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Suicide Discussion

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N
Since I told one person in my support network honestly how nightmarish I feel is she dodging me now...
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0
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333
noname223
N
silentgoodbye
Venting second attempt may be done off of impulse
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1
Views
329
gggy
gggy
T
What is age for you? A number? Life experiences?
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22
Views
796
tabris_075
T
Abyssal
Discussion Is hope worth living for?
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26
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1K
Abyssal
Abyssal
B
Where to search for ctb methods?
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1
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Mx_Pathetic
Help First attempt at a suicide note
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1
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433
dggtscccvfd
D
RedHates
Why wasnt i a miscarriage?
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13
Views
986
Ligottian
L
B
SN/UK
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2
Views
544
violetskies
violetskies
N
Help Diazepam (valium) pills that just arrived
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13
Views
951
TooConscious
T
painIess
Is 450 mg of Ambien enough?
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3
Views
442
painIess
painIess
FuneralCry
Venting In my case I believe the less time spent trapped in this existence the better
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3
Views
431
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Darkover
Why should I keep living when life doesn't get better and every attempt is meaningless?
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1
Views
362
ChronicLoser
C
MiMif
Experimented today
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11
Views
828
Linda
Linda
LifeTransit_1
Help What should i wear when doing CTB?
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13
Views
1K
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
Unattainable666
Venting DYING
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5
Views
426
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
R
Venting Would have been 1 year
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3
Views
565
Raichu
R
4
Help I need help choosing my method
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6
Views
810
CouldaHvBeenARock
CouldaHvBeenARock
K
Method how much to OD
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4
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1K
jonny144
J
luisamanequim
Venting I'm alive
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4
Views
625
luisamanequim
luisamanequim
Hardcore_Henry
Story Part of me knows I'm going to do it soon, and It's a promise i made to myself.
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0
Views
373
Hardcore_Henry
Hardcore_Henry
Golden
Medical assistance in dying (in Switzerland)
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3
Views
451
Golden
Golden
bunny_brownie9
I went but couldn’t do it, I’m a stupid failure
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11
Views
1K
Katdogg
Katdogg
Oathkeeper
Sharing my Suicide Note
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13
Views
2K
Umacon
U
RavenSorrow
Venting How do i stop seeing myself CTB whereever i look
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1
Views
454
MiMif
MiMif
D
SN rectal admin
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8
Views
1K
deadinsidex2
D
apeaceofmind
Venting feeling lost
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5
Views
437
Katdogg
Katdogg
honkpilleddoomer
Life as a menial labourer in third world
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9
Views
2K
deadinsidex2
D
MiMif
Question about jumping method
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5
Views
556
MiMif
MiMif
4
Discussion Wanting death but being terrible at dying
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5
Views
646
lachrymost
lachrymost
P
In terrible pain.
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4
Views
441
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
underthedatetree
Hypothetical if you found a melanoma
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4
Views
316
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Effective Over The Counter ways to CTB?
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5
Views
770
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Unattainable666
Story NO HOME - NO ONE
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19
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
hosesu
Help I don’t have access to a rope is belt a good idea?
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7
Views
1K
hosesu
hosesu
IwishIwasntme383
I am just tired of everything
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2
Views
318
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Help Is it possible to buy N in Switzerland?
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4
Views
783
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
markus
Most peaceful and quickest?
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7
Views
619
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
imightbestupid
  • Question
Help Help with OD
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2
Views
355
rozeske
R
T
How do you see death? Do you wish to die? Why?
Replies
17
Views
617
Scythe
S
Trakehner
Venting I wish I never told anyone about my depression
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1
Views
322
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
imonadeadline
Help Got a certificate of results from my SN source, is this good?
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5
Views
468
imonadeadline
imonadeadline
4
Method I have decided my method for ctb
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3
Views
584
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
user933957
Venting feeling horrible
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2
Views
295
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
  • Question
Guide to kill myself Fentanyl opiods
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2
Views
374
rozeske
R
C
Method Using SN, is quetiapin really an anti-emetic?
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10
Views
1K
DepressedChemMajor
D
TimetoGo!
I hate Sasu’s reputation in the media 😡
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16
Views
932
Aim
Aim
S
Guilt for progression
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2
Views
347
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
UserHussein
Method I plan to kill myself this weekend but I’m worried about the pain.
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6
Views
1K
Thanksforeverything
Thanksforeverything
R
Venting Let's all try to remember there are real people behind usernames
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4
Views
597
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
violetskies
guilt about relationship
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3
Views
487
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
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