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MyUniqueUsername

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It seems unfathomable to me that some people really don't wanna die, they wanna become 100 years old and more, they are trying everything to life, even if it's hard.


Are these people retarded?
Do I live on the same planet as them?
Are they on Crack or meth?
Like wtf is wrong with them, seems like we live in a different universe.

They piss me off acting like all of this here is fine and just normal everyday stuff, like wtf is wrong with them, this is the place before hell, it could only get worse here if we were on fire 24/7.
 
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TBONTB

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It seems unfathomable to me that some people really don't wanna die, they wanna become 100 years old and more, they are trying everything to life, even if it's hard.


Are these people retarded?
Do I live on the same planet as them?
Are they on Crack or meth?
Like wtf is wrong with them, seems like we live in a different universe.

They piss me off acting like all of this here is fine and just normal everyday stuff, like wtf is wrong with them, this is the place before hell, it could only get worse here if we were on fire 24/7.
Hmm, I'm always jealous of these folk. It's not me, but knowing they are content here on earth...makes me envious. I say, you go normies!
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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It seems unfathomable to me that some people really don't wanna die, they wanna become 100 years old and more, they are trying everything to life, even if it's hard.


Are these people retarded?
Do I live on the same planet as them?
Are they on Crack or meth?
Like wtf is wrong with them, seems like we live in a different universe.

They piss me off acting like all of this here is fine and just normal everyday stuff, like wtf is wrong with them, this is the place before hell, it could only get worse here if we were on fire 24/7.

I agree . nothing is worth even 30 seconds of the worst constant pain. well to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain. You'd think they would at least wonder how they could escape in case some horrible trap got them. do they think nothing very horrible can ever happen? no one realizes they took all ways to escape this hell as they made every guaranteed method into crimes hiring someone to assist u in suicide, Nembutal, sarco , suicide booths etc,.

so everyone is ok with being under threat of constant torture with no way out even though the technology for a guaranteed suicide methods has always been there. no? even when they were only swords you could pay someone to kill you with a sword if it were legal. but now with guns it's trivial and painless. i could hire someone to shoot me in the head 10 times . oh wait i can't because they made that a crime.

really are 99% of people even in reality that they don't realize how bad the worst pain is and that something very horrible can happen to them and they have no way out because they allowed government creeps to make every gauranteed suicide method into crimes.
 
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It seems unfathomable to me that some people really don't wanna die, they wanna become 100 years old and more, they are trying everything to life, even if it's hard.


Are these people retarded?
Do I live on the same planet as them?
Are they on Crack or meth?
Like wtf is wrong with them, seems like we live in a different universe.

They piss me off acting like all of this here is fine and just normal everyday stuff, like wtf is wrong with them, this is the place before hell, it could only get worse here if we were on fire 24/7.
For most people, life is good or neutral most of the time. That's how life should be. In general, the moment enough things turn negative, all these "normal" people quickly spiral downwards. They can do this more rapidly and brutally then people who've been suffering for a long time, since people who've been dealing with shit for decades got good at dealing with shit.
 
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Liseli

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I guess those people are lucky bastards. They are loved or have something that keeps them going. But not everyone can be happy sadly
 
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30LoverForever

I can’t do this no more.
Aug 17, 2025
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I feel this way too, but there are people who suffer immensely and still choose to live

They can go fuck themselves
And I can go kill myself
Lol
 
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dust-in-the-wind

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Aug 24, 2024
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My bf's mother is 94. She is in pain a lot and is all hunched over with a walker. She can barely hear and has some dementia. She is so fucking happy it would blow your mind. She always wants to go clothes shopping for new outfits and just wants to be out in general around other people. She talks about living another 10 years! It's quite obvious to me that happiness levels are genetic. My Bf is a very happy person too as are his siblings.
 
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Xiaojiu

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Those who dont want to kill themselves are happy and living the lives they want. They are also most likely healthy as well.
 
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Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

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I feel the same way...it's insane to me too. But I guess that's just how people cope. Clinging to life, pretending it's all normal, even when it's not… it's their way of surviving this place. It's still wild and frustrating to watch, though, like we're living in completely different worlds.
 
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> Are these people retarded?

Yes

I could type a masturbatory paragraph to explain this in depth, but it r`eally is that simple
 
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Astroboyfan1980

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I'm slowly running out of distractions and the things that bring me passion in this life aren't viable as careers and the people around me keep trying to gaslight me that everything is fine and that i shouldn't be depressed idk who would want to stick around for any of this
 
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Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
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I think the same way. I think most of them are brainwashed that life is a reward but they ignore the worst part, they dont even talk about the sufferings. And i think religion is a issue too, i guess they believe in hell and heaven.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
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I think the same way. I think most of them are brainwashed that life is a reward but they ignore the worst part, they dont even talk about the sufferings. And i think religion is a issue too, i guess they believe in hell and heaven.
I agree with that . isn't it odd most people never talk about any of these topics below including the most certain fact of all that we are all going to die, in 130 years every single of the 8 billion humans alive now will be dead. isn't it odd?

why don't they ever talk about all the many extremely horrible things that can happen to any human?

they also never talk about Death and suicide or the right to die or to move away from extreme suffering

or the fact that we all will die , and that nothing matters except avoiding suffering problems and unbearable pain

i challenge anyone even here to tell my one reason why i have to live even one more minute? there isn't any .

much less to accept suffering,. much less to have to work all day a job and chores fixing problems suffering only to decay get old and exist just to risk extreme torture. .
 
