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Suicide Discussion

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Placo
Making peace with death
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28
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1K
Placo
Placo
meddle
dont know why im writing this
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1
Views
321
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mothmanisgay
Method jumping 38m (125ft) into water
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2
Views
718
LostSoul1965
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loslassen
Venting Finally writing my goodbye letters.
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6
Views
502
loslassen
loslassen
goblin99
Energetic CTB music
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1
Views
327
final_countdown12
F
burner4242
Method Advil/ibuprofen before SH
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4
Views
472
burner4242
burner4242
WearyWanderer
Last Ditch Attempt at Pegasos Travel
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10
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
Aeselle
Wanting to die because I feel fulfilled with life
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8
Views
795
Aeselle
Aeselle
burner4242
Venting Relapse after almost 8 years
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3
Views
629
burner4242
burner4242
bigmanharsh
Method Is Inhaling Helium or any other inert gas a safe and peaceful way to CTB?
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0
Views
383
bigmanharsh
bigmanharsh
HuskyD'hiver
Help Should I Actually Go Through With It?...
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8
Views
772
HuskyD'hiver
HuskyD'hiver
wildbluekiss
there is no place for me, in the past, the present time and day, nor in the future
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0
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362
wildbluekiss
wildbluekiss
FuneralCry
Venting When people say “I hope you don’t ctb and find a way to live instead”
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10
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1K
final_countdown12
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lkjhgfdsa1
Game over
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2
Views
460
Blueth
B
H
it's over for me and i don't know how to feel
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6
Views
803
hai.saih
H
U
How painful is SN?
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14
Views
973
Dayrain
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goodoldnoname923
Venting Am i a bad person?
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4
Views
712
onceinthefuturewas
onceinthefuturewas
Safralavendel
Help Make it better for family and friends
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2
Views
415
final_countdown12
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L
Venting Desperately lonely
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10
Views
733
lostintheloop
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H
Hey im new
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19
Views
754
Heyyy
H
JBFTM224
  • Question
What do you think is a reasonable reason to want to ctb?
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11
Views
713
Dark Window
Dark Window
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting It’s disappointing what this site became
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4
Views
830
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
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Venting a single Bees Knees turns into suicidal despair (29M)
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1
Views
579
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
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I'm afraid to die
Replies
10
Views
540
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
FuneralCry
Venting Access to peaceful, guaranteed suicide methods should be a human right
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4
Views
616
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
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What are the suitable ones from the list for SN?
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4
Views
505
Blueth
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fleetingnight
Venting Repetitive vent like always
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4
Views
743
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion MAID (Canada) for mental illness DELAYED again until 2027
Replies
11
Views
807
Not Today Satan
Not Today Satan
goodoldnoname923
Falling down
Replies
5
Views
422
iloverachel
I
lkjhgfdsa1
no reason to live anymore
Replies
2
Views
312
Blueth
B
alpris13
Venting Keep coming back here/Whats the point?
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4
Views
581
Forever Sleep
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lkjhgfdsa1
how to accept it will never get better
Replies
15
Views
939
wsx-rt
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gggy
i feel peaceful when I'm going to ctb
Replies
3
Views
293
Dark Window
Dark Window
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Nembutal and vomiting
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1
Views
448
final_countdown12
F
AbsentMindedHuman
Venting I dont understand existance anymore
Replies
6
Views
523
trappedinthislife
trappedinthislife
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Really need help
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2
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Benzos before or after sn
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2
Views
356
Optimu$
Optimu$
quietandsad113
Failed was found
Replies
6
Views
684
Optimu$
Optimu$
goodoldnoname923
  • Locked
Running out of methods
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23
Views
2K
Zaphkiel
Z
assisted
Help i'm probably going to kill myself tonight
Replies
11
Views
819
Dark Window
Dark Window
bipolar22
Pullup bar coming soon
Replies
1
Views
362
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KillingPain267
Method Death by Methaqualone?
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0
Views
308
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
weakandscared
some of you been here for so long
Replies
68
Views
3K
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
baller
Venting Why can't I get better and why don't I want to?
Replies
7
Views
805
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
S
Venting SI kicking in.. how to overcome?
Replies
15
Views
1K
silence ends
S
U
Havent slept in 5 days
Replies
7
Views
432
Otaku
Otaku
Kanashiii
Discussion Gun V Amitriptyline
Replies
6
Views
482
Kanashiii
Kanashiii
keg-ireland
What is stopping you CTB?
Replies
34
Views
2K
withdrawalishell
withdrawalishell
Sk1rtd4b
Venting Tired of not having anyone
Replies
3
Views
468
chestnut
C
strawberry_lemons
Venting Its been awhile/life update/vent
Replies
7
Views
447
strawberry_lemons
strawberry_lemons
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