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Suicide Discussion

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Lost Magic
I've never felt this defeated
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0
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259
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Blackoutchange
Help Paracetamol and alcohol
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8
Views
897
Priestess
Priestess
nembutal
“i can’t believe i didn’t see the signs” “i wish i could have done something to help”
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7
Views
935
nembutal
nembutal
P
Anyone else not CTB only because of your kids?
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3
Views
388
kyhoti
kyhoti
I
Can someone help me with testing the purity of sn?
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5
Views
911
Freedomatlast24
Freedomatlast24
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
I hate having such niche and rare problems that are pushing me to ctb
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5
Views
2K
bananemitmilch
bananemitmilch
annasplight
Story What brought annasplight here?
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4
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1K
Arahant
Arahant
E
drug and alcohol is such a bitch.
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2
Views
321
kyhoti
kyhoti
L
Venting 4 days
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73
Views
6K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
danzk
What's your favorite song about suicide?
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40
Views
2K
Daydream Believer
Daydream Believer
L
Help Will Argon work for an exit bag?
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4
Views
811
blacksand
blacksand
L
Being Discovered
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3
Views
379
eashanm
E
A
Venting Tired Of this Life
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4
Views
477
Anomaly_death48
A
ijustwishtodie
Venting Me living with overprotective asian parents is so annoying
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23
Views
1K
itsactuallyover127
itsactuallyover127
itsactuallyover127
insulin
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4
Views
586
itsactuallyover127
itsactuallyover127
szatoruxx
Story might ctb from this
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0
Views
445
szatoruxx
szatoruxx
F
Venting Don't know what to do anymore.
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1
Views
565
UnrulyNightmare
UnrulyNightmare
a.hamza.13
Discussion My 500g SN has arrived today but I have some concerns about it.
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9
Views
2K
Fakefriendhate_Maxx
F
A
Worried I’ll never CTB.
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7
Views
591
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
BojackH
Help Hanging
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4
Views
606
Worndown
Worndown
drag201
Venting Everything ready, cant bring myself to do it
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8
Views
1K
pulleditnearlyoff
P
Blackoutchange
Help Slitting wrists
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5
Views
583
Blackoutchange
Blackoutchange
FuneralCry
Venting I hate the assumption that all suicidal people don’t really want to die
Replies
14
Views
976
emma99
E
E
Weather conditions in relation to CTB
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1
Views
340
andreamysk
andreamysk
ringo99
I have BPD. Never had a chance in life
Replies
1
Views
473
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lestat_201
I hurt myself again
Replies
1
Views
394
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
happynot
Method Just asking
Replies
6
Views
881
happynot
happynot
restingplace
Help Made my decision,
Replies
8
Views
614
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
kaidatenn
Venting Life's better but fuck mw
Replies
6
Views
606
kaidatenn
kaidatenn
gonzalo
Help ayuda por videollamada
Replies
1
Views
383
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
H
Beachy head chaplains
Replies
1
Views
754
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
sameoldMantra
Venting new fear unlocked
Replies
15
Views
1K
sameoldMantra
sameoldMantra
tezw
It’s fucked to force us to live when we never gave consent to be born.
Replies
8
Views
914
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
kinderbueno
Discussion What to expect from a welfare check
Replies
7
Views
1K
kinderbueno
kinderbueno
Y
I'm looking for an alternative
Replies
5
Views
567
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
tdos52
Help Would a generator like this work for CO method?
Replies
1
Views
450
Praestat_Mori
P
acey
Venting Lack of information and censorship
Replies
12
Views
1K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
tdos52
Venting Went through my ex’s phone
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11
Views
1K
tdos52
tdos52
N33dT0D13
e l a t i o n
Replies
7
Views
662
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
HeartSayako
Discussion How do you comfort yourself/distract yourself in your worst moments?
Replies
74
Views
4K
Jon Arbuckle
Jon Arbuckle
amnesia999
Venting How did I get here and where am I going?
Replies
2
Views
584
sugarb
sugarb
FakeSmileGuy
Black Powder Pistol
Replies
2
Views
622
FakeSmileGuy
FakeSmileGuy
lixiane
Venting lost all hope
Replies
4
Views
598
lixiane
lixiane
nymphojuno
Venting im so close to doing it
Replies
3
Views
775
davidtorez
davidtorez
3/4Dead
Venting regularly scheduled vent about how awful living makes me feel
Replies
0
Views
359
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
unwilling_lich
4 days of failed attempts
Replies
17
Views
1K
unwilling_lich
unwilling_lich
steppingoff
Learning from streamed CTBs
Replies
7
Views
878
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
penginwrist
I'm done.
Replies
3
Views
561
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
E
Help writing my own death notice.
Replies
3
Views
453
emma99
E
CTB Dream
Method New?
Replies
1
Views
464
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
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