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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
bl33ding_heart
How do I deal with being ignored when I have bpd :/
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5
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595
tinybrokenfingers
tinybrokenfingers
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Venting Sacrificing health for work
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3
Views
408
Vivissa
Vivissa
C
How to keep going when everything is hopeless?
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3
Views
510
enjoytheride
E
SchizoPolyGymnast
Running a charity event
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3
Views
420
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
Cloud Busting
You have to recover for yourself!
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27
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2K
xiaoxiongmao
X
Someplace_nice
Small thoughts
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0
Views
271
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
M
Venting Trying but failing
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3
Views
508
soulchaser_
soulchaser_
ThatFlyIndividual
Help Advice with Transition
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9
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1K
mlb
mlb
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting i get upset when a kindhearted human C.T.B's
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2
Views
333
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
AshClouds
I don't know if I'm going about this right.
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3
Views
479
webb&flow
webb&flow
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting i feel guilty for making fun of other ppl's suicide before
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1
Views
377
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
lost_one
Help What do I do with these thoughts and feelings?
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1
Views
330
AnimeSlayersFan
AnimeSlayersFan
deepocean
Do bullied people survive??
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5
Views
460
theboy
theboy
Someplace_nice
Am I that forgettable?
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3
Views
435
Carrot
Carrot
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Discussion Base Jumping Hobby?
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2
Views
485
lionetta12
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concession
Is there someone who feels like this?
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8
Views
665
enjoytheride
E
Life Is My Coffin
Help I was in love and felt so supported to not fight the darkness alone, now im alone and want to die
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9
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1K
Life Is My Coffin
Life Is My Coffin
SadGirl
emptiness and loneliness
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8
Views
817
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Someplace_nice
Venting Am I a bad influence?
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1
Views
442
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
Someplace_nice
I'm unraveling
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0
Views
342
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
peacefulout
Help keep me alive by telling me to do things
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20
Views
2K
tipoftheRGB
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A
Discussion is dissociation bad
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10
Views
829
mlb
mlb
Someplace_nice
Deep thoughts at 1 30 am
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1
Views
495
ElTopo
ElTopo
unexplainedExplorer
Venting so tired of anxiety
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2
Views
533
unexplainedExplorer
unexplainedExplorer
ham and potatoes
Discussion Drinking making depression worse?
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23
Views
2K
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
EquinoxAlchemist
Help Can't bring myself to care to get better
Replies
7
Views
710
EquinoxAlchemist
EquinoxAlchemist
Adûnâi
Help I'm feeling bad again cause of no touch issues
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39
Views
3K
UaScorpioVetal224
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Someplace_nice
Venting I want to cry from anger
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0
Views
385
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
kuchenn1238
went to the oldhead's bar
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3
Views
440
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
Someplace_nice
Venting I hate how old people make me feel inferior.
Replies
5
Views
831
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
peachraspberrysoop
Venting I lost all of my friends because my life was too traumatic
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1
Views
542
U. A.
U. A.
Wolf Girl
Help Encouragement to bathe
Replies
10
Views
800
prettysurethistime
P
RealLostSoul
Story Finally after 9 years of being suicidal I can proudly say I defeated that dragon
Replies
6
Views
1K
Still here
S
istherehope
Story The love of my live married someone else
Replies
14
Views
1K
Linda
Linda
Someplace_nice
Vent/life update
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3
Views
712
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
ElTopo
It points upward, and I'm crushed
Replies
2
Views
442
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
F
Venting I just hurt myself for the first time. I’m scared.
Replies
10
Views
857
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
Chr0nicAnhedonic
Hating myself for obsessing over a girl I don't know
Replies
12
Views
1K
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
peachraspberrysoop
  • Poll
Discussion Does anyone else feel like they're too self aware for therapeutic coping strategies?
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2
Views
478
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
hippiedeath
Thunderstorm
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1
Views
402
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
SeafoamSkeleton
  • Question
Help How do I talk to my therapist about wanting to die?
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18
Views
2K
SeafoamSkeleton
SeafoamSkeleton
P
Venting my experience being ugly
Replies
8
Views
964
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen
DeusVult
Feeling better, feeling worse :/
Replies
1
Views
394
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
unexplainedExplorer
everything cancels out
Replies
5
Views
696
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
D
Story I want to get better but feel like it's never gonna happen
Replies
7
Views
1K
timf
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M19R
Help Job hours cut to nothing. How to keep moving?
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15
Views
1K
wham311
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M
Resource the forever decision: book that seems helpful :-)
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0
Views
397
melmeli
M
hippiedeath
I just saved my mother's life
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14
Views
836
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
T
I got a job but I still feel empty
Replies
8
Views
1K
TBONTB
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usernamesarehard
Discussion Give me hope?
Replies
1
Views
475
Higurashi415
Higurashi415
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