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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
greyblue_bian
Nothing is working.
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3
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514
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
sleepyllama81
Help Is oleander a reliable method?
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1
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605
outrider567
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The Disqualified
Venting I have to die, but I wish it was different!
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1
Views
467
Chronicallyunwell
Chronicallyunwell
AmericanMary
SN time needed?
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2
Views
643
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
Draconian Alone
I talked to my therapist and everyone really does dislike me
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6
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504
hadenough
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SeekingRelief
Help Not sure where to go
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4
Views
488
SeekingRelief
SeekingRelief
RosebyAnyName
Help Is there a comprehensive CtB package?
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0
Views
388
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
A
A response to UnderTheSun's New Method with Potassium Chloride~
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1
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935
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
1
Anywhere in Europe where SN is readily available?
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0
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338
123-CTB
1
azad
will i recover from brain damage caused by risperidone
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10
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1K
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notmyusername
What is my fucking problem? (Vent)
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9
Views
757
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
Forest Fire
Venting I am a coward
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10
Views
758
Forest Fire
Forest Fire
T
Discussion Anyone else ever feel like they chose a bad major/career/life choice?
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9
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635
Ceterum
Ceterum
awaitinglove
Venting BPD and life (RANT)
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3
Views
520
awaitinglove
awaitinglove
Steff1337
  • Question
Discussion Who here has suicidal ideation for at least a decade?
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12
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611
bgd2022
bgd2022
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Help SN PL Wrong orders / Issues
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21
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2K
annikae
A
alivefornow
Venting Long vent, in pain and self-loathing
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1
Views
361
freakshow
freakshow
E
What's your to do/bucket list before you ctb? Looking for inspiration
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10
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462
girlsboysthems
girlsboysthems
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Oxycodone with SN?
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1
Views
364
LunarLight
LunarLight
divinemistress87
The admiration I have for everyone on here
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0
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289
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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How fast does clonzepam work to knock you out? Taking it with SN.
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2
Views
375
tarjebie
T
canyounotbesad
I could CTB Friday evening, and no one would know until Monday evening.
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9
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747
ramon
ramon
F
SOS Can i use opened N after 2 months?
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1
Views
329
Relic
Relic
huntermellow
average time for SN death?
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0
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488
huntermellow
huntermellow
A
Discussion Will sodium nitrate have the same effects of the nitrite? It seem easier to buy it.
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7
Views
787
CantDoIt
C
KillingPain267
Method Is the hanging method better in a forest?
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2
Views
867
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
S
Drowning in a bathtub
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1
Views
756
SuperioS
SuperioS
U
what gives you guys encouragement to ctb
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2
Views
321
freakshow
freakshow
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Doing SN in the wilderness
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2
Views
382
deleted user 137373
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Help Methods for the UK
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5
Views
851
Praestat_Mori
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A
Curing Salt in lieu of SN: You don't need gastric lavage if you're going to do it yourself - A Study
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4
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3K
rozeske
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C
Weird thoughts about afterlife
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13
Views
807
CantDoIt
C
ambivalent_thespian
Venting life on a timer
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2
Views
434
Zhendou
Zhendou
tiredofthinking
  • Locked
Easiest Homeless methods?
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2
Views
719
Evelyn Lane
Evelyn Lane
M
Where to place rope on your neck for full suspension
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10
Views
875
Worndown
Worndown
IAmElation
Venting Is it selfish to no longer care about hurting people when I CTB?
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23
Views
1K
Defenestration
Defenestration
hoppybunny
Venting Brother is being bullied
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12
Views
748
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
E
I ran a SN simulation with Table Salt
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6
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1K
waistcoat
waistcoat
huntermellow
Help questions regarding SN and other stuff
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8
Views
2K
andreamysk
andreamysk
Ghostmaster
I don't know what to say
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4
Views
514
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
TheLastGreySky
Help Livestream/request
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50
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4K
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
disabledlife
I found a music that shows bad luck, the luck factor, this ultimate injustice.
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1
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348
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
bunny_brownie9
Discussion would you hold off for a new job?
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7
Views
572
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
wildflowers1996
I don't understand why anyone wants to live
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18
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1K
username90493486
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White Pencil Color
Help I can't do it, just can't
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6
Views
547
appleguy420
A
Soupster
ELI5: What is the point of leaving a note?
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6
Views
695
blueberryDesert
blueberryDesert
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Does anybody know how to track order from DMC?
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2
Views
665
Last dance
Last dance
freakshow
Had a good opportunity but couldnt do it...
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3
Views
602
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
vi0lence
i want to disappear so bad
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2
Views
334
Defenestration
Defenestration
C
Venting why is the end so appealing
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3
Views
377
Defenestration
Defenestration
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