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645
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690
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Fiance broke up with me... ex fiance now
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1
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515
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Venting I’m trying my absolutely best to live
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6
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817
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Opossum
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27
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Got taken on an involuntary hold the other day
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1
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806
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hoppybunny
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0
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485
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hoppybunny
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Reminders for those looking at or going through recovery
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3
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546
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Life_and_Death
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What am I expected to feel from an increased dosage of Brintellix (vortioxetine)
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620
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922
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626
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Issues with therapy and having autism
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Telling your doctor you want MAID is safe, because it's LEGAL. It's also a great way to ask for help, especially if you're hoping to recover
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3
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892
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What’s keeping you going right now?
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38
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1
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545
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3
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671
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4
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815
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Which pharmacogenetic testing company to choose?
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3
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566
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Possible EMPLOYMENT solution. You WILL be hired, ALMOST guaranteed!
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4
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838
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A letter for myself (and SaSu)
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4
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746
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lostmilo
This has triggered something in me
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3
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562
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Help prisoner
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Hero Remeer
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Life_and_Death
Venting Gullible; a non existent word
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1
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514
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imsotired35
Finally living a bit more
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613
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Help Things got so much worse physically today. Any empathy appreciated.
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8
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Venting I'm getting better but...
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5
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691
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haven't been suicidal for three months, not happy with life but im content
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5
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951
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Praying 4 a Miracle
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Putting CTB on Hiatus.
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0
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566
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Discussion What makes you feel happy or content?
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3
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540
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BoulderSoWhat
SpiderMolt
Venting I really regret letting myself develop an eating disorder
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3
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572
JoysoftheEmptiness
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6
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Help How to be less touchy?
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601
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Lightkeeper
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5
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671
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Story SaSu reflections before I block!
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0
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546
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leavingsoonx
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721
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dogbreath
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10
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pleaseiwanttogo
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Venting i keep thinking its going to get better
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3
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720
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Venting Spravato keeping me going (good vent)
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Davey36000
Anyone seen any benefits from sacred herbs?
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mango-meridian
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