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Suicide Discussion

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I reas somewhere that SN can convert/ degrade into Nitrate over time.
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13
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811
Esokabat
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Getting 'N' in Colombia
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7
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903
Praestat_Mori
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notevenhere
CTB is more difficult than I thought.
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3
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681
Unknown21
Unknown21
hangezoe
SN is on the way
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30
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2K
dreamfloat
dreamfloat
oofuf
Venting Giving up
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3
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434
Multitude6369
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FuneralCry
Venting To me stopping people from suicide is extreme cruelty
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1
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446
thealteredmind
thealteredmind
DyingToDie123
I'm so fucking sick of failing. What next?
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2
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550
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SuicidalTiger
In Death, the Third Eye.
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13
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561
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
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Venting Really fucking frustrating how annoying it is to die.
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8
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455
pinkhellokitty
pinkhellokitty
Alessa
Source for "E" from columbia? Anyone?
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2
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548
Esokabat
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ibuprofen_ninja
Those of you who have attempted hanging and failed
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27
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1K
ibuprofen_ninja
ibuprofen_ninja
gorexzxz
Method Cable Ties
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5
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1K
Old
Old
ir0noxygen
I cant get rid of suicidal thoughts
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1
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351
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
L
  • Question
Has anyone else lost their will to live due to an illness?
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10
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736
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
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xanax with pentobarbital
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9
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661
Esokabat
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Self-immolation guy in New York
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10
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1K
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting Sorry to have to say this but the suicide discussion has massively declined in quality
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69
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5K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
J
Venting Anyone willing to talk with me
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4
Views
385
bipbapbop
B
lucifer_yoo
Venting Planning to ctb become my mind has become too numb
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6
Views
750
lucifer_yoo
lucifer_yoo
N
My mom might throw me out of my apartment - I consider to kill myself tonight
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3
Views
868
Deleted member 65988
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Daxter_87
Help AEs Sources That Ship to Spain and Don’t Require a Prescription?
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4
Views
720
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
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Family informing university of my death? Need family to not find out through this that I've changed courses
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6
Views
606
Yoyo_honeybee
Y
dinosavr
Venting how am i supposed to heal when i enjoy suffering???!
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5
Views
572
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Iris Blue
SN help
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0
Views
334
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
I
Venting There is just no easy way huh?
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4
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2K
imdoneforreal
I
M
Beachy Head tomorrow
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40
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3K
melancholymallory03
melancholymallory03
asphyxiangel
Venting i can’t get over the fear
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18
Views
1K
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Caribbean Sky
  • Question
Ready to CTB, sickness in the way. Ideas?
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13
Views
699
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
kilowatt
Sources spreading awareness
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5
Views
681
sauan
sauan
Water-Lily
I can’t vent like Normal People
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2
Views
422
golta
golta
melancholymallory03
Everyone says let go but I can’t
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1
Views
423
golta
golta
evaonline
Probably going to CTB soon
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2
Views
449
evaonline
evaonline
tpboy
Everything is Coming to a Grinding Halt.
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5
Views
634
evaonline
evaonline
JKFleck
Story I love the Gigachad meme/song, but not in the typical "grindset"/"productive" way....
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1
Views
403
teajay1
teajay1
goodoldnoname923
Any alternatives for CO
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1
Views
476
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
D
How to not kill others in carbon monoxide poisoning?
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20
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2K
DominionMinion
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halleyscomet
Venting might ctb on my birthday
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9
Views
817
chaosdrifter
chaosdrifter
ScornedStoic
Help Should i recontact my brothers before i do it?
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6
Views
789
ScornedStoic
ScornedStoic
karmaisabitch
Resources
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7
Views
489
bambibambam
bambibambam
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Trying to find a way to take back control
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5
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477
imdoneforreal
I
melancholymallory03
The only way I can see myself dying is ctb
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2
Views
318
melancholymallory03
melancholymallory03
FadingDawn
Anyone else literally planned getting a job, living the typical wagie job, expressly so they can go to Peru or Mexico for N?
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2
Views
314
Otaku
Otaku
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Ordering SN in Spain. Should I try to hide my identity?
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9
Views
685
4am
4am
SomewhatLoved
Feedback on my suspension/drop hanging method?
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7
Views
3K
AlexYaBoy
AlexYaBoy
Save_Me_Mind
Anyone from Japan? （日本人ですか）
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1
Views
591
Hystearical
Hystearical
SuicidalTiger
Antinatalism
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20
Views
856
JKFleck
JKFleck
UncleFester
Help Will this CTB method with pills work?
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8
Views
955
Praestat_Mori
P
SmallKoy
Venting Vent
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0
Views
375
SmallKoy
SmallKoy
S
I’m back and I’m ready
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4
Views
515
sufferingsensless
S
SomewhatLoved
Will you leave a note?
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19
Views
852
JamieD
J
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