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TheGoodGuy

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I might ctb later today and I will be using this quote to try and convince myself that when I die I will wake up as a child again and all of this was just a bad dream.



So to translate it in my mind it means this

"You are waiting for a train"
You are waiting to die by train, gunshot, hanging etc.

"A train that will take you far away"
It will take me all the way back to my amazing childhood which was so many years ago

"You hope where this train will take you"
My childhood

"But you can´t know for sure, but it doesn´t matter, now tell me why"
Because even if I don´t wake up as a child again from this nightmare I will just seize to exist and free myself from this pain
 
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