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Suicide Discussion

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salvialp
Method probably going to CTB soon
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6
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onmy12threason
onmy12threason
SmallKoy
Venting Horrible day
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0
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375
SmallKoy
SmallKoy
Saul555
Currently in Lima Peru, where can I buy N?
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10
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2K
cjruhand
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onmy12threason
Help I struggle to choose a particular CTB method- none seem ideal
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16
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1K
onmy12threason
onmy12threason
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UK Government Petition: "Legalise assisted dying for terminally ill, mentally competent adults"
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17
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971
dggtscccvfd
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AmericanMary
Jumping/hello
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10
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1K
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
Clowndollie
Venting There’s something wrong with me
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5
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728
SuicidalTiger
SuicidalTiger
bpd_boy
Venting embarrassed of my body after death
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10
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1K
Jorms_McGander
J
S
Commiting suicide by hanging
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5
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777
Worndown
Worndown
darkrage2
Venting I am the reason for my own destruction.
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4
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530
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
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goodbye everyone
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22
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1K
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
FuneralCry
Venting only death is beautiful
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3
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528
veinofether
veinofether
Bunni'sLullaby
Venting Nothing seems to ever help.
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2
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429
mad_mongo
mad_mongo
FuneralCry
Venting I cannot stand those who act like there is something wrong with people for wanting to die.
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6
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768
whywere
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homesoon.
Help Building an SN Kit
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8
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
gggy
Venting my hardest therapy session
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5
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436
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
Darkover
Living in hell
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3
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437
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
M
Anyone in London?
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14
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854
etherealspring
etherealspring
AlexYaBoy
Resource Insightful Video
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19
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2K
Justnotme
Justnotme
LunaRose
Tired again
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5
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408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Springtime
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19
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614
Deleted member 31858
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How much i paid for SN Kit
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1
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565
onlyconsciousness
O
N
Venting My Particular Flavor of Misery
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1
Views
468
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Money questions and divorce
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3
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368
Praestat_Mori
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divinemistress87
Energy to ctb
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13
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840
Endisclose
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C
Venting "The older boy did it and ran away"
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0
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321
ConfusedClouds
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PAfb_640
Venting My only purpose right now is to save money to die in Switzerland
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8
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605
Meteora
M
RejectedKarma
Discussion Pre CTB Preparations
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18
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1K
Esokabat
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depthss
Venting Started fighting with my mom again
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0
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352
depthss
depthss
struggles_inc
Venting Slowly getting violent
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3
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726
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
M
It has to be today
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7
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1K
DavidInternet
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Anneko1014
Venting Loss of the One and Only
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0
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361
Anneko1014
Anneko1014
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SN-Standing vs Laying in bed
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0
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368
Evolution9
E
FadingDawn
Feeling weird, can't decide to rope or not.
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1
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410
Jiyuurakka
Jiyuurakka
DouceLune
Influx of Chinese vendors claiming to sell N
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26
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2K
Wei yu
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J
Venting Taking a break
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3
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452
rozeske
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S
Story I just want to talk
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4
Views
559
HopingOnaMiracle
HopingOnaMiracle
goodoldnoname923
I can’t do it anymore
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0
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436
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
ctb_warrior
Discussion Looking to network with ctb warriors in India
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25
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1K
lucifer_yoo
lucifer_yoo
halleyscomet
Discussion Do you think suicide is a solution?
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41
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2K
worthIess
worthIess
K
CO method
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0
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370
kvsvenky100
K
kyuuketsuki
Venting constantly living in fear and anxiety
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7
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1K
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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justcallmeJ
Story Goodbye thread, SN method
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93
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9K
LunaRose
LunaRose
Oliver
Getting a gun (hypothetically)
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3
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721
allthatimsaying
A
Ww42
What symptoms of your mental illness bother you the most and contribute the modt to your decision to ctb?
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2
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428
akwa
A
real human being
Anyone else suicidal because of lack of energy?
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21
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899
henry22
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A
Doctors have it wrong. The goal should be to minimise suffering.
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22
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1K
TransientEternal
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Z-A
I still love you
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0
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304
Z-A
Z-A
PurPurAstie
  • Solved
40 ton press
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9
Views
765
ham and potatoes
ham and potatoes
DandiFynalicious
Venting Panic attacks make me want to die
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9
Views
653
Z-A
Z-A
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