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next-season .?

next-season .?

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May 28, 2020
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i will ctb soon and i still get mad and sad when i see the success my generation have made ??????
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
I am so sorry circumstances have brought you to this point.

For me, from a very early age, I was programmed to believe if I did such and such or that and that life would be good.

It may be true for some, but for me it was total bulls**t

I think it is only natural to go through a myriad of emotions when thinking about taking one's life, even for those who are ready to go.

I too plan on going very soon, and I find myself at turns angry, at peace, sad, lost, etc...

Today had been a pretty bad day - wrote my note and am sick, so I am apologizing in advance if I misunderstood.

Peace and love to you - wherever the future takes you.

<3
 
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TheEndisNear121200

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Oct 10, 2020
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What success are you talking about ? I'm just trying to understand better.
 
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TheEndisNear121200

Student
Oct 10, 2020
109
they have really good jobs bodies girlfriends etc .......
Oh I see, I can relate to that, I do get jealous sometimes when I see my peers living their lives on social media when I've been depressed for years. but honestly you never know if these people are actually happy or not, in many cases they're also depressed
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
They may have alla that, but does it mean they are happy, content with life... etc.?

Many wear a mask that society expects - and yet underneath that mask they may be miserable.

Who knows.

Please do not measure your life against theirs.... there is no way of truly knowing what they are living or how they feel based on what they seem to have on the surface.

<3
 
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TheEndisNear121200

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Oct 10, 2020
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They may have alla that, but does it mean they are happy, content with life... etc.?

Many wear a mask that society expects - and yet underneath that mask they may be miserable.

Who knows.

Please do not measure your life against theirs.... there is know way of truly knowing what they are living or how they feel based on what they seem to have on the surface.

<3
Exactly what I was trying to say but couldn't put into words. Thank you
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Are you a zoomer? Then if you want to be disappointed at your generation, just look at any infamous Tik Tok video.

Are you a millennial? Then I recommend watching the Fyre Festival documentary on Netflix or Hulu.

In Gen X? Just look up any Karen.

Are you a boomer? Well then...just look around at what's going on in the world...or look at the Gen X, Y, or Z children other boomers have raised...
 

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