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Suicide Discussion

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pagedelight
SN Will I fail
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1
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362
Circles
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iusedtobehappy
Talking To "Trusted" Friend Made Me Want To Die Even More
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9
Views
643
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
UmbraDweller
Venting This loneliness...
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3
Views
514
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
L
Help CO levels
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0
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322
Lostone47
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morgueprincess
so much guilt
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1
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293
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
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Help Quantity
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2
Views
329
pagedelight
pagedelight
wisp
Method SN, method and farewell letter?
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2
Views
554
LifeIsCrazyNemb
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Vizzy
Eebd hood source for nitrogen gas method (Inert gas method)
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13
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3K
UKscotty
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sklvlp999
  • Poll
Life
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4
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583
sklvlp999
sklvlp999
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British couple commit double suicide with Nitrogen Gas
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9
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1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
steppingoff
Are you weary?
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9
Views
564
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
Vasy93
Method Chloral hydrate
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2
Views
838
DepressedChemMajor
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stilhavinightmares
Russian roulette, anyone else?
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9
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1K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
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I feel like cbting is the only option left for me. I just dont know how to do it?
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2
Views
323
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SexyIncél
Venting Looks like 2024 will be it
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7
Views
907
Aim
Aim
R
Help Sn source urgent
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0
Views
323
reignerreigns
R
cosmic_traveler
Venting I just can't seem to get it right
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5
Views
599
cosmic_traveler
cosmic_traveler
throneofdispair03
Goodbye (I hope)
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9
Views
804
Aim
Aim
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Venting Why?
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1
Views
806
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Tionally
the only time I'm happy is when I'm drunk
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13
Views
960
Tionally
Tionally
diseasedstreetcat
Planning to CTB
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2
Views
398
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
FutureHanger
Venting does anyone else find stuff like this infuriating?
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6
Views
517
UKscotty
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TAW122
[Article] The state of limbo is the worst state to be in
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14
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1K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
A
Anyone Got SN from RC (Portugal)?
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4
Views
936
Klimpop
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yuiotani
Venting I don't get why people are upset when making jokes about Ronnie's suicide.
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2
Views
598
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
sklvlp999
Help Ideal last talk?
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8
Views
451
sklvlp999
sklvlp999
laylaN
Venting Randomly switching between being 100% ready to CTB and not being suicidal at all
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8
Views
623
laylaN
laylaN
Sunoo
Feeling sick and drained all the time, need help
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1
Views
237
Forever Sleep
F
B
Just Ordered SN
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5
Views
549
Old Friend
Old Friend
666razorblade
Venting Dear god, why am I still here
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2
Views
379
hopeless08
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F
Does clumpy SN mean it's more likely to have a higher purity?
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0
Views
242
fire12362
F
imdepressed999
Goodbye Everyone :) See you on the otherside!!!
Replies
47
Views
3K
hopeless08
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reanimated_cadaver
Venting My suicidal fantasy
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0
Views
369
reanimated_cadaver
reanimated_cadaver
CocoToxBase
Help Help
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23
Views
1K
CocoToxBase
CocoToxBase
DesperateOne
Benzos + alcohol
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8
Views
607
DesperateOne
DesperateOne
FuneralCry
Venting The human body is a prison that just causes suffering
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1
Views
437
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
3ndmym1sery
Venting life isnt always better than death.
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3
Views
441
sklvlp999
sklvlp999
Reuthry
UPDATE: unfortunately I am still alive
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5
Views
721
Reuthry
Reuthry
GermanHanger
Suche Leute in Deutschland
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10
Views
2K
willswissen2002
willswissen2002
Reuthry
Goodbye, I am finally going to CTB :)
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27
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1K
everyone_adores_you
everyone_adores_you
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Venting My suicide Fantasy
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0
Views
284
i0nny
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J
Method CTB with Polamidone+Rivotril
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1
Views
495
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
Clut
Help How do you get found/how long does it take?
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3
Views
520
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
BarnabasCollins
Story I chickened out last time, but this time is it. SN on February 3. Advice?
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10
Views
854
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
Forever gone....
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3
Views
570
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
imdepressed999
Venting I feel like such a failure.
Replies
2
Views
451
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
Lost cherry
Help Benzos and alcohol
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1
Views
489
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
ChildrensITV
Discussion It never fails to amaze me how being dead would solve every single one of my problems. Every SINGLE one.
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4
Views
443
rozeske
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inneedrelief
Just need to buy the materials
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1
Views
286
DepressedChemMajor
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S
  • Locked
unorthodox goodbye post
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10
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1K
rozeske
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