Venting Won’t Let Me Find Peace In Peace

[CaramelAppleStars]

I have been looking into methods recently, and so far I have seen hardly any peaceful methods that are still feasible. Most of the drugs that were used for a peaceful out back then, are now illegal to purchase in some places (where I live usually included).
I know that people that are trying to prevent suicide aren't thinking about how to make potential suicides as peaceful as possible — that's a very pro-choice view that most cannot even fathom being valid. It still makes me upset, though.

If someone wants to CTB, they will do it, regardless of if it's peaceful or not. If they get desperate enough, that is.
Personally, I'd prefer to go out with the least pain possible. I'm not, however, above doing whatever will work. If I can't find a peaceful out soon enough, I will do whatever it takes.
I may just be looking in the wrong places for methods. My knowledge so far is very limited, but I'm afraid I will have to experience intense pain before death.

Maybe that's the price to pay for peace, though. This world does always make you pay.

 

[imontheloose]

You may want to spend some time in the resources megathread. Plenty of info there; you'll know your circumstances better than us.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as peace is all I hope for, I just want peace from this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence and I see so much cruelty in how the option to cease existing peacefully with no more pain and no more suffering is denied, I just want to never suffer again, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[CaramelAppleStars]

I really understand as peace is all I hope for, I just want peace from this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence and I see so much cruelty in how the option to cease existing peacefully with no more pain and no more suffering is denied, I just want to never suffer again, I hope you find the relief you search for.

Thank you. I wish the same for you, and anyone else who seeks it