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kk13

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Feb 2, 2026
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Why was i born at all. This existence is so meaningless. I dont even care about my family i dont care what theyll do after i die. I dont care what people will say none of this shit is real.
I hope this attempt works.
 
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forgotten girl
Mar 2, 2026
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i see your pain and i'm sorry. life shouldn't have brought you here. sending love and hugs
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

Bliss and Happiness to all <3
Mar 3, 2026
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Why was i born at all. This existence is so meaningless. I dont even care about my family i dont care what theyll do after i die. I dont care what people will say none of this shit is real.
I hope this attempt works.
That is why antinatalism is so important.

Birth itself is irrational. You never get consent from the unborn child and you never will. That would be the same as implying a comatose patient can consent to anything.
There is no reason to existence. "To live is to suffer," that much we can already establish.
"to survive is to find meaning in the suffering" and that is where most people go into two different directions.

Some, like you and me just straight up fail to see one. And there might not be one in the end after all! I can't tell you that as I have not yet seen the other side.
But for others there is something that keeps them going. Keeps them happy and focused on a goal.


Whatever path you take both can eventually lead to happiness. Either in life or death :heart:
I wish you the absolute best and hope you will reach it soon <3
 
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Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
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You were born without a reason to exist. By mere chance, by mere accident, by mere insolence of life. Your birth was not planned (and I'm not referring to your parents' planning), there was never a cosmic need for your existence. You could not have been born, or another person could have taken your place. There is nothing that makes you special, just as there is nothing that distinguishes you from all other beings; like a common stone existing without a specific purpose, that is you.
 

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