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Suicide Discussion

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wistfulness
Advice for Teen Caretaker? (AITA)
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4
Views
506
wistfulness
wistfulness
marabellasol
If you get periods, do you find that your thoughts get worse leading up to it?
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15
Views
580
katara
katara
U
Venting I admire people who still know right from wrong and have perfect moral compasses even when they've been abused and bee through terrible situations
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2
Views
347
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
opheliaoveragain
Maybe a shot in the dark, but nitazene??
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1
Views
410
YosemiteGrrl
Y
satanpixidreamgirl
Venting Agoraphobia is hell.
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3
Views
668
satanpixidreamgirl
satanpixidreamgirl
Chex
Think I’m gonna do it
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0
Views
618
Chex
Chex
SentimentalTrip
Any current SN sources that ship to the US?
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0
Views
389
SentimentalTrip
SentimentalTrip
N
Struggling with regulating emotions
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0
Views
415
nowilltolivee
N
J
Story Going in circles
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0
Views
385
jajajaja
J
depthss
I shouldn’t have friends
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3
Views
514
F@#$
F
V
Venting Im a sack of dog shit
Replies
8
Views
551
burner4242
burner4242
emptyenvelopes
Venting Death is always right out of my reach
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0
Views
378
emptyenvelopes
emptyenvelopes
T
Feeling like you are playing with house money
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1
Views
439
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
jajajamielee
  • Poll
Possible goodbye thread
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9
Views
1K
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
prototypian
There is a reason you can’t escape your past…
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1
Views
569
Infinite Solipsist
Infinite Solipsist
T
Goodbye
Replies
14
Views
1K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
bearbrikk
Ways to cope
Replies
10
Views
570
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
Whitegirlwasted
Venting Being on this website after my girlfriend was on it before killing herself.
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8
Views
1K
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
platypusfan
“You can’t fly Jets if you’re colorblind”
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2
Views
572
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
hajnalka
Help hanging & CO
Replies
1
Views
478
Minsu
M
itsalittlecold
Discussion Chlorobutanol, does it have potential?
Replies
0
Views
373
itsalittlecold
itsalittlecold
K-β
Venting it never feels like anything i go through can justify how sad i am
Replies
0
Views
291
K-β
K-β
Menschenmühle
Help I'm starting to hate my girlfriend
Replies
6
Views
874
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
fleetingnight
Venting All I want to do is one great thing before I die. One thing. One single fucking thing. Why is it so hard?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Artemisia
A
Beyond_Repair
How do IV drug users do it?
Replies
3
Views
673
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
C
Venting my dog
Replies
15
Views
896
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
AbusedInnocent
I'm so done
Replies
3
Views
692
dolemitedrums
D
U
Discussion What's the last thing they will remember?
Replies
7
Views
507
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
R
Which mix of benzos/opioids is actually lethal??
Replies
3
Views
667
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
GentleJerk
Resource The N Files 2.0
Replies
539
Views
94K
wljourney
wljourney
stupidmonkey
finding N
Replies
8
Views
1K
wljourney
wljourney
A
N from D!
Replies
13
Views
1K
wljourney
wljourney
ADBoy777
Help Fair price for Benzos
Replies
1
Views
388
2Toes
2
G
Overdose
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0
Views
345
groundeddiscipline
G
I
Can Nembutal be ordered online?
Replies
62
Views
6K
wljourney
wljourney
M
Method Quick Question about testing SN with Liquid Tests
Replies
6
Views
964
MusicToLogIn
M
touyathecat
Venting Why i need to die
Replies
1
Views
580
Daryl72
D
C
SN protocol + compressed air duster can to pass out quickly
Replies
1
Views
431
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
D
How to overcome ones fear of what, if anything; comes after we end it all.
Replies
21
Views
1K
Daryl72
D
SNastablesalt
Is it safe to share my real name with SN sources?
Replies
4
Views
619
OrphicEnd
OrphicEnd
catbunny
What else can i use other than SN?
Replies
2
Views
560
Praestat_Mori
P
U
Story The day has come?
Replies
3
Views
676
Midwest_Indigo
Midwest_Indigo
HumanBBQ
Discussion Wondering about death as an endless dreaming state
Replies
18
Views
932
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
M
Discussion Taken delivery of SN but its hard?
Replies
3
Views
484
Acritarch
Acritarch
hajnalka
Venting why was i never able to do anything?
Replies
5
Views
590
devils~advocate
D
KillingPain267
Story I chuckle inside when thinking about how neither my therapist nor family know about my plan to ctb...
Replies
6
Views
539
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
B
First CTB ‘test run’
Replies
1
Views
516
dolemitedrums
D
cujoh
Method Share SN sources available in the UK?
Replies
1
Views
435
Ghandi
Ghandi
derpyderpins
Discussion Mental SH
Replies
11
Views
656
melonrazor
melonrazor
A
Story 🥲
Replies
1
Views
630
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
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