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SI and fear of the unknown is a bitch.
 
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kopebaldy

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Just because life is a dead end for us, doesn't mean it's the same for anyone else.

Make no mistake, we're the minority.

Life has ups and downs, to most people, their ups are good enough to tolerate with downs.

I have no hatred for the normals, just disdain. They aren't the same species as us, our two species will never be able to reach an understanding.

Still, we shouldn't hate anyone for being difference to us.
 
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Sep 30, 2023
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Many people are truly happy and for them life flies by very quickly. There are also many people like me, those who are unlucky on all fronts. That's why we dream only of death every day
 
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Who are they? People whose eyes have not yet opened to life, who are in denial of what life is, who have not been hurt badly enough by life or who live in their own worlds. I get it because I was once one of them. I didn't want to live to 100, I just didn't care about living or dying. Nothing much mattered, until I lost everything, life became clear, and I crossed over to the "wanting to die" people. I enjoy this company more.
 
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Optimism is a bitter mockery of the suffering of the world.

That a thousand lived in happiness would not do away with the death agony of a single one.

Arthur Schopenhauer - (1788-1860)
 
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Most people have good or at least okay lives. They have fun, they have beautiful moments, they have family and friends. I don't. So I can understand why most people would never consider CTB. One of the things i've come to realize is - life doesn't suck, MINE does. It was kind of sad to come to this realization but in my opinion it's the truth
 
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I just saw a story on the news about someone who's 111 years old. She said every day and year keeps getting better and hopes there's many more to come. wtf
 
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You'd think they would at least wonder how they could escape in case some horrible trap got them. do they think nothing very horrible can ever happen? no one realizes they took all ways to escape this hell as they made every guaranteed method into crimes hiring someone to assist u in suicide, Nembutal, sarco , suicide booths etc,.

so everyone is ok with being under threat of constant torture with no way out even though the technology for a guaranteed suicide methods has always been there. no? even when they were only swords you could pay someone to kill you with a sword if it were legal. but now with guns it's trivial and painless. i could hire someone to shoot me in the head 10 times . oh wait i can't because they made that a crime.

really are 99% of people even in reality that they don't realize how bad the worst pain is and that something very horrible can happen to them and they have no way out because they allowed government creeps to make every gauranteed suicide method into crimes.
I have the exact same thoughts about this.

And the main reason why "normal people" allow these insane laws that prevent assisted suicide (both in clinics, and at home); is because "normal people" are deluded.

They simply haven't experienced true suffering in life (although they may incorrectly think that they have) - and deep down, they deludedly think that true suffering "will never happen to them" (but which it actually can, of course).

And alternatively, in some rare cases; they may actually have experienced true suffering in life - but have been able to overcome it, and thereby deludedly think that "everyone is capable of overcoming true suffering in life" (but which not everyone is actually capable of doing).
 
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Most people have good or at least okay lives. They have fun, they have beautiful moments, they have family and friends. I don't. So I can understand why most people would never consider CTB. One of the things i've come to realize is - life doesn't suck, MINE does. It was kind of sad to come to this realization but in my opinion it's the truth
I'm pretty sure life actually sucks for most people
 
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I just saw a story on the news about someone who's 111 years old. She said every day and year keeps getting better and hopes there's many more to come. wtf
That's so crazy 😂😂 It really must be genetic or your gut biome or something, that's ridiculous.

Man I wish, so far in my experience everything I see gets worse by the minute, everything decays, breaks, gets ill or dies.
I'm pretty sure life actually sucks for most people
Propably just perspective, maybe some people think it's fine to break your back for 9 hours a day so you have 3 hours a day to relax and others would rather just die.
 
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It seems unfathomable to me that some people really don't wanna die, they wanna become 100 years old and more, they are trying everything to life, even if it's hard.


Are these people retarded?
Do I live on the same planet as them?
Are they on Crack or meth?
Like wtf is wrong with them, seems like we live in a different universe.

They piss me off acting like all of this here is fine and just normal everyday stuff, like wtf is wrong with them, this is the place before hell, it could only get worse here if we were on fire 24/7.
I think there is a place in the politics of things to promote that suicide is a legitimate thing to promote
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I have the exact same thoughts about this.

And the main reason why "normal people" allow these insane laws that prevent assisted suicide (both in clinics, and at home); is because "normal people" are deluded.

They simply haven't experienced true suffering in life (although they may incorrectly think that they have) - and deep down, they deludedly think that true suffering "will never happen to them" (but which it actually can, of course).

