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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
G
Venting Really fucking frustrating how annoying it is to die.
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8
Views
425
pinkhellokitty
pinkhellokitty
Alessa
Source for "E" from columbia? Anyone?
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2
Views
500
Esokabat
E
ibuprofen_ninja
Those of you who have attempted hanging and failed
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27
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1K
ibuprofen_ninja
ibuprofen_ninja
gorexzxz
Method Cable Ties
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5
Views
977
Old
Old
ir0noxygen
I cant get rid of suicidal thoughts
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1
Views
323
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
L
  • Question
Has anyone else lost their will to live due to an illness?
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10
Views
694
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
P
xanax with pentobarbital
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9
Views
624
Esokabat
E
U
Self-immolation guy in New York
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10
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1K
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting Sorry to have to say this but the suicide discussion has massively declined in quality
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69
Views
5K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
J
Venting Anyone willing to talk with me
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4
Views
343
bipbapbop
B
lucifer_yoo
Venting Planning to ctb become my mind has become too numb
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6
Views
700
lucifer_yoo
lucifer_yoo
N
My mom might throw me out of my apartment - I consider to kill myself tonight
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3
Views
818
Deleted member 65988
D
Daxter_87
Help AEs Sources That Ship to Spain and Don’t Require a Prescription?
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4
Views
683
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Y
Family informing university of my death? Need family to not find out through this that I've changed courses
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6
Views
544
Yoyo_honeybee
Y
downfall13
Is this rope good enough?
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4
Views
832
downfall13
downfall13
dinosavr
Venting how am i supposed to heal when i enjoy suffering???!
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5
Views
515
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Iris Blue
SN help
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0
Views
298
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
I
Venting There is just no easy way huh?
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4
Views
2K
imdoneforreal
I
M
Beachy Head tomorrow
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40
Views
3K
melancholymallory03
melancholymallory03
asphyxiangel
Venting i can’t get over the fear
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18
Views
1K
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Caribbean Sky
  • Question
Ready to CTB, sickness in the way. Ideas?
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13
Views
641
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
kilowatt
Sources spreading awareness
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5
Views
631
sauan
sauan
Water-Lily
I can’t vent like Normal People
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2
Views
393
golta
golta
melancholymallory03
Everyone says let go but I can’t
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1
Views
394
golta
golta
evaonline
Probably going to CTB soon
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2
Views
413
evaonline
evaonline
tpboy
Everything is Coming to a Grinding Halt.
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5
Views
597
evaonline
evaonline
JKFleck
Story I love the Gigachad meme/song, but not in the typical "grindset"/"productive" way....
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1
Views
374
teajay1
teajay1
goodoldnoname923
Any alternatives for CO
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1
Views
436
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
D
How to not kill others in carbon monoxide poisoning?
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20
Views
2K
DominionMinion
D
halleyscomet
Venting might ctb on my birthday
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9
Views
777
chaosdrifter
chaosdrifter
ScornedStoic
Help Should i recontact my brothers before i do it?
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6
Views
720
ScornedStoic
ScornedStoic
karmaisabitch
Resources
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7
Views
452
bambibambam
bambibambam
I
Trying to find a way to take back control
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5
Views
420
imdoneforreal
I
melancholymallory03
The only way I can see myself dying is ctb
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2
Views
290
melancholymallory03
melancholymallory03
FadingDawn
Anyone else literally planned getting a job, living the typical wagie job, expressly so they can go to Peru or Mexico for N?
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2
Views
267
Otaku
Otaku
L
Ordering SN in Spain. Should I try to hide my identity?
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9
Views
651
4am
4am
SomewhatLoved
Feedback on my suspension/drop hanging method?
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7
Views
3K
AlexYaBoy
AlexYaBoy
Save_Me_Mind
Anyone from Japan? （日本人ですか）
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1
Views
523
Hystearical
Hystearical
SuicidalTiger
Antinatalism
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20
Views
808
JKFleck
JKFleck
UncleFester
Help Will this CTB method with pills work?
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8
Views
901
Praestat_Mori
P
SmallKoy
Venting Vent
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0
Views
338
SmallKoy
SmallKoy
S
I’m back and I’m ready
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4
Views
470
sufferingsensless
S
SomewhatLoved
Will you leave a note?
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19
Views
810
JamieD
J
B
helium method advice?
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3
Views
419
Kapsyl
Kapsyl
lovedread
Discussion Nobody will care if i kill myself, lol. Can anyone relate, or help me work through this feeling
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22
Views
2K
Meteora
M
roku6
Help antiemetic source in EU
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4
Views
547
Tommysway
Tommysway
goodoldnoname923
I strongly believe i have BPD but can’t get a diagnosis
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13
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1K
2messdup
2messdup
C
Help Simple question about Nitrogen volume.
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3
Views
544
outrider567
O
Ambivalent1
Favorite US Bridges for jumping?
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8
Views
630
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
I
SN from MDS/DMC better than other sources?
Replies
3
Views
585
IndigoVibe
I
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