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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Ambivalent1
Have you attempted to look at your life objectively in order to make sure ctb is the right choice?
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20
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728
LunarLight
LunarLight
H
I would like it to end ...
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3
Views
362
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Liquid opium tincture
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0
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259
Angchris@114
A
wildflowers1996
is anyone from the UK going to Peru?
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0
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290
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
P
Venting I have given up but I'm not suicidal enough
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5
Views
459
unabletocope
U
I
SN SD source legit?
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2
Views
600
anstonvias009
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M
Venting Every time I’m around people lately I cry/tear up
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5
Views
485
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
WhenTheyCry
27 years old and still can't drive yet, no aspiration nor motivation for the future
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8
Views
915
Lost Impact
Lost Impact
LOVELYDARKDEEP
Death is just fucking scary - overcoming SI
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9
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1K
Infinitespace_
I
drei003
Venting I lost control of my body and mind
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3
Views
530
offtoseethewizard
offtoseethewizard
IHurtTheOneILove
Venting Nothing left to do
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0
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311
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
greg ! :3
Help My note.
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4
Views
674
greg ! :3
greg ! :3
underthedatetree
Help your AE RX story
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2
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631
TiredOfAllThis
T
Darkover
mortality makes life not worth living.
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6
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601
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
Groot
Discussion Going out like Virginia woolf?
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5
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1K
yearsoflonliness
yearsoflonliness
N
Is sometimes a "slow suicide" the only option to survive (temporarily)?
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2
Views
881
noname223
N
BriocheAlien
Venting Aight time to head out
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7
Views
790
justcallmeJ
justcallmeJ
LadyApple
Method Does anyone know if you can detect N in the body after passing?
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1
Views
470
Guy Smiley
Guy Smiley
Arvinneedstodie
I am going to scout the bridge tonight
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19
Views
1K
iloverachel
I
mochamochi
Venting I dont want to be here anymore
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2
Views
478
YosemiteGrrl
Y
lackadazeE
Venting I cut again
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4
Views
533
Ash
Ash
dragalia_xp
Story Post-Visit Loneliness
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0
Views
411
dragalia_xp
dragalia_xp
autistocracy
Venting Boyfriend is a cheating alcoholic loser
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11
Views
1K
AlexYaBoy
AlexYaBoy
I
Waking up and realizing you didn't die in your sleep is one of the worst feelings ever
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15
Views
831
YosemiteGrrl
Y
justcallmeJ
Help What to wear with SN
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4
Views
596
justcallmeJ
justcallmeJ
Ai-chan
I was so stupid
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1
Views
335
Ethernatuskoi
E
3/4Dead
Venting Maybe my parents are the problem? Feeling uncertain about CTB...
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3
Views
464
RW__Asher23
R
xxRoro
I’m very happy that I found this forum
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8
Views
509
hopeless08
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FuneralCry
Venting It’s terrifying how this existence could potentially continue for many more decades
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4
Views
521
Hystearical
Hystearical
Done_With_It_All
What does "it gets better even mean?"
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15
Views
1K
jbear824
jbear824
Melancholic_Misfit
Venting Why am I such an idiot? (some support would be nice)
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1
Views
598
Melancholic_Misfit
Melancholic_Misfit
FuneralCry
Would you choose to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep tonight?
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18
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1K
Hystearical
Hystearical
C
NaNO2. Sodium nitrite
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7
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1K
hangezoe
hangezoe
underthedatetree
formerlymds buyers
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0
Views
267
underthedatetree
underthedatetree
melancholymallory03
Misanthrope
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4
Views
465
melancholymallory03
melancholymallory03
B
Where are my iatrogenic injured at ? Akathisia, PSSD, dysautonomia...
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12
Views
1K
Hystearical
Hystearical
Minus
Venting Just Yelling A Bit
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0
Views
393
Minus
Minus
A
The idea of heaven and hell make no sense.
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1
Views
460
1MiserableGuy
1MiserableGuy
H
SN Successful and Unsuccessful
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110
Views
36K
YosemiteGrrl
Y
Spectre
Resource Onion Links to buy Nembutal
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0
Views
721
Spectre
Spectre
L
Is sn sodium nitrite ? can I just buy it from normal internet
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15
Views
2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
invisiblesuffering
I hate that I can't experience pleasure after death
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14
Views
555
ihateearth
I
immrw
going out in public is difficult
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2
Views
325
Camper
C
D
Venting It’s really scary dying young
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18
Views
692
teajay1
teajay1
greg ! :3
Venting Scared
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8
Views
514
greg ! :3
greg ! :3
U
Theres nothing worse than fake humility
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2
Views
589
T_Afflige_X
T_Afflige_X
I
Any suggestions for going out and looking for fentanyl? Canada.
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11
Views
893
ihateearth
I
N
Chances of partial hanging causing permanent injury?
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1
Views
618
clown_17
clown_17
SuperioS
which heights are fatal
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5
Views
650
Anonymous2998691
A
wastingpotential
Discussion Permanence
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2
Views
380
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
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