And alternatively, in some rare cases; they may actually have experienced true suffering in life - but have been able to overcome it, and thereby deludedly think that "everyone is capable of overcoming true suffering in life" (but which not everyone is actually capable of doing).
"And the main reason why "normal people" allow these insane laws that prevent assisted suicide (both in clinics, and at home); is because "normal people" are deluded.
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Yeah i think that totally proves 99% of people are deluded and that's only one thing. furthermore not only do most people allow this injustice , the taking away of the most important right, the right to move away from extreme suffering unbearable pain or any suffering. not only do they allow it nobody even questions it . only me and a very few here and the ever deeper honesty book question it.

we live in a world that no one has the right to move away from extreme suffering in an easy , instant or very quick , guaranteed painless way. And there are many technologies for this guaranteed way of escape : Nembutal, sarco , morphine hiring someone to shoot you with a gun etc . but the only reason no one can acess these and so can't move away from suffering in a guranteed instant or very quick way is because government creeps made all of these and everything crimes, everything that could provide guaranteed escape.

nobody in the world has a right to move away from suffering in a Nearly instant or very quick way and a guaranteed way .

only that individual brain knows the pain horror and suffering they are going through. and nobody even questions why don't we have access to an escape from extreme torture even though the affordable technology like hiring someone to shoot me with a gun, nembutal , morphine, sarco etc exists. morphine and nembutal are perfect suicide drugs because you need a large dose 12 grams for membyutal and painless. heroin and fentanyl

but they even keep morphine from us . morphine and heroin were legal over the counter for 40 years and the addiction was not worse than now

They won't even allow with restrictions like if u r over 18 why can't u give someone to assist with suicide to escape extreme suffering

The first stone blade was invented 2.6 million years ago. So I could have paid ( Well no money but if I had something to trade) for some one to slice my throat. With guns it's painless im over 18 but I can't pay someone to shoot me cause they made that a crime : there's no logical reason. someone tell me why the fuck dont i have the right to i pay someone to shoot me 10 times in my head. Instead I have to do it myself and take only one shot be

 
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Adûnâi

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Apologies for not reading every comment here (although not doing that might also make my take fresher!), but my idea is that life is primarily irrational, and the striving for life is a prerational emotion. Effectively, a drug. You won't kill yourself if you're feeling good. That said, diff people may have diff pain (and pleasure) thresholds. Or hell, some people might have too much of a good thing, and kill themselves anyway (Kurt Cobain). It's a delicate balance.

Ofc, I do consider most people hella stupid, especially the ones who endure tons of suffering like the Germans in 1945 without killing themselves. But then again, only such people propagate their genes in the first place. So there's an inherent bias.

I'd prefer people who make the informed choice, but maybe that's just a liberal speaking in me. I have some liberal leftie tendencies, unfortunately, lol. Whereas in reality, most people are just possessed and not individuals at all. Try asking a random person why he's not killing himself - he'll likely get triggered instead of responding, right? Clearly possessed by what effectively amounts to a demon. Boring.

(No, I'm not schizo, it's just my way of describing reality. The issue with so-called "demons" is that they can't talk like humans. I'd talk to demons all day long if they were up for a chat : (
 
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furthermore not only do most people allow this injustice , the taking away of the most important right, the right to move away from extreme suffering unbearable pain or any suffering. not only do they allow it nobody even questions it . only me and a very few here and the ever deeper honesty book question it.
You, me and most other suicidal people, do question it, of course - as we all see the ridiculousness, unreasonableness and insanity of the laws that prevent assisted suicide, as well as of "normal people's" stance against assisted suicide.

And by the way:
In at least some of the countries where assisted suicide is illegal, the majority of the population are actually in favour of assisted suicide (at least for physically ill/terminally ill people) - but the governments still don't legalize it, despite most of the publics positive opinion about assisted suicide (at least for physically ill/terminally ill people).



(...) im over 18 but I can't pay someone to shoot me cause they made that a crime : there's no logical reason. someone tell me why the fuck dont i have the right to i pay someone to shoot me 10 times in my head. Instead I have to do it myself and take only one shot be
Well, it's because of the things that I previously mentioned in my post above (namely that they don't know what true suffering really is like, and they don't think that true suffering will ever happen to themselves; and/or that they incorrectly think that everyone is capable of overcoming true suffering in life) + that they incorrectly think that they're "helping" suicidal people/doing suicidal people a "favour", by forcing suicidal people to stay alive (by not allowing/legalizing assisted suicide), as they incorrectly think that "life is always a gift/life is always worth living, and that any person would always prefer to stay alive, regardless of his/her situation".

And those are also the reasons why many of them don't even question their own stance against assisted suicide (in addition to not being willing to allow/legalize assisted suicide), like you mentioned.
 
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I think specifically with old age that when you get to a point where you forget things/people then it should be time
 
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Some people don't have any reasons to suffer. Simple as that.
 
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I think upbringing is everything. If you're raised by parents who equip you with the right mental "toolkit" you are far better at weathering life's challenges.
 
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