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l8tony

l8tony

Broken beyond repair 💀
Dec 17, 2021
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Now have you ever been lonely your whole life not knowing what love or happiness is. It's like I'm getting punished and I don't even know what I did wrong... I would pay someone to just end it.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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I relate alot OP.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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I feel the same. There was also a time in my life where I would cry my eyes out every night in bed because of loneliness.

Existence is horrible.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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We are brought into this world just to suffer. We are forced to exist and we have to endure this existence filled with pain, I see it as being very unfair. For many people, loneliness can be dreadful but I would rather be alone than be around people. I do have to deal with constant feelings of dread and hopelessness and more than anything I want eternal sleep. I'm sorry you are going through this.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Almost every night.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
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yeah at least once a week
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
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About 15 mins on pornhub usually takes care of that for me :)
 
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idiotstillwantstodie

Student
Nov 11, 2021
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Love is a double edged sword. Happiness is for fools.

Loneliness is just weakness of the mind. World is full of people whose company would make loneliness seem like a luxury.
 
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l8tony

l8tony

Broken beyond repair 💀
Dec 17, 2021
40
Existence is horrible.
That's the definition of the human race...
We are brought into this world just to suffer. We are forced to exist and we have to endure this existence filled with pain, I see it as being very unfair. For many people, loneliness can be dreadful but I would rather be alone than be around people. I do have to deal with constant feelings of dread and hopelessness and more than anything I want eternal sleep. I'm sorry you are going through this.

Truly unfair... but i hate it that life isn't fair is more true. I agree I'm already an introvert and hate the idea of more than one person. I just need one person or at least a pet...
About 15 mins on pornhub usually takes care of that for me :)
This is sad to think about but thanks for lifting the mood up 😅
World is full of people whose company would make loneliness seem like a luxury.
I don't mind pain either way. Pain is basically my best friend right now. Unfortunately I'm a weak minded fool. Maybe I just like the idea of lieing to myself and wanting to be blind to being in love or happy. It's like a coma, you aren't aware maybe? This world only is horrible because there are more inhumane slobs than good souls. My list of people I avoid is longer while my list of people I can be around is empty.
 
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