Venting wish suicide wasn't so complicated...

[ilvgore]

tired of living tired of thinking tired of thinking of suicide!!! why does suicide have to be so complicated? why does it have to be so painful?
even with suicide you have to use some of your brain but all i can say is i am even tired of thinking
more and more methods that get harder to obtain like society doesnt even care about the suffering it wants us even more to suffer in this never ending hell
everbody just wants to get richer
sometimes i wish i could runaway into the woods or something and live my life there independently without the government

 

[Manic Panic]

Life is painful and thus dying is also painful.
It's sick and twisted how we are forced to be alive only to feel pain when we go.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish it's not as well, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, I'll always see so much cruelty in how I'm denied the option to die painlessly with no risks of it going wrong and leading to way worse agony with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

 

[BlueDye40]

If only I had access to a gun, that would make things so easy.