Will you be here in 2026

[hmnow]

Unlikely

 

[Freedomm]

I'll make sure that doesn't happen. I'm scared of that prospect.

 

[aria_of_a_dream]

Hopefully not

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope not...

 

[Alexandra_]

I really hope not
How much more do I have to suffer to find the peace I've been waiting for? I only need peace and nothing else

 

[mysticatedwine]

i'll probably be. things have gotten a little better and my times have not been as painful lately. in the middle of 2026 however i will be left alone. my roommate/best friend will have moved, my two only friends at university will be away from me. i will still have no support from my family for my gender struggles, which i suspect will drift them away from me.

so I'll probably not have much to lose at this point, considering i really dislike myself and my friends and family are my only reasons to live. i'll probably be really suicidal and more determined as ever to ctb. time will tell

 

[bankai]

I will. It's a few months away.I might not get through 2026 though.

 

[Signal]

Probably, I'm too much of a coward to really ctb and things doesn't seem to be getting better so I don't really have much of a choice left

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't wish to be, all I wish for is to be gone with this dreadful and cruel torturous existence finally all forgotten but of course I'm so cruelly denied the option to cease existing peacefully to escape from the futile and torturous abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake, all wish for is to peacefully cease existing.

I just wish to never suffer again, no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel existence that to me is just waiting to die, existing to me will always be so deeply undesirable, it's just pain, suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and desirable, it's all I could hope for in this existence so torturous.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i hope not .

 

[Eternal Disaster]

I hope I don't see 2026.

 

[lasttogo]

I believe so. My method is within reaching distance, but inaccessible. I know a local place that sells what I need, but I need a membership of sorts to get it, and even if I sold everything I own I still couldn't afford the sign on fee. There is one way around this, but it would be incriminating and I won't take someone down with me.

I won't be less vague, sorry to anyone that would like me to be. I should have acquired it when I still could have.

I am also exploring an interesting type of "love" currently. It's very honest. I'd like to see where it goes. I feel guilty about this, knowing I could leave in 5 years or 5 days. But I believe I will be around for a while, unless impulsivity wins.

 

[UnusedGate]

Hopefully not

 

[deep-sleeper]

I'd say it's 50-50, it depends on how exponentially shit my life becomes

 

[PI3.14]

I'm planning my CTB to be this year, so hopefully not.

 

[unluckysadness]

Yes probably. It will depend on several things. And SI is so strong...

 

[amerie]

Yes

 

[princexhhn]

I really hope not… TT

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I wouldn't doubt it if I wasnt

 

[darksouls]

I am rotting slowly and painfully
my amputation gave me time to plan a good exit
but I wish I had not survived the sepsis
I went to the hospital because I could not stand the pain
at that time I did not know I had a sepsis
I did not think I was dying

 

[roadkill111]

Who knows

 

[memento-mori]

yes but only for the first half

 

[guestguest360]

I hope not. I want to be gone before the end of the year

 

[Traveller12724]

I really need to be gone by then

 

[somewhatdeadly]

prolly,hope not.

 

[ankawannadie]

HELL NO LOL.
Out soon in a couple of months.

 

[totokk]

Most likely, but my really bad periods seem to come cyclically in jan-feb, so we'll see about then

 

[Mytimeisending]

I hope not

 

[nool]

If things go my way, I won't be.

 

[WhiteSkinRedBlood]

I really hope not, but it's likely. Won't be here any longer than that though.