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Suicide Discussion

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karmaisabitch
Hanging
Replies
2
Views
466
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
E
Putting N into storage locker in Peru?
Replies
36
Views
3K
mybodyisaprisoncell
M
FuneralCry
Venting I will never be able to understand what’s supposedly so beneficial and valuable about existing to justify stopping people from ctb
Replies
3
Views
468
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
FuneralCry
Venting Nothing beautiful about existence
Replies
8
Views
631
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
Seele
Venting SH is my relief and I'm addicted,how to deal with it?
Replies
1
Views
393
painoflife
painoflife
Water-Lily
Is it best to distance yourself out of respect for those who care about you?
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0
Views
275
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
little_tree
Help is it possible to drown in a bathtub or is the likelihood of dying low?
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3
Views
608
LittleJem
L
greyblue_bian
Venting A lot of nothing I still have to say.
Replies
2
Views
442
greyblue_bian
greyblue_bian
lovedread
Advice/Help: do i reach out if blocked
Replies
26
Views
1K
lovedread
lovedread
N
Venting Work is a joke
Replies
13
Views
786
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
N
I am a lonely self-loathing and pathetic island full of self-hatred
Replies
5
Views
675
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
real human being
i feel so awful
Replies
4
Views
630
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
struggles_inc
Venting Current life situation
Replies
0
Views
305
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
infinitend
Help Peço ajuda / conselhos, com essa dúvida
Replies
2
Views
379
final_countdown12
F
obei
Venting How to deal with a fact I might not get into uni
Replies
5
Views
407
Salvation_
Salvation_
infinitend
Method Ao invés de ingerir via Orall
Replies
1
Views
273
final_countdown12
F
6
Method Injecting Clonazepam, Xanax and an opiate rectally?
Replies
5
Views
637
Esokabat
E
T
Does anyone else feel like life is inherently not worth living?
Replies
22
Views
907
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
M
I feel certain that I’m going to ctb soon
Replies
2
Views
436
metasticmind
M
6
Method Taking 3mg liquid fent rectally
Replies
0
Views
351
6o66yx
6
Usako0504
Venting I lost all of my friends, they all hate me and I fucked up.
Replies
2
Views
543
LaughingGoat
L
6
Discussion Did you experience the afterlife after an unsuccessful attempt?
Replies
12
Views
820
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
U
  • Question
Reducing the pain of partial/full suspension hanging with medication?
Replies
10
Views
963
LaughingGoat
L
B
Anyone in MTL looking to CTB?
Replies
0
Views
233
bpdpos1
B
N
Discussion How much time do you think does it take on average between ordering SN and taking it?
Replies
18
Views
934
UKscotty
U
J
Method Does the method really matter?
Replies
10
Views
947
LaughingGoat
L
S
Help Why do some people take antiemetics the day before and some only the day of SN?
Replies
7
Views
627
seekingrelease22
S
S
  • Poll
New here
Replies
6
Views
511
InboxRain292
InboxRain292
W
Venting guilt, shame, and 0 motivation
Replies
1
Views
417
lonesomedrifter
lonesomedrifter
AnonymousL
Venting i pray for courage
Replies
4
Views
370
theboy
theboy
goodoldnoname923
Our chat completely gone
Replies
2
Views
438
theboy
theboy
Strwberri
  • Locked
Method I Need A Plan^^
Replies
1
Views
569
Ash
Ash
goodoldnoname923
What if I’m a narcissist?
Replies
16
Views
1K
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
greengrass
Venting 7 day count down
Replies
5
Views
768
errorsinmypast
errorsinmypast
Busridin'26
Venting Things are getting worse and I'm not seeing much ways through this.
Replies
5
Views
555
Dayrain
D
Kaya
  • Locked
Is there anyone who want to commit suicide with me(Hungary)?Van valaki aki szeretne öngyilkosságot velem együtt elkövetni?
Replies
1
Views
490
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
_Gollum_
Story Failed to get meto from GP
Replies
4
Views
675
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
anagram
Method Experimenting with neck compression
Replies
9
Views
3K
Daxter777
Daxter777
SmallKoy
Venting I hate myself
Replies
1
Views
363
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
K
Research chemicals
Replies
6
Views
704
losing hope
L
FadingDawn
What do you guys think the "others have it worse" nonesense?
Replies
70
Views
3K
avoid_slow_death
avoid_slow_death
nails
Help How to sleep when overwhelmed?
Replies
4
Views
476
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
E
Scammed by online pharmacy,dont buy Anti Emetics from them
Replies
5
Views
704
losing hope
L
Vision4ry
Venting This has actually got to be a fucking joke
Replies
7
Views
927
LaughingGoat
L
little_tree
Venting i feel so alone
Replies
8
Views
749
little_tree
little_tree
CTB Dream
Crime
Replies
1
Views
378
Sakura.
Sakura.
palem00n
Goodbye
Replies
6
Views
876
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
Busridin'26
Venting When everything collapses.
Replies
0
Views
334
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Alessa
Keeping flies away from your body
Replies
13
Views
986
Alessa
Alessa
Valdbloop
Finally choses the method I'll use to ctb
Replies
3
Views
495
Valdbloop
Valdbloop
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