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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion my only joy... and its gonna take me out
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dolemitedrums
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DEATH IS FREEDOM
Are you afraid of death, the process of dying, failed suicide attempt or everything to do with death?
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90
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5K
nymb
nymb
etherealdemise
Can someone respond im just so lonely
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5
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691
snowbird
snowbird
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Method Trying to ctb by cutting with blood-injury phobia/hemophobia
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1
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577
dolemitedrums
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Alone
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7
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592
tiffany
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Anyone deal with loss of appetite during severe periods depression.
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18
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822
Daryl72
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_Minsk
Anyone else feels like life is a bottomless pit?
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10
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509
Username1359751
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MisterOGBongWater
constantly switching between feeling too empty to go on, and praying to god something fills the void before i make a choice i cant take back
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0
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343
MisterOGBongWater
MisterOGBongWater
EternalSummer
I worry about my mother
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9
Views
755
Xian_ca
Xian_ca
Stupid_Anon_Offline
is it worth it?
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2
Views
292
ForWhatPurpose
ForWhatPurpose
etherealdemise
Buying SN from clearnet popular online sellers?
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0
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370
etherealdemise
etherealdemise
enduringwinter
Venting I don't want to to die
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8
Views
597
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
opheliaoveragain
Slowly losing my mind…
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4
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500
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
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Married Dutch couple, 70 & 71, who spent their lives together after meeting in pre-school are killed in double-euthanasia
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4
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819
BardBarrie
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C
I just overdosed on Ferrol, not sure what's gonna happen
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7
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942
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
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Venting Wanted to die because of a love I couldn't have
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7
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1K
eatantz
eatantz
Lirisu
Venting Had no reason to exist to begin with
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1
Views
529
Hystearical
Hystearical
Contraband
Fentanyl; A More Realistic Take
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52
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7K
acey
acey
prototypian
The bureaucratica
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5
Views
466
prototypian
prototypian
Defenestration
Dreaming: To die in hospital without suffering,palliative care
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3
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443
Defenestration
Defenestration
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what can make life valuable?
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9
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586
Deleted member 10090
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She left and I fell apart
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7
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1K
ThatStateOfMind
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dietcokecan
Will ordering SN from sources available on the clearnet end in a welfare check? (USA)
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3
Views
467
Agon321
Agon321
Babaa
Decided to go through with it
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1
Views
533
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
Euthanza
Updates on Euthanasia and Assisted Suicide 2024
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6
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1K
Tommen Baratheon
Tommen Baratheon
ghostdog
Opioid+Alcohol
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2
Views
417
ghostdog
ghostdog
Stupid_Anon_Offline
Venting Havent posted since my goodbye that got canceled, but im hear to rant again.
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0
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434
Stupid_Anon_Offline
Stupid_Anon_Offline
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What is the sweet syrupy liquid that they use in Belgium?
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4
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636
Tommen Baratheon
Tommen Baratheon
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Bending of the carotid arteries
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0
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416
Justnotme2
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Sunttu1997
Something inside
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2
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345
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
eeeeeedeeeeeden
How do you leave behind your pet?
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14
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1K
eeeeeedeeeeeden
eeeeeedeeeeeden
Hellish Ore
Help Would someone want to be on a call with me while I take SN?
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3
Views
519
nymb
nymb
Placo
Best suicide by cop ever
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2
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512
Placo
Placo
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Venting Lovesick to death
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0
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401
Jul24
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Hellish Ore
Help Is it easy to die of alcohol poisoning?
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12
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1K
Cakeisalie
Cakeisalie
Beavisandbutthead
Antidepressants
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7
Views
555
ghostdog
ghostdog
norkz
Discussion Let’s chat about ctb outside here?
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3
Views
462
norkz
norkz
Darkover
What is your own personal hell?
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20
Views
809
Darkover
Darkover
Begotten
Venting Got emotional, SN tomorrow.
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35
Views
3K
EternalSummer
EternalSummer
almaPerdida
Venting I am so tired of having hope
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16
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1K
bpdandalone
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worthlessChimefan
Help What should i do from here?
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9
Views
697
RemainingDubious
RemainingDubious
KillingPain267
Method Since I never learned to swim, could I drown myself in a small lake?
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1
Views
567
waterworks
waterworks
greyblue_bian
Discussion *VENT* Between my grave and a hard place. Just here to talk.
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6
Views
761
greyblue_bian
greyblue_bian
happynot
Method Got my SN delivery
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9
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1K
happynot
happynot
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I hope today will be the day
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4
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704
Fuko1
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Discussion History of hanging executions seems to be full of failures and pain. Does this info change your Full Suspension plans?
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5
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608
Worndown
Worndown
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Venting They are trying to regulate SN in my country, seriously why are people so clueless ?
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2
Views
422
trappedinthislife
trappedinthislife
S
  • Question
Help Going for ctb tonight
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3
Views
496
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
waterworks
Help How can I get my hands on benzos? (USA)
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7
Views
893
waterworks
waterworks
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Method Please i want to stop this suffering
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1
Views
539
RemainingDubious
RemainingDubious
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