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Suicide Discussion

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rattymiss
Venting why is it so embarassing
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6
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927
rattymiss
rattymiss
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Told my mum about my plans
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23
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2K
Abyssal
Abyssal
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what do you write in a note
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8
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795
Traveller12724
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ferrie
Venting Waking up with wounds
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15
Views
960
ferrie
ferrie
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Question about GULPS Generator.
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21
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1K
Artemisia
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The question I asked earlier has been deleted. I'm asking about nicotine and caffeine methods.
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3
Views
431
sugarh1gh
sugarh1gh
TheLastGreySky
NSFW My Crazy downward spiral
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2
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740
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
AboutTom
I woke up to goodbye message from my friend. He was my only reason i stayed alive.
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10
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766
AbusedInnocent
AbusedInnocent
ctbcat
Venting lost, frustrated, tired
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1
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366
golta
golta
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Help Desperately need help with full suspension
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1
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2K
Forveleth
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D
Posts by people who set a date and went through with it?
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6
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515
dopaminedeath
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deathnoted
Help Partial.
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10
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1K
PetrichorBirth
PetrichorBirth
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Venting My dad said: "Do it"
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12
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1K
SelfKill
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tomthemouse1
Discussion Help me with finding more methods
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9
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869
tomthemouse1
tomthemouse1
february in alaska
Discussion Are you suicidal for internal or external reasons? (or both/neither/other)
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38
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2K
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
BlazingBob
My dad regarding my ctb: "Stop talking about it and just get it over with!"
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5
Views
858
lizzywizzy09
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SchizoPolyGymnast
Fentanyl dreams
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4
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584
rotciv
rotciv
KillingPain267
Method OD with 1,4-butanediol?
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2
Views
442
heavenplzhelp77
H
goodoldnoname923
Moral dilemma
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11
Views
785
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
eternaldeath
Discussion what do you guys believe in??
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23
Views
780
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
BrugmansiaFreak
Help Survival Instincts on Partial Hanging
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12
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2K
BrugmansiaFreak
BrugmansiaFreak
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What are you guys reasons for ending it all
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25
Views
950
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
Bunni'sLullaby
Using a Firearm w/o Access to SN or N?
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1
Views
684
suffering_mo
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K
Venting I can't take it anymore
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3
Views
605
VoidedExistence
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T
Method Where do i buy charcoal
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16
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
_Minsk
What will you miss the least when you ctb
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31
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1K
fleetingnight
fleetingnight
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Sodium azide (NaN3)
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1
Views
583
ferrie
ferrie
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I don't want to live a long life
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5
Views
380
QueerMelancholy
QueerMelancholy
darkenmydoorstep
Venting - speaking my dream out loud
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3
Views
494
rozeske
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golta
Venting Why I was born this way?
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3
Views
434
golta
golta
dental
Help is there any way to make people understand before ctb?
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2
Views
506
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MikUma
Venting I know it's my fault but I can't help but be frustrated, still.
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1
Views
347
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Spaceman Spiff
Story A record for those after
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0
Views
407
Spaceman Spiff
Spaceman Spiff
howlercoaster
Method Is alcoholical coma + antiemetics dangerous as a CTB method?
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12
Views
839
mellie5
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Confront4283
I’m not gonna live my life in an office, I’d rather ctb and leave
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8
Views
551
mellie5
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denjiwillsaveme
Venting Sick of everything
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1
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
UmbraDweller
People make it about themselves
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7
Views
700
HallwayHugger
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Can anyone recommend any anti-emetics that won't cause a seizure?
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0
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259
Theman
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sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
just got sn
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10
Views
796
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
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An easy public target
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1
Views
360
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
losersclub
Am I selfish for wanting to die?
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13
Views
628
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Jumpers: How do you feel about jumping with a bear stuffed animal?
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16
Views
837
Forever Sleep
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KillingPain267
Venting Am I right in caring less and less about the feeling of my brother and mother?
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6
Views
744
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Got everything ready to CTB!
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77
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7K
Esokabat
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Beyond_Repair
Does anyone else read the suicidebereavement subreddit?
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11
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1K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
sylvaticus
Venting The moment draws near
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4
Views
602
Sisif
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O
Hanging setup - feedback appreciated
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1
Views
2K
onlyconsciousness
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MyNameIsRavi
Best practices for storing/preserving SN?
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3
Views
691
Forveleth
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davidtorez
Antinatalism thoughts
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25
Views
1K
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
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Is there any available SN source for South Korea?
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12
Views
630
wieu73
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