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Suicide Discussion

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onbekend
Story Almost dying makes me more suicidal.
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0
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337
onbekend
onbekend
sserafim
Selenium poisoning
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4
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813
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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Why?
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6
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634
Linda
Linda
K
Struggling With Not Being Able To Say Goodbye To Someone
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2
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456
latrdays
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CTB Dream
Venting Void
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2
Views
460
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
farine_de_ble
Night night method help
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5
Views
650
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
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Sunoo
Best anxiety medication?
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13
Views
841
UKscotty
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EyeBeyond
How would you spend your last day if you knew you had only one more day to live?
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46
Views
2K
chronicdissosiation
chronicdissosiation
Akiratendo
Help Where to buy SN in India?
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0
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373
Akiratendo
Akiratendo
prettyhatemachine
my last year, probably
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0
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379
prettyhatemachine
prettyhatemachine
GroundControl
Venting Cancer Fucking Sucks
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9
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650
needawayout
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inaminute
Last minute formatting your device.
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2
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519
inaminute
inaminute
strangelife
The right to ctb to stop the torment with physical illness
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9
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704
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
sserafim
Life is driving me insane
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18
Views
811
Silent Raindrops
Silent Raindrops
SantasHelper
Venting I hate being alive
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4
Views
910
cherry7
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metri
Discussion What do you guys think about leaving suicide notes?
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7
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591
princeeugeneofsavoy
princeeugeneofsavoy
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I think today will be the day
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7
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480
unfor
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F
Do you feel your reason for wanting to ctb is 'enough'?
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48
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2K
onbekend
onbekend
deedeme
Discussion What sort of change would you like to see in the world?
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36
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1K
Raindancer
Raindancer
Meditation guide
Has anyone made a CO generator or gulps machine?
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7
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2K
cappuccinogirl
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The Imagined Horrors of the Possible
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6
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779
Argo
A
FuneralCry
Venting It’s so cruel and just unacceptable how people have to struggle so much to die on their own terms
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4
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697
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
K
Help If you had roughly 15k USD saved up, how would you approach your life next based on my situation below?
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13
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1K
Whale_bones
Whale_bones
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting Suicide prevention is extreme cruelty
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41
Views
3K
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
TAW122
Venting If only pro-lifers accepted reasonable “concessions or compromises” then we’d progress as a society!
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7
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
Ambivalent1
Do you view ctb as taboo and unnatural? How does one stop thinking that way?
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20
Views
606
Rogue Proxy
Rogue Proxy
Defenestration
Very tired of living
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7
Views
572
Defenestration
Defenestration
ijustwishtodie
Discussion Would you still want to ctb even if death wasn't inevitable?
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20
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
drownll
I will ctb if i don't get accepted to the Marine
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4
Views
515
Linda
Linda
february in alaska
Method Should be gone before april
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2
Views
994
Deleted member 65988
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asleep00
Sn and stomach problems?
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3
Views
528
asleep00
asleep00
M
whats the process of taking domperidone for sn/overdosing?
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1
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324
OrphicEnd
OrphicEnd
リンさん
Venting Feeling like a bad person for prioritizing myself
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4
Views
382
logi3535
logi3535
AngelTears
Discussion Goodbye (Leaving)
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21
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1K
logi3535
logi3535
DT2007
Urge
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3
Views
286
logi3535
logi3535
Ambivalent1
What things are on your bucket list?
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15
Views
660
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Doemu
Venting Break yourself (talking to myself)
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7
Views
839
4everDone
4everDone
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Terrified of aging and it's consequences
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12
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1K
Deleted member 65988
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terra.nuvo
Help Decided on a method
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1
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538
GroundControl
GroundControl
2
Help SWB and hypothermia questions
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7
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485
Linda
Linda
R
No problem with SI, but the guilt is eating me inside and keeping me alive.
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1
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315
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
terra.nuvo
No saving grace
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0
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238
terra.nuvo
terra.nuvo
Ambivalent1
Anyone else not care about the effect it will have on family, etc?
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40
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1K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Leavesfromthevine
There is never a right or wrong time to ctb
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3
Views
423
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
migimortis
Discussion Would anyone care if you died? Even if you died by suicide?
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30
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2K
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
Ambivalent1
How do you confront the emotional aspect of ctb?
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27
Views
1K
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
cornicecream
  • Question
input on PMDD?
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4
Views
417
cornicecream
cornicecream
Ambivalent1
Have you ever witnessed a suicide or seen the aftermath?
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3
Views
286
onbekend
onbekend
inaminute
Just found out a friend CTB'd
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6
Views
585
Don’tfallin
Don’tfallin
A
Help Travel to India for SN?
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5
Views
642
Akiratendo
Akiratendo
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