I relapsed today and now I sit in emptiness
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3
Views
374
UKscotty
U
shotgun
coming back
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1
Views
401
UKscotty
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viljalauss
):
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4
Views
977
CasTheFriendlyGhost
CasTheFriendlyGhost
loslassen
  • Question
losing someone to suicide?
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10
Views
591
PlasticFace
PlasticFace
CTB Dream
Venting Anti life
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2
Views
566
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
ChronicPainExistent
Using an actual tourniquet and cornbags?
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0
Views
417
ChronicPainExistent
ChronicPainExistent
PROJECT: Extase
Venting I hate myself for this
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1
Views
420
rottenflesh
rottenflesh
greatgooglymoogly
Venting Sleep deprivation and fasting as self harm
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0
Views
311
greatgooglymoogly
greatgooglymoogly
FutureHanger
Discussion do you wonder how people figured out CTB info without this website or a background in biology?
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6
Views
645
UKscotty
U
T
What happens after college will affect my decision
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10
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1K
ThatStateOfMind
T
L
Venting Failed attempt to restart
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2
Views
397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
depressedginger
My first post
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2
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Csmith8827
Anyone else get satisfaction from goodbye threads?
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41
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2K
Kasumi
Kasumi
M
Discussion Any suicidal academic, master's or doctorate students here? Algum estudante acadêmico, metrado ou doutorado aqui?
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6
Views
633
figurehead
figurehead
prettycvnt
Looking for a friend?
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16
Views
633
Minerva___
Minerva___
meddle
  • Question
if/when you cbt, what would/will you do about your loved ones?
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9
Views
601
Forever Sleep
F
Dingusguy
Venting I feel so empty and tired
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0
Views
305
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
Lost cherry
Venting I would love to chat with somebody
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10
Views
523
depressedginger
depressedginger
P
Venting Fuck - I hate the new year and my thoughts about the past and how good it could be
Replies
4
Views
410
Aim
Aim
Giovannino224
Venting I want to lock myself in a room.
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0
Views
266
Giovannino224
Giovannino224
L
Method Creating my own SN regimen
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12
Views
1K
Aim
Aim
annxietty
When doing your best is not enough what can you even do?
Replies
4
Views
497
Forever Sleep
F
Darkover
I don't understand how the whole world ISN'T depressed
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13
Views
611
caninecomposer
caninecomposer
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how the word “recovery” is used so much in regards to wanting to die
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10
Views
572
zel
zel
Abbadab
Discussion Meeting someone you love when you know you're probably going to die
Replies
8
Views
775
zel
zel
RedHates
Venting Dysphoria and the Hate that comes with it.
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4
Views
541
RedHates
RedHates
skyhigh7688
Anyone here from PH? Where to buy SN?
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9
Views
945
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
N
I feel like I am in a zoo for suicidal people
Replies
11
Views
2K
noname223
N
N
Child abuse is equivalent to murder and should be punished like that! I AM SO FUCKING BROKEN!
Replies
24
Views
1K
amaluuk
amaluuk
farine_de_ble
Story VSED attempt log (Jan 2024)
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7
Views
974
Readytogo246
R
zeek
considering a shooting range suicide
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32
Views
3K
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
Fulminare
Method Wanting to Help - SN Method
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50
Views
4K
delayedcactus
D
Finalnight
Are you worried about what your last thoughts will be?
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28
Views
857
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting It hurts to feel things.
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5
Views
407
hopeless08
H
CannabisMuncher
Discussion Songs that feel like my life rn
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11
Views
917
CannabisMuncher
CannabisMuncher
Darkover
What’s the point of living, if we are just going to die? [serious]
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16
Views
711
Princess_Kitty
Princess_Kitty
B
Gun size?
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6
Views
785
breezeboy
breezeboy
T
29 male - trapped and so tired - SN - part 1
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0
Views
334
TwoWaysOnly
T
Life_and_Death
Venting Privileged Recovery
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2
Views
353
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
lifeeternal
any good over the counter appetite suppressant?
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3
Views
345
lifeeternal
lifeeternal
temporaryscum
SN arrived, feel slightly less anxious. This makes me want to die even more, however.
Replies
15
Views
902
stuckinthemud
S
bloodystarzklt
suffering only hurts
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4
Views
313
bloodystarzklt
bloodystarzklt
TAW122
[Article] One is not really 'free to CTB' unless it is an inalienable right and without grave risks!
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10
Views
724
TAW122
TAW122
Miku _fanboy101
Venting So distasteful
Replies
2
Views
637
Miku _fanboy101
Miku _fanboy101
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