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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
ForeverCaHa
Venting Recovery Diary
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29
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3K
Lyn
Lyn
prone2fury
Venting I am talentless, lazy, and learning is hard. Is improvement possible or should I CTB?
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13
Views
1K
N-methylamphetamine
N-methylamphetamine
ElTopo
Discussion Childhood trauma makes so much sense to me
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1
Views
689
timf
T
SadGirl
My relationship
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4
Views
655
SadGirl
SadGirl
trying ungracefully
Break down in therapy
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3
Views
765
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
bl33ding_heart
How do I deal with being ignored when I have bpd :/
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5
Views
672
tinybrokenfingers
tinybrokenfingers
C
Venting Sacrificing health for work
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3
Views
478
Vivissa
Vivissa
C
How to keep going when everything is hopeless?
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3
Views
580
enjoytheride
enjoytheride
SchizoPolyGymnast
Running a charity event
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3
Views
489
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
Cloud Busting
You have to recover for yourself!
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27
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2K
xiaoxiongmao
X
Someplace_nice
Small thoughts
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0
Views
323
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
M
Venting Trying but failing
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3
Views
582
soulchaser_
soulchaser_
ThatFlyIndividual
Help Advice with Transition
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9
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1K
mlb
mlb
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting i get upset when a kindhearted human C.T.B's
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2
Views
393
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
AshClouds
I don't know if I'm going about this right.
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3
Views
581
webb&flow
webb&flow
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting i feel guilty for making fun of other ppl's suicide before
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1
Views
448
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
lost_one
Help What do I do with these thoughts and feelings?
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1
Views
384
AnimeSlayersFan
AnimeSlayersFan
deepocean
Do bullied people survive??
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5
Views
518
theboy
theboy
Someplace_nice
Am I that forgettable?
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3
Views
487
Carrot
Carrot
L
Discussion Base Jumping Hobby?
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2
Views
562
lionetta12
L
concession
Is there someone who feels like this?
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8
Views
761
enjoytheride
enjoytheride
Life Is My Coffin
Help I was in love and felt so supported to not fight the darkness alone, now im alone and want to die
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9
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1K
Life Is My Coffin
Life Is My Coffin
SadGirl
emptiness and loneliness
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8
Views
931
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Someplace_nice
Venting Am I a bad influence?
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1
Views
504
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
Someplace_nice
I'm unraveling
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0
Views
392
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
peacefulout
Help keep me alive by telling me to do things
Replies
20
Views
2K
tipoftheRGB
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A
Discussion is dissociation bad
Replies
10
Views
994
mlb
mlb
Someplace_nice
Deep thoughts at 1 30 am
Replies
1
Views
602
ElTopo
ElTopo
unexplainedExplorer
Venting so tired of anxiety
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2
Views
639
unexplainedExplorer
unexplainedExplorer
ham and potatoes
Discussion Drinking making depression worse?
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23
Views
2K
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
EquinoxAlchemist
Help Can't bring myself to care to get better
Replies
7
Views
817
EquinoxAlchemist
EquinoxAlchemist
Adûnâi
Help I'm feeling bad again cause of no touch issues
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39
Views
4K
UaScorpioVetal224
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Someplace_nice
Venting I want to cry from anger
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0
Views
471
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
kuchenn1238
went to the oldhead's bar
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3
Views
524
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
Someplace_nice
Venting I hate how old people make me feel inferior.
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5
Views
972
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
peachraspberrysoop
Venting I lost all of my friends because my life was too traumatic
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1
Views
625
U. A.
U. A.
Wolf Girl
Help Encouragement to bathe
Replies
10
Views
911
prettysurethistime
P
RealLostSoul
Story Finally after 9 years of being suicidal I can proudly say I defeated that dragon
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6
Views
2K
Still here
S
istherehope
Story The love of my live married someone else
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14
Views
1K
Linda
Linda
Someplace_nice
Vent/life update
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3
Views
810
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
ElTopo
It points upward, and I'm crushed
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2
Views
526
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
F
Venting I just hurt myself for the first time. I’m scared.
Replies
10
Views
991
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
Chr0nicAnhedonic
Hating myself for obsessing over a girl I don't know
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12
Views
1K
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
peachraspberrysoop
  • Poll
Discussion Does anyone else feel like they're too self aware for therapeutic coping strategies?
Replies
2
Views
590
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
hippiedeath
Thunderstorm
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1
Views
507
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
SeafoamSkeleton
  • Question
Help How do I talk to my therapist about wanting to die?
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18
Views
2K
SeafoamSkeleton
SeafoamSkeleton
P
Venting my experience being ugly
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8
Views
1K
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
DeusVult
Feeling better, feeling worse :/
Replies
1
Views
481
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
unexplainedExplorer
everything cancels out
Replies
5
Views
803
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
D
Story I want to get better but feel like it's never gonna happen
Replies
7
Views
2K
timf
T
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