Will this be enough and will it be painless?

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I know its unlikely for trazedone to be fatal but what if I take 5000mg or 100 - 50mg pills? Combine that with 24mg of clonazepam. I have some weak alcohol too. I dont have to worry about anyone finding me for days. Anyone have any knowledge on this? Thanks in advance!

 

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Unlikely to work and has potential to cause serotonin syndrome which is very unpleasant. From Wikipedia:

"Fatalities are rare, and uneventful recoveries have been reported after ingestion of doses as high as 6,000–9,200 mg. In one report, 9 of 294 cases of overdose were fatal, and all nine patients had also taken other central nervous system (CNS) depressants."

So roughly 3%. 24mg of clonazepam isn't likely to increase those odds. I would look for something better with a higher chance of success.

 

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I do a 1-2 grams of fentanyl on the daily as well.

 

[Davey36000]

I do a 1-2 grams of fentanyl on the daily as well.

1-2 grams is a lot, isn't it?

 

[BardBarrie]

I do a 1-2 grams of fentanyl on the daily as well.

In that case wouldn't a simple Fentanyl overdose suffice?

 

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In that case wouldn't a simple Fentanyl overdose suffice?

So I gradually went from sniffing fentany to smoking it... last night I wanted to really OD and since I'm alone and nobody would find me I went to nearest harm reduction spot, got needles and the whole shabang kit for shooting up. After some youtube videos I was ready to go. I literally doubled what I normally do in one shot. Smh eventually waking up on my kitchen floor in a bunch of pain as I'm sure I dropped like a sack of potatoes or a ton of bricks. Moral of the story Idk man I think my tolerance is really high because I bought enough fentanyl to probably kill a horse last night and literally IV injected it. Smh idk what else to do. I want to get this thing over with. I wrote the letter, made the video.... I've legit never been so ready and accepted my fate to the point where I just want to get it over with as soon as possible.