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Suicide Discussion

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breezeboy
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Discussion How many people will miss you?
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30
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2K
jbear824
jbear824
throneofdispair03
Discussion What will you do on the day of your CTB?
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12
Views
466
Hystearical
Hystearical
IHurtTheOneILove
Sleeping pills + SWB
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2
Views
545
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
J
Question about doxepin
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0
Views
267
jruo
J
Leavesfromthevine
Showing signs of suicide
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5
Views
718
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
february in alaska
Help Getting AEs (SN method)
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9
Views
975
fire12362
F
JustABug
Hanging myself tonight
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24
Views
1K
drapperxyz
D
KikoKiki
Venting I Didnt Know It Was Your Birthday
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6
Views
521
textmewhenyourehome
T
quietwater
Venting I am not allowed to CTB
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2
Views
473
quietwater
quietwater
S
I chickened out of buying F
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1
Views
346
donsie
donsie
sserafim
Is it justified to ctb because of neurodivergence?
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27
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
K
Would You Accept Any Alternative to CTB?
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52
Views
2K
RobertGomes
RobertGomes
donsie
Discussion Good bye
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14
Views
903
donsie
donsie
jenny6391bubbles
Venting i feel like i’m not making progress with anything
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6
Views
788
wondering&wandering
wondering&wandering
eternalmelancholy
Did you ever imagine you would die by suicide?
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78
Views
3K
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
flightless bird
Do you realize..?
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1
Views
294
casual_existence
casual_existence
M
People with chronic illness/disabilities
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52
Views
3K
ilaya
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thetruetato
Venting My emotions are gone and I don’t really feel anything anymore
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2
Views
368
WiltedGirl
WiltedGirl
OcularFear
Method I'm going to drink 750 ML of alcohol and cut open an artery as my method of CTB. Any criticisms?
Replies
4
Views
770
Thanksforeverything
Thanksforeverything
FireFox
One valentines day I am going to kill myself
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3
Views
503
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
D
Toronto star article on sasu
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4
Views
1K
wljourney
wljourney
SaveOurLastGoodbye
Chose a date to CTB
Replies
7
Views
555
SaveOurLastGoodbye
SaveOurLastGoodbye
butterfly000
Do you care about how you'll leave this world behind?
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13
Views
719
qifreys
qifreys
annointed_towers
Actor ctb by gunshot to chest
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4
Views
639
qifreys
qifreys
Catching_the_bus
Well… here I am again
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0
Views
272
Catching_the_bus
Catching_the_bus
Lost Magic
There is something inside me that wants me dead
Replies
9
Views
560
F@#$
F
Wake
Venting Why am I like this
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2
Views
336
Wake
Wake
KAZ-2Y5
Help Manila rope for full/partial hanging
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0
Views
404
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
farine_de_ble
Venting Doctor sending me to the ER
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2
Views
465
farine_de_ble
farine_de_ble
Chocomel
Venting Away from the house is the best feeling for me
Replies
2
Views
283
Chocomel
Chocomel
kyuuketsuki
Story overheard my family talking about me
Replies
7
Views
1K
Some place nice
Some place nice
S
Trying to find a way
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0
Views
332
sewycidial
S
DEATH IS FREEDOM
THE HUMAN LIFE CYCLE
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19
Views
1K
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
callMeNico
I can’t fall in love anymore
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3
Views
342
ManByTheRiver
ManByTheRiver
DesperateOne
I need something quick and fast
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1
Views
377
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
IHurtTheOneILove
Charcoal vs sleeping pills + drowning, which should i use?
Replies
3
Views
546
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
loslassen
alone again, is it petty to attempt?
Replies
3
Views
432
quietwater
quietwater
Varenkyo
Help Would I be able to wake up from an alarm if I fail partial hanging?
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1
Views
449
UKscotty
U
A
Help NEED to CTB this month (via alcohol & drowning). Pls help with advice for the following:
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4
Views
562
trying to ctb
T
hikikomorizombie
Discussion Shinjū/Suicide Pacts
Replies
6
Views
737
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
FuneralCry
Venting I see so much beauty in ceasing to exist
Replies
1
Views
315
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
D
Any mention this SN attempt here ? He attempted on Jan 4
Replies
2
Views
463
stuckinthemud
S
B
Source for SN
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1
Views
402
sewycidial
S
Z
Will partial hanging work
Replies
1
Views
352
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
PoisonTeaTime
Venting I am so fucking tired of doctors.
Replies
3
Views
594
Aim
Aim
neutralmilk
My office job makes me want to ctb
Replies
7
Views
419
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
JustABug
Venting My suicide note for when It’s time
Replies
4
Views
836
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
drownll
Partial hanging with a cable?
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0
Views
383
drownll
drownll
imdepressed999
Its a fucking holiday SMH
Replies
6
Views
401
sewycidial
S
S
Venting I am the stupidest smart person in the world!
Replies
15
Views
1K
ScubaCTB
S